Whip me harder!” and then I applied the birch in what to me seemed a cruel manner, but I could see that Eva was convulsed with pleasure.
Soon her body began to stiffen and strain, as it had not done in the wildness of her passion; so dropping the birch I seized the milk bag in my right hand and in many fitful squirts emptied its contents into her vagina. Then I withdrew the instrument and the milk first gushed and then oozed out upon the hand with which I held her cunt still convulsed, as it was, with what is perhaps the most severe form of pleasure to which a woman can be subjected. Soon after this I climbed out from between Eva's legs and wheeled up the lower half of the divan so that she might lie more comfortably, and then going to kiss her, I found her face was wet with tears. “Oh,” I said full of remorse. “I struck you too hard, Eva!” “No, no, darling, it's not that, but oh forgive me, no child like you should have taken part in such a scene. I could not help it, Phyllis, forgive me. Then for a long time I lay quietly in Eva's arm, pressed close between her naked breasts, and all she did to me then I cannot tell, but I knew that I loved her more than any woman on earth. As we lay there, Eva began to talk about Algy and told me that she had brought him to the Manor House because she thought he was almost sure to take a fancy to me, and if so, we might have some fun together, but she warned me against allowing him to take my maidenhead. If, Eva said, I had been about sixteen years of age, or even had I fully developed into girlhood she would have rather encouraged such an act than dissuaded me from it, but as I was still a child it would only injure me without producing the pleasure I might expect.
Then she described to me, while her fingers still played about my slit, how three years before she had seduced her young cousin and had first taught him the desires which only a pretty girl knows how to gratify. Algy, as yet innocent and boyish, had fallen passionately in love with her, and early one morning when Sir Harry was away, feeling a strong lustful inclination come over her, she quickly got out of bed and crept into Algy's room. There she found him lying fast asleep. He had thrown down the bed-clothes and his night-shirt was tumbled up about his waist. Whatever his dreams may have been, his boyish prick stood up erect, and Eva knew that however innocent he was of manly pleasures he now only required the touch of a loving girl to raise his passions to the highest pitch of enjoyment. So she lay down beside him and Algy awoke from perhaps dreaming of her to find himself in her arms. He shewed but little shyness, and what boy would, under such circumstances? But Eva took the initiative and clasping him between her legs let him or rather made him taste her charms while at the same time she satisfied her own lustful desires. From that time she always gave Algy the fullest use of her pretty body whenever they met. “And now,” she said, “he is really a very naughty boy, and knows far more than he should at his age.” “Oh, Eva,” I said, pretending to be shocked, “is Algy the only naughty person in the world!” “No,” she replied. “You are quite as bad yourself, Phyllis.” And then she squeezed my naked body and kissed me so hard that she nearly took my breath away. By this time we were both satisfied, but we decided once more to use our tongues on each others slits, and besides the pleasure which I received myself, I had the additional delight in feeling that I had brought Eva's passions to a second climax that afternoon. After this we partly dressed, and getting out the book of photographs again I questioned her regarding the action of the little girls who were shown sucking the points of the pricks of the men with whom they were enjoying sensual intercourse. Eva told me that this method of satisfying a man's desires was, if properly carried out by a little girl, the greatest protection to her virginity. It was, she said, more delightful than any other form of pleasure that a girl could give, and she strongly advised me, if I ever resorted to this practice not to withdraw my mouth till it had received to the full the outcome of my lover's emission. “Do not,” she added by way of further advice, “push the skin too far back, but just far enough to let your tongue have full play while your wet lips do the rest. But when the supreme moment arrives just suck as hard as you can till you have drawn every drop inside your mouth, and then, but not till then is your work properly accomplished.” You know, Marie, that all these things happened fully five years ago when I was only twelve years old, and now I am nearly eighteen, and shall in another year be married to the man who seduced me as a child. Since then I have been true to him in the promise of his constant love which I know is, and has through all these years been mine; but had I been free to follow a life of pleasure, – such a life as I have described in these letters – I can imagine nothing more delightful than to keep a school for little girls, and as one by one they learnt from me the art of love, to allow them to indulge their passions among themselves or with men who I would bring to them in the secret stillness of the night. I love to see pretty little schoolgirls enjoying themselves, but it's a pity to have them fucked by a man before they are fourteen. Good-bye, dear Marie, my candle is burning, and unless I go to bed at once it will be too short for the purpose I must put it to. Your loving friend, Phyllis.
LETTER NO. 8
My dear Marie, A few days after the events described in my last letter I received a note from Lady Norton asking me to spend the morning with her. This I was very willing to do, on account of certain private sensations which had been aroused through some very naughty dreams I had had in which Algy figured as the hero, and I hoped to see him again. On reaching the park gates of the Manor House I found, not Eva, but Algy himself waiting to meet me and after explaining that she was detained, he asked me to go for a walk with him in the grounds. Now had I known that Eva had told him what a naughty girl I was, I might have been frightened, for he led me to the most lonely and thickly wooded part of the park, and then proposed that we would sit down on the grass and rest for a while.
But here I must explain that the weather being very hot, I was dressed in the most scanty manner. I had in fact nothing on, except my frock which was very loose, and was made of soft Lama wool, and hung straight down from the smocked yoke at my neck to a little below my knees, and was not of course taken in at the waist. Beneath this short chemise was my only covering, for on account of the weather I had discarded hot stays and drawers. I usually wore suspenders attached to my loose stays, but on this occasion my stockings, which came well above my knees, were kept up with garters. Now, when we sat down on the grassy bank under the shade of the trees I became aware that the soft material of which my dress was made shewed the outline of my figure rather strongly through its folds, and although I pulled it down it would hardly cover my knees, and that Algy saw and fully appreciated the fact also was very evident, for in one quick glance that I gave I could see that his prick was standing very stiff inside his flannel boating trousers. I soon found that he meant our walk to end in a love scene, for taking my left hand in both of his he put on my third finger a lovely little diamond ring, and then pressed it to his lips saying that I must be his little wife from that day. And then before I knew what to do or say, he had taken me in his strong arms and was kissing my lips, hot burning kisses, Marie, which I could not resist, they were so full of love. The effect on a man when he holds a pretty little child-girl in his arms for the first time is very strong, especially if she returns his love, and I think Algy spent while his lips were pressed on mine for he soon sat up leaving me rather breathless lying beside him and began to feel my legs below the knee, bending forward to kiss them. “Would not silk stockings be nicer and cooler than these?” he said. “Oh, yes, they would,” I replied, “but I have not got any.” “Let me get you some, Phyllis dear, but I must see how long they are,” and he passed his hand under my frock till it rested on my bare legs. But that was not enough for, undoing my garter, he pulled down the stocking and kissed my thigh, and in his passionate desire gently bit my leg above the knee. “Now!” he said, “I am going to take this stocking and get you silk ones of the same size,” and taking off one of my shoes he drew the stocking off my leg. Secluded as the place where we were sitting was, it was within easy reach of the town, and when Algy had gone I knew that he would be back in less than an hour and that I should then have to give my childish body up to his love. The hour seemed a long one to me, but at last he returned and, sitting down beside me, put some reels on the ground between us.