Then he punched the blast-switch.
With profound regret, Kalen watched his ship depart. He was still holding the thetnite bomb in his hand.
He had reached his ship, had even stood under her for a few seconds. Then he had crept back to the alien vessel. He had been unable to set the bomb. Centuries of conditioning were too much to overcome in a few hours.
Conditioning — and something more.
Few individuals of any race murder for pleasure. There are perfectly adequate reasons to kill, though, reasons which might satisfy any philosopher.
But, once accepted, there are more reasons, and more and more. And murder, once accepted, is hard to stop. It leads irresistibly to war and, from there, to annihilation.
Kalen felt that this murder somehow involved the destiny of his race. His abstinence had been almost a matter of race-survival.
But it didn't make him feel any better.
He watched his ship dwindle to a dot in the sky. The aliens were leaving at a ridiculously slow speed. He could think of no reason for this, unless they were doing it for his benefit.
Undoubtedly they were sadistic enough for that.
Kalen returned to the ship. His will to live was as strong as ever. He had no intention of giving up. He would hang onto life as long as he could, hoping for the one chance in a million that would bring another ship to this planet.
Looking around, he thought that he might concoct an air substitute out of the skull-marked cleanser. It would sustain him for a day or two. Then, if he could open the kerla nut.
He thought he heard a noise outside and rushed to look. The sky was empty. His ship had vanished, and he was alone.
He returned to the alien ship and set about the serious business of staying alive.
As Agee recovered consciousness, he found that he had managed to cut the acceleration in half, just before passing out. This was the only thing that had saved his life.
And the acceleration, hovering just above zero on the dial, was still unbearably heavy! Agee unsealed the door and crawled out.
Barnett and Victor had burst their straps on the takeoff. Victor was just returning to consciousness. Barnett picked himself out of a pile of smashed cases.
"Do you think you're flying in a circus?" he complained. "I told you minimum acceleration."
"I started under minimum acceleration," Agee said. "Go read the tape for yourself."
Barnett marched to the control room. He came out quickly.
"That's bad. Our alien friend operates this ship at three times our acceleration."
"That's the way it looks."
"I hadn't thought of that," Barnett said thoughtfully. "He must come from a heavy planet — a place where you have to blast out at high speed, if you expect to get out at all."
"What hit me?" Victor groaned, rubbing his head.
There was a clicking in the walls. The ship was fully awake now, and its servos turned on automatically.
"Getting warm, isn't it?" Victor asked.
"Yeah, and thick," Agee said. "Pressure buildup." He went back to the control room. Barnett and Victor stood anxiously in the doorway, waiting.
"I can't turn it off," Agee said, wiping perspiration from his streaming face. "The temperature and pressure are automatic. They must go to 'normal' as soon as the ship is in flight."
"You damn well better turn them off," Barnett told him. "We'll fry in here if you don't."
"There's no way."
"He must have some kind of heat regulation."
"Sure — there!" Agee said, pointing. "The control is already set at its lowest point."
"What do you suppose his normal temperature is?" Barnett asked.
"I'd hate to find out," Agee said. "This ship is built of extremely high melting-point alloys. It's constructed to withstand ten times the pressure of an Earth ship. Put those together.»
"You must be able to turn it off somewhere!" Barnett said. He peeled off his jacket and sweater. The heat was mounting rapidly and the deck was becoming too hot to stand on. "Turn it off!" Victor howled.
"Wait a minute," Agee said. "I didn't build this ship, you know. How should I know —"
"Off!" Victor screamed, shaking Agee up and down like a rag doll. "Off!"
"Let go!" Agee half-drew his blaster. Then, in a burst of inspiration, he turned off the ship's engines.
The clicking in the walls stopped. The room began to cool. "What happened?" Victor asked.
"The temperature and pressure fall when the power is off," Agee said. "We're safe — as long as we don't run the engines."
"How long will it take us to coast to a port?" Barnett asked. Agee figured it out. "About three years," he said. "We're pretty far out."
"Isn't there any way we can rip out those servos? Disconnect them?"
"They're built into the guts of the ship," Agee said. "We'd need a full machine shop and skilled help. Even then, it wouldn't be easy."
Barnett was silent for a long time. Finally he said, "All right."
"All right what?"
"We're licked. We've got to go back to that planet and take our own ship."
Agee heaved a sigh of relief and punched a new course on the ship's tape.
"You think the alien'll give it back?" Victor asked. "Sure he will," Barnett said, "if he's not dead. He'll be pretty anxious to get his own ship back. And he has to leave our ship to get in his."
"Sure. But once he gets back in this ship.»
"We'll gimmick the controls," Barnett said. "That'll slow him down."
"For a little while," Agee pointed out. "But he'll get into the air sooner or later, with blood in his eye. We'll never outrun him."
"We won't have to," Barnett said. "All we have to do is get into the air first. He's got a strong hull, but I don't think it'll take three atomic bombs."
"I hadn't thought of that," Agee said, smiling faintly.
"Only logical move," Barnett said complacently. "The alloys in the hull will still be worth something. Now, get us back without frying us, if you can."
Agee turned the engines on. He swung the ship around in a tight curve, piling on all the Gs they could stand. The servos clicked on, and the temperature shot rapidly up. Once the curve was rounded, Agee pointed Endeavor II in the right direction and shut off the engines.
They coasted most of the way. But when they reached the planet, Agee had to leave the engines on, to bring them around the deceleration spiral and into the landing.
They were barely able to get out of the ship. Their skins were blistered and their shoes burned through. There was no time to gimmick the controls.
They retreated to the woods and waited.
"Perhaps he's dead," Agee said hopefully.
They saw a small figure emerge from Endeavor I. The alien was moving slowly, but he was moving.
They watched. "Suppose," Victor said, "he's made a weapon of some kind. Suppose he comes after us."
"Suppose you shut up," Barnett said.
The alien walked directly to his own ship. He went inside and shut the locks.
"All right," Barnett said, standing up. "We'd better blast off in a hurry. Agee, you take the controls. I'll connect the piles. Victor, you secure the locks. Let's go!"
They sprinted across the plain and, in a matter of seconds, had reached the open airlock of Endeavor I.
Even if he had wanted to hurry, Kalen didn't have the necessary strength to pilot his ship. But he knew that he was safe, once inside. No alien was going to walk through those sealed ports.
He found a spare air tank in the rear and opened it. His ship filled with rich, life-giving yellow air. For long minutes, Kalen just breathed it.