Adams said, ‘We’ve got your point.’
‘Maybe we could walk out, travel at night, try to reach the lines,’ suggested Ginsborough.
‘Could be,’ agreed Browning. ‘We might still have to try. Only the way I see it, we have a problem. The Russians could be advancing faster than we can walk. They do thirty kilo meters a day in their vehicles, we do ten every night on foot. The end of a week, and we’re further behind the lines than when we started.’
‘They’ll be stopped somewhere, maybe at the Fulda river,’ said Podini, hopefully.
‘I guess we ought to get Utah mobile.’ Adams ran his hand along the taut links of the track.’ ‘All I want is a gas cutter to get this sonovabitch back on the road. I ain’t built for walking, and my idea of a vacation isn’t ten years down some old salt mine.’
‘It occurred to me when I was coming down the hill that there’d be everything we need in Gunthers. There’d be a garage there; I’ve seen one. The stuff we need could be in the wreckage.’ Browning was deliberately avoiding giving the men orders. This was a difficult situation and it was going to get worse. It was essential he had a hundred per cent backing from the crew, and that would be more certain if they developed his ideas themselves.
Podini nodded. ‘Maybe we could do it after dark.’
‘Hole up until then,’ added Ginsborough.
‘They might send out patrols… pick us up.’ Adams looked up at the hull of the XM1. ‘Baby ain’t easy to miss.’
‘I think we’ve got a chance.’ Browning pushed himself to his feet. ‘The Russians’ main concern is the front line. They’ll use everything they’ve got up there, and do their tidying afterwards. I think we can make Utah look worse than she is… enough to fool a helicopter. Let’s get to work. Gins, dismantle your machine gun and get yourself up on the ridge. Keep your head down, it’s busy over there. Pino, you and Mike go and get a few bodies…’
‘Bodies!’ Podini looked stunned.
‘Bodies the man said,’ shrugged Adams. ‘You made ’em, what you complaining about? I guess they’re for decoration!’
Browning leant some of the broken tree branches against the hull of Utah, then lowered her gun until the barrel was fully depressed — it made her look forlorn. He opened all the hatches. There was a twisted sheet of metal a few meters away, part of the shield of some wrecked field-gun. He wedged it against the right track. There was already an abandoned look to the XM1.
Podini was examining the bodies of the men he had killed sixty meters to the right of the Abrams. They lay amongst the wreckage of their equipment, their bodies torn and mangled. It was the first time he had seen the effect of a shell burst on a human target at close quarters; it was horrifying. He wanted to throw up, but kept swallowing the acid bile that rose in his throat. Bodies, Browning had said. Jesus, there didn’t seem to be one that was anywhere near complete! He’d seen his grandmother when she had died, but she had looked as though she were sleeping… a little yellow maybe, parchment-skinned, but only sleeping. These men, the bits of them, were wide-eyed, if they had any faces left at all; their mouths grinned through bloody smashed teeth and their bodies were grotesque, shattered, dismembered.
There was one partly covered by the loose stone of the wall. Podini could see both arms, its chest, head. He bent over it, biting his lip.
‘Mike… Jesus Christ! Mike, over here.’
Adams was beside him, quickly. ‘What the hell?’
‘This guy ain’t dead. I saw his eyes move. Feel his pulse will you…’
Adams knelt beside the man and stared at him for a few moments, then put the hard outside edge of his hand against the man’s neck. He leant forward and pressed down with all his body weight.
‘What are you doing, for God’s sake?’
‘Taking his pulse,’ said Adams, coolly. The man’s eyes flickered, then opened. Suddenly there was no more movement; muscles relaxed. ‘I don’t feel none. I’d say he was dead.’
‘Mother of God, you killed him!’
‘Me, or you, Pino? Take a good look at him. Look down there.’ Adams rolled aside a large stone that was lying across the man’s abdomen. Intestines were trailed across the rubble. A sharp splinter of white bone from the crushed pelvis stuck up through the bloody mess of cloth and flesh. ‘There ain’t no MASH here… wouldn’t do him no good, anyway. I did him a favour. Now help me lift him.’
There were three bodies draped across the hull of the XM1, one obscenely dangling from the main hatch. Without close examination, their nationalities were unrecognizable. A fire of dry branches and the rubber-tyred wheel of a wrecked gun curled black smoke across her. It would smoulder for a long time, well into darkness. Utah looked no different from the other wrecks on the battlefield.
Browning, Podini and Ginsborough lay beneath the heavy trunk of a fallen chestnut, its branches a cave around them fifty meters to the left of the tank. Adams was hidden in the gorse on the ridge, with the machine gun.
That’s what’ we could be looking like, thought Browning, staring at the XM1 and its bloody corpses. It could be us there. It could be us in any of the hugs out there in the fields, twisted, broken. God almighty! There had been guys back home who thought he was crazy when he had joined the army; maybe he had been… maybe he still was.
Thirty-eight years old, and the only thing he could do well was kill. Some of the men he had been at school with were executives in companies now… owned their businesses, were married, with kids at college, mowed lawns in the evenings, watched television. Family? All he had was a sister somewhere, wedded to an insurance salesman. Last he heard of her was that she had gone to live in Detroit. He’d lost her address, and she hadn’t written again. He couldn’t remember her married name.
Podini. For Christ’s sake, he would never lose a member of his family. There seemed to be dozens of them, scattered across the States from Jersey City to Los Angeles. ‘You hear on the radio, Pino, some guy in Memphis killed eight cops in a raid on a gas station?’
‘Memphis… gee, I got an aunt there.’ Podini always had aunts, and uncles, sisters, brothers, cousins… family.
And what about Adams? Six kids! Pretty wife too. She was sixteen when they got married. Half Sioux, half black; the best of both. Was going to be a dancer, ended up a baby factory. Got a good lively sense of humour… you needed one with six kids in eight years, in military accommodation. They were back home in Fort Dix, waiting for Mike Adams to finish his tour of duty. He’d have been with them in another eight weeks. Eight weeks. Shit… eight weeks was no time.
Hal Ginsborough, twenty-one years old. A loader in every sense of the word. All he was interested in were girls, booze and craps; which meant he never had any money.
Three weeks ago… two… even one, there hadn’t been a war. There hadn’t been a war yesterday. Browning hadn’t wanted one… perhaps no one in the whole world wanted a war, but here it was.
One week ago in Kohlhaus, the Edelweiss Bar. Gins drunk and Podini paying. Mike Adams back in camp writing a letter home; he did that three nights a week, at least. Fritz behind the bar, a German American accent ‘There will be no war.’ Germanic finality. ‘We have fought two wars this century, that is two too many. Here we know what war is like.’ Christ, hadn’t they heard that the Yanks fought, too? And in Korea, and Vietnam. ‘This is Communist bluff. All talk… big wind. Have more drink, enjoy yourselves. No war… this time there will be no war. In two weeks my wife and I go to Spain… close bar for one month. Take vacation and sit in sun and forget politics. Eat paella. Drink wine. Dance a little. There can be no war, Sergeant.’ Fritz was wrong.