Tipity tops, Ruby
Train to Flint
October 3, 1944
Dear Helen,
Life sure throws some curveballs. Max called yesterday with an offer to join George Louie and a comedy duo called Ming and Ling for an all-Chinese holiday revue in Atlanta. I automatically thought of Eddie-east, west, north, and up the hill. He always left out the south, admitting it made him nervous. He’d say-I’m not black, but I’m not white either. Same here! So I told Max no, but he just kept talking. He said they’ll call it something like the Chinese Follies or Chinese Extravaganza. The club owners will run ads along the lines of-It’s Oriental! Gay and exciting! Spiced with song, comedy, and dance thrills! I said no, no, no, no. I told him I won’t work with George Louie. I don’t want to hear his snotty comments about me. He must be as hard up as I am if he’s willing to work together-thrown together by necessity is how Max put it. I still said no.
Then Max bowled me over. Guess who else is going to be on the bill. Ruby! She’s out of the camp! I’m so relieved. She’s going to be performing as Princess Tai. I guess they figure she’s an actual Chinese princess. It’ll be great to see Ruby, and teaming up with her will also be a way for me to start clearing my name.
Any good news about Monroe? Any news, period? Now that I’m going to be in one place for a while you can finally write me back.
I haven’t heard one word from Joe, in case you’re interested. I can’t believe I let him break my heart again.
Your gal pal, Grace
P.S. I almost forgot. The club has offered to drop George from the bill if I’ll take the top spot. Hmm- Hard decision- Take that, George!
Western Union Telegram. October 5, 1944.
Max, I’ll do it. Stop. Can you do me a favor first? Stop. Book me something near my hometown. Stop. I want to see my mother. Stop.
Grace
GRACE: A Wind-Chime Voice
The best Max could find for me was three weeks playing programmers before film showings in Cincinnati. After that, he sent me to Columbus, where he booked a one-nighter for my solo act. “Enjoy it,” Max said. “Because I don’t see much for you after the Atlanta holiday run.” The news was so scary, I didn’t know how to begin to process it. Once I reached Columbus, I was only twenty-four miles from home. I hired a car and driver to take me to Plain City. I’d been gone for six years. I’d wired money to my mother, but I’d kept my promise never to write. I’d never corresponded directly with Miss Miller either. Here was my chance to show them that I’d made something of myself, even if Atlanta might be my last hurrah. I was terrified, however, about seeing my father. The years hadn’t changed my feelings about him.
The land-at that time of year-was still as flat, empty, and brown as ever. Piles of dirty snow edged the highway or lay in shady spots created by low berms and wedges of earth. I passed through towns-each looking much like the last-with clapboard houses, dignified churches, and predictable shops. I’d forgotten the echoing loneliness of deserted central squares and empty sidewalks. I sat in the backseat of the car, wearing my fur, my makeup perfect, and so, so nervous. Railroad tracks, a grain elevator, a service station, and signs advertising Orange Crush, Quaker State motor oil, and a trailer camp marked the outskirts of Plain City. I sat up and clenched my hands in my lap.
“Pull up over there by the bank,” I told the driver. “I’ll walk the last couple of blocks.”
He parked, came around to the passenger side, and opened my door. Things like this don’t happen in Plain City, and I felt eyes peering out of windows. My breath came out in billowy clouds. My fur shielded me from the wind, but my shoes were slippery on the snow and ice. Snow and ice-I hadn’t missed those for one second. I put my head down and pushed onward. I passed the Ford dealership, still in business. I saw Thanksgiving decorations in store windows: cornucopias overflowing with autumnal vegetables, a sign to “order your turkey now” in the butcher’s window, and a poster advertising Miss Miller’s winter recital.
Up ahead, the neon sign for Mr. Lee’s Laundry glowed in the twilight. I glanced over my shoulder and saw the car, creeping along the road, following me. Then I took the final steps and positioned myself directly in front of the laundry’s window. I expected to see Dad pushing an eight-pound hand iron across a shirt. Instead, I saw a strange man-an Occidental-working a steam presser and singing with great animation. He pulled the presser’s head down, locked it in place with his foot, steam swirled around him, and then he lifted the head again, bobbing in time to “The G.I. Jive.” The place was completely different-updated. My parents must have sold the laundry. But if they’d sold the place, why hadn’t the sign been changed?
I took a deep breath and entered. The radio blared. The man caroled along at the top of his lungs. “Roodley-toot. Jump in your suit. Make a salute.” When he saw me, he broke into a grin. He reached over and turned down the radio. As he came around the presser, I saw he was an amputee-probably a veteran.
“Grace?” His grin broadened. “Grace!”
I nodded, unsure.
“I’m Henry Billups. Remember me? From school?”
Ah, Henry Billups. Ilsa, one of the evil triplets, had once been sweet on Henry. Now look at him-minus an arm and working a presser in a laundry. So sad.
“Of course I remember you!” I said, always the cheerful performer. “But what are you doing here? You own the place now?”
He gave a good-natured snort. “You’re quite the joker, Grace. You always were.” He paused. “I’m not much good to my dad out on the farm these days. Your mom hired me.”
My mom hired him?
“All this”-Henry gestured around him-“is because of her. Right after Pearl Harbor, your mom donated most of her irons during our first scrap-metal drive. She could have gone out of business, but she squeaked through. Then she gave me a job when no one else would. The whole town was grateful. Now business is growing. Who has time to do their wash these days?” He stared at me, waiting for a reaction, but my mind was so muddled I didn’t know what to say. “But you’re the real kicker. Quite apart from the money you send, you’ve helped the business more than anything your mom or I could ever have done.”
“Me?” How did he know so much about my family? How did he know I’d sent money? How did he know anything about anything? Creepy.
He jerked a thumb to the wall behind the cash register to where a poster for the show I’d be doing in Columbus hung. The image was of me in my Javanese-inspired costume with the wacky headdress: THE ORIENTAL DANSEUSE-STAR OF STAGE AND SCREEN. I was astonished.
“We’re set to see your show on Saturday night. Your mom planned the whole thing. Practically everyone in town is going. Reverend Reynolds got folks to donate their gas coupons so we can all ride in buses together. Your mom wanted to surprise you. I guess you’ll surprise her instead.”