“Very true, George. You know we’ve got money now.”
“We do?”
“Much more than we’ve ever had in this family. I don’t know why I’m telling you this, but it could be almost a million dollars.”
“If you’ve got a million dollars you could be my best friend.”
“I’ll keep that in mind. Would you like a cold beer?”
“After the dog a cold beer is man’s best friend.”
“Good. Ursula will be here in fifteen minutes. Drink your beer and when Ursula comes you can go up to bed. She’ll stay over and take good care of you.”
She brought him an Irish Cream Ale and a glass and then opened the phonograph and put on a Mitch Miller sing-along, because it had some waltzes, “You Tell Me Your Dream” and “Let Me Call You Sweetheart.” Daniel had bought half a dozen Mitch Millers for George and played them randomly and often to ease his anxiety — the music of his day, lyrical suggestion to soothe the ravaged memory. Sometimes George sat and listened, or hummed along. Sometimes he left the room. Renata had the impulse to give him some of their new money, let him buy what he wanted; but he wouldn’t know what to buy, or where to buy it. He was off the money standard. He’d leave torn bits of newspaper or maybe a folded tie on the kitchen table after breakfast as a tip for Renata, the waitress. Mitch and his chorus were singing “If You Were the Only Girl in the World.”
“That’s a waltz,” George said,
“Yes, and you’re a prize waltzer.”
“I do waltz. Yes, I do.” He put down his beer and stood up. “Would you do me the honor?”
“Certainly,” she said, “but I’m not in your league.”
“As long as you can move your feet.”
He buttoned his suit coat, embraced her, and moved her forward into a pivot in the open space between the parlor and dining room. She followed him, a very strong leader, with ease, and she felt she was moving in her mother’s footsteps. She really should be at the hospital with her Gloria but here she was dancing with her father-in-law. Was this at the edge of some sort of primal scene? She drew back slightly from the embrace so she could look at his face. He was smiling, not at her but reveling in his own artistry as he moved her with astonishing control. He is dancing me back in time, she decided, he’s dead to this day but alive in history: you are dancing with a ghost, Renata.
Mitch sang:“A garden of Eden, just made for two,
With nothing to mar our joy. . ”
She tried to picture what Matt told her about George with the bat, hitting the man who was beating up Roy, because Roy looked like George’s black friend of sixty years gone, another ghost. George had moved with speed and purpose as he whacked the man’s head just once, which crumpled him, and his grip on Roy fell away. George dropped the bat and crossed the street, then off he went into the ridiculously dangerous night.
“You had a big day today, George,” she said.
“Did I? Maybe I did.”
“You certainly did. You got lost in the city, you got cut and went to the hospital, you had a romance, you were in a fight, a race riot, and a shooting, you went to a house of prostitution and a concert, you danced a waltz, and you serenaded a very lovely woman who seems to be in love with you.”
“I wouldn’t go into those places.”
“Of course not, only in emergencies.”
“I don’t fancy romance. Romance isn’t qualified.”
“But it does happen. We all know that romance is wonderful, George, and it’s a great adventure.”
“It has some inferences.”
On they danced, George holding her in a way that some might consider ardent, his traditional style, obviously absurd, yet there it was — the music the nostalgic lyrics, the movement itself arousing in her what was unseemly and must not even be contemplated. But it was in her as it had been after the shooting in the Montmartre, as it had been when she relieved her grief over Diego in the arms of the stranger Quinn. What was also rising was her intense hatred of the would-be assassins of Roy and Gloria, the racist killers, the politicians, the provocateurs, whoever they are, the faceless enemy. She thought of Oshun and of going to Gloria’s apartment to find the Oshun necklace Gloria had left behind when she fled. Renata had given her that necklace for her twenty-first birthday, affinities of beauty. Beauty save beauty now — and she conjured Oshun to join her and George in this peculiar dance. When she closed her eyes she could see the beautiful Orisha and the dance became a rituaclass="underline" keeping together in time — life, love, and death moving to a three-quarter beat.
The invoked presence of Oshun truly moved her and she clutched George tightly. He reacted by whirling her into a dizzying cycle of turns, the movement generating an excitement in her that she had felt driving into danger with Diego; and such angry defiance she had not known since after the Selma March; she would do anything to neutralize the haters. But her unconditional embrace of the movement had been rejected in the following months in the name of black power, whites no longer welcome. Conditioning worthiness to serve the cause on skin color was not her kind of revolution. In Cuba revolution had always been racial. Diego looked white but he believed he had black blood. She felt new pressure now to do something against the enemy. She and Quinn could find some way to send the message. Maybe they could do it with the new money. You can do anything with money. As the song ended she saw Ursula step out of a taxi and walk toward the front stoop. She broke from George, kissed him on the cheek, then kissed him again, almost on the mouth. She went to the phone to call a cab. In the hospital she would find a corner, or an empty room, and make love with Quinn.
The doorbell rang.
Quinn entered the hall, his very black hair thick in a torsion to the right, giving him the air of a casual savant with warrior tendencies. He smiled at the group, mostly men, a few women among them. The audience seemed to be diminishing, but so imperceptibly that he wasn’t sure it was happening. He had his text in hand but did not look at it as he spoke.
“All wars are similar,” he said. “We have just witnessed the battle intensifying from matriarchal complaint to anarchic threat. With four unfinished, unfinishable books the warrior Hemingway hung the sign ‘Former Writer’ on the door of his room at the Mayo Clinic, where he was receiving shock treatments.”
No one seemed to understand the connection Quinn was making.
“Money is the evil the poor cannot do without. La buena vida es cara. The good life is expensive. There are other ways of life that are not expensive, but that’s not life.” Then he added, rhythmically, “Doosaday sosadah spokety spone.”
The audience erupted with raucous laughter and Quinn grew confident, even though only a handful remained in the hall. He spoke about political duplicity and how we need it to survive, which was a gaffe, for everyone in the audience was dead.
“We treat our political divinities like pets,” he said. “Without the resolute will to enter into significance, there can be no access to the heroic.”
He expected major applause from this remark but the two remaining women in the room silently left their chairs.
“Ours is a cosmos in motion,” he said, “moving relentlessly in an arc of justice.” He smiled, fully aware his remarks were menacing. The room was now empty.