And then, the flaying knives … Nish ground his fists into his eyes but couldn’t keep the hideous images at bay. How could they do that to anyone, much less to Irisis?
There was still no sign of Ullii. He paced back and forth in the narrow space between the glass spears. It was as confining as any dungeon cell, though at least the floor was cooling down.
Nish stepped onto a chunk of stone, which ground underfoot. He picked it up and, without thinking, hurled it into the network of glass blades, bringing down a good half of them. It made a colossal racket but he felt better for it. It was good to smash something, and it gave him more space to move in.
The drizzle began to turn to cold rain which would make Ullii’s climb even slower. But it might speed up the trial; the scrutators liked their comforts.
Across he went, and back, having to tread carefully on the tilted slabs, then around the glass-clotted hole in the centre that was still too hot to approach. Nish kept going until, suddenly, his knees gave out. He’d been too anxious to eat dinner last night, and there had been nothing since. He was ravenous, and so very tired. He found a relatively cool perch by the cracked embrasure and squatted down with his back against the wall. Resting his cheek on his arms, he tried to think of a way out.
Nish was continuing to run outlandish schemes through his mind, like a schoolboy daydreaming about being a hero, when a shrill cry rang out. He got up and twisted his head out the embrasure. He saw nothing but the sixteen air-dreadnoughts hanging in the air above the canvas amphitheatre.
He looked down. No sign of Ullii either. She must have been taken, in which case his hopes were gone. He was trapped until the tower eventually collapsed and took him with it.
There was no point waiting tamely for his death. Weaving across to the other side, he climbed into the narrow embrasure and crouched there, looking down. Was there a chance, if he jumped? He didn’t think so. The roof had only a gentle slope below him and, though the slabs were thick, they were also old. Even from here he could see that they were cracked and pieces had flaked off. He wouldn’t slide – the slab would crumble under the impact and he’d go right through.
Nish crouched, then stood up straight. He chose his point, bent his knees and prepared to spring. He straightened up again.
‘What are you doing, Nish?’
He turned hastily, slipped and had to clutch at the edge. Nish’s knees were shaking as he stepped down. He felt a fool. Ullii had a coil of rope looped over her shoulder.
‘What took you so long?’ Nish snapped. He couldn’t help it, but he regretted the outburst at once.
In the olden days Ullii would have curled up and gone into one of her states, and he would have got nothing out of her for hours. Something had changed. She simply said, ‘The shed was locked. I had to search Fiz Gorgo.’
‘I’m sorry. I thought they’d caught you.’
‘Ghorr will never touch me again,’ she said with such intensity that Nish shivered. It was hard to believe that she was the same person as the cringing Ullii he remembered.
‘What do we do now?’ he said.
‘I don’t know.’
Nish hadn’t expected a positive response; he had only spoken aloud because it gave him the illusion of not being so desperately alone.
‘Is there anything you can do?’
She stared at him blankly.
‘With your talent, Ullii?’
‘No,’ she said.
Nish couldn’t, wouldn’t give up his friends. He had to believe there was a way out. ‘Ullii,’ he said carefully. He moved closer, but not so close that she would feel he was using her, though of course he planned to. ‘Do you remember how you got Irisis out of Nennifer?’
She leaned away, almost touching one of the remaining glass blades. ‘How did you know that?’
‘Xervish Flydd told me. And I’ve talked to Irisis about it, too.’
‘What of it?’ she said mulishly.
‘I just thought you might be able to use that talent again …’
‘Can’t!’
‘Why not?’
‘Lost my lattice.’
‘When did that happen?’
Ullii turned away, looking down at the floor.
‘If you don’t tell me, Ullii, how can I help you?’
‘No one can help me.’
She said it with a remote edge of despair that tore at his heart. It was almost as if it didn’t matter any more. He couldn’t imagine what was going on in her mind.
‘Then please, please help me, Ullii. No one else can. Do you want all the good people up there to die at the hands of Ghorr?’
‘No one can save them.’
‘And Scrutator T’Lisp, who murdered Yllii?’
‘Our son,’ she said dreamily. ‘Our son, Nish. How could anyone do such a wicked thing?’
He couldn’t think of anything to say, but he put his good arm around her and held her close. It didn’t help him but it might help her.
Ullii shuddered, a wrenching spasm that shook her from head to foot, then turned his way, staring at Nish with wide, colourless eyes, shiny with tears. The light was hurting her but she would not put on her mask.
‘And she’ll murder other little babies if you don’t stop her,’ he said brutally.
Nish was acting on a hunch that Ullii hadn’t lost the lattice permanently. In the past her talent had come and gone, but it had always been available when she’d really needed it. Could he draw it out of her now? Or if not, could he get her into a situation where she had to use it to survive?
Nish was aware that he was manipulating her again, but there was little he wouldn’t do to save his friends. Time was running out and he’d worry about the consequences later.
The tower shook and pieces of heat-scarred rock crumbled off the walls. ‘Try your talent again, Ullii. Can you see anything in your lattice now?’
She strained, rather obviously. ‘No.’ The word was just a breath. ‘Can’t see past it.’
‘Past what?’
She looked down at the floor. ‘Blocking me.’
Nish scratched his head. ‘Do you mean there’s something down there below us that’s stopping you seeing the lattice?’
‘Don’t know where it is. Could be anywhere.’
He sighed. ‘Perhaps you’d better give me the rope.’
After much trouble – for he had to swing back and forth along the rough stone of the tower and was worried that it would rasp through the rope – Nish caught the edge of an embrasure below the bend in the tower. The stone was warm to the touch. He pulled himself onto the ledge and peered in. He could see the ash-littered stairs and, if he craned his neck up to the left, the point where they were blocked with a glassy slag of melted rock.
They climbed in. Ullii cut off the remainder of the rope and coiled it over her shoulder.
‘We have to get up onto the outer wall without anyone seeing us,’ he said. ‘Though I don’t see how –’
Ullii pushed past him and trotted down to the ground floor, where she crept through the empty halls of Fiz Gorgo.
‘Are you sure you know where you’re going?’ he said after they’d been wandering for a good ten minutes, apparently aimlessly.
Ullii didn’t deign to answer. Nish followed, more despairing with every step. Irisis’s time could already have run out. Now they were going up again, along a dark and narrow stair that Nish hadn’t known existed. Yggur hadn’t encouraged exploration of Fiz Gorgo. After several turns they entered an open chamber topped with a cupola made of copper crusted with verdigris. Ullii peered out and up. Nish joined her.