The tremor went through all his limbs. He hugged his arms against himself as if the room had gone freezing. And stared her in the eyes. "Fourteen," he said past chattering teeth. "Eighteen. Twenty.
Twenty-four-First. Seventh." Another spasm. "This month. Next. Next. We g-got maneuver-make jump coordinate with same."
"You mean your moves are aimed at certain points at certain dates?"
"Where got th-threat. Don't fight. Move back. Make 'nother jump-point on focus date."
"So that somewhere, tracking the kif, your hunters are going to coincide and home in on them."
"Co-in-cide. A." He made a gesture with shaking hands. "More complicate', Pyanfar. We push. We pull.
We make kif fight kif. We make kif go toward Urtur, toward Kita."
"Toward Anuurn!"
"Got-got help go there. Back side. We not betray you, Pyanfar!"
Her legs went weak. She sank down where she was, on her haunches, looking up at a shaken mahendo'sat on the edge of the bed. "You swear that."
"God witness. Truth, Pyanfar. You got help." The hands clenched again. "Ana-me Aja Jin. He got chance. Got chance, damn! and he run out from this place, leave us in damn mess! Got 'nother plan. He got 'nother plan, got way push kif on kif, damn conservative."
"Or he suspects deep down his human allies aren't to be trusted. What if he knows that? What would he do?"
"He be damn worried. Same got worry with tc'a." Another convulsive shiver. Jik wiped his face, where it glistened with sweat. "He maybe listen to me too much. Take my advice. I come into his section of space. He damn surprise' see me at Kefk. I tell him-I tell him we got save this kif, make number one.
True. He be confuse', he pull out." He slammed his hand onto the bed beside him. "I don't send code.
You understand. I not on Aja Jin, I don't send code, he don't attack!"
"Kesurinan doesn't know all this."
"I not dead. She got file to read if I be dead, but I be on friendly ship, a? She take you instruction, she think I be on bridge-She not know. She don't send the damn code and Ana don't move on this kif!"
There was sickness at her stomach all over again. She stared up at him. And have you told me the truth even yet, old friend, my true friend? Or have you only found a lie that' II keep me moving in the direction you want? Or are you giving me the only truth you've been brainwashed into believing? Would they do that to you, your own people?
Would they stick at that, when they got into your mind to do other things?
Gods save us, I almost trust the kif more.
"The kif would have blown us, Jik, before we could help anybody. We could've lost it all. I don't think it would've worked. We still got a chance, don't we? Where's our next.rendezvous point? When?"
"Kita. Eighteenth next month."
"Can't make it. Give me the next we could reach. Or is it here? Is Goldtooth just waiting a signal?"
"Two month. Twenty-fourth. Urtur. You got. Maybe be there. Maybe not. We got now six, seven ship go out from here."
And a single incoming ship at extremely high V had a killing advantage. If it turned out to have position as well, its high velocity fire could rip slower ships to ribbons'.
"When's Goldtooth come back?"
"I not say he come back. Don't know what he do. Not get damn signal!"
"Gods-be lie, Jik, you got to coordinate this somehow. You know what he's going to do. My information says he can short-jump and turn. That maybe all those ships can. Is it here, Jik? Is Meetpoint the place we have to be? Was that message he didn't get from Kesurinan-aimed to catch him a few days, a few hours out from this system, was that it?"
Terror. Never before in Jik. Raw fear.
"Scared I'll tell the hakkikt? Scared I guess too much?" She was sitting vulnerable and too close. She stood up and looked down at him, mindful of the gun in her pocket. "Scared they'll get it out of me?"
"You damn fool."
"I want your help. You want mine. You want to figure your chances without the hani? If it was you and nothing else, alone with the kif, with three human governments all doublecrossing each other, and the tc'a and the chi, gods help us, running lunatic? You refigure it, Jik, hear? You got some authority of your own.
You got authority to take up a Situation and settle it, I got that figured. And I'm giving you a Situation. I'm giving you the fact we got this bastard going to take my species out, going to kill all of us, which loses you an ally, which loses you a major market, doesn't it, which loses you friends, about the time you need 'em most, you and your Personage. Humans aren't half your trouble. / am. The han is. And you don't give me orders. / got the influence, / got the thing in hand, and all of a sudden I'm dealing with a threat to my planet, Jik, which means I'll do any gods-be thing I got to and I'm not kiting off in any gods-be direction you want. I got one direction. And you got no choice but my choice, because I'll shoot you down before I let you do something that'll stop me. I love you like kin and I'll shoot you with my own hand, you hear me, mahe? Or you help me and give me the truth at all the right spots and maybe you still got an ally left."
Muscles were still clenched. Hard. He took a long time. "Got," he said finally. "You open door, a?"
"No deal. Not your terms, you hear?"
He stood up, gave the kilt a hitch, and stared down at her. Made a sudden move of his hand, a strike.
She skipped back, ears flat.
"First thing," he said, "you got learn not trust ever' bastard got deal. You damn fine trader. But kif not be merchant.''
"Neither are you. I'm proposing something else. I'm telling you you're not going to break my neck because you got more sense."
"You got right," he said, and sniffed and drew a large breath. The fine wrinkles round his eyes drew and relaxed and drew again in an expression very like Tully's. "Love you like kin. Same. Got tell you you going to bleed." He touched his heart. "Same you win, same you lose. You number one fine woman. Got lot haoti-ma. Lot. I make deal, honest. You get me smoke, I give you whole timetable."
"You gods-be lunatic."
"Sikkukkut not only source. You got whole station. You got ask Aja Jin. Same bring."
"Drug's scrambled your brains."
A little light danced in his eyes. "You want me stay 'board, you got find me smoke. I be number one fine pilot. Same better when I got relax. You maybe need. You, Haral, you number one too. Not too many."
"What are you talking about?"
"Same you." He gave another hitch at the kilt. He had lost weight. "You got deal." More wrinkles round the eyes, a grimace. "My Personage damn me to hell. Same be old territory for me. You want me, you got. Long as Sikkukkut not got us all. You got trade sharp, hani. Number one sharp. This be hard deal.
Maybe he take me. Maybe take you: you got no knowledge. You want plan you got get me back. Safe."
"He hasn't asked for you."
"He do. You wait, see. Know this kif."
"How's your nerves?"
"You not forget get smoke, a? Same time you get me out."
"Captain," Hilfy said over com. "Harukk's coming in right now. They're insisting to pick up all the captains. With appropriate escorts. They want Jik and Tully too."
Jik lifted his brows. "See?"
"Gods rot that kif." But she thought: He could strip every ship here of its senior command. Couldn't he?
Me. Dur Tahar. That'd leave Haral Araun, but he doesn't know her that well.
/ need an escort. Not Haral. Gods, I can't take Haral off this ship.
Not one of my crew. Just my translator.
"Hilfy. Tell Skkukuk he's going with us. No other but the ones they asked for. Send my gear down here.
Send an AP for Jik too. We got a point to prove."
Gods send the rest of the captains have got some sense.
Gods send they understand old epics.