Black smoke and dust boiled up over the hills. Keira stared at it, frightened, wondering. Then she heard the hauler start and saw it begin to pull away.
Again, she ran toward her father, pushing herself, fearing to find nothing where he had been. Instead, she found her father half-crushed by the wheels of the truck. His legs, the whole lower half of him looked stuck to the broken
pavement with blood and ruined flesh. He could not possibly be alive with such massive injuries.
Her father groaned. Keira dropped down beside him, sickened, revolted. She could barely look at him, yet he was alive. "God," he whispered. "My God!"
Weeping, Keira took his hand. It was wet with blood and she touched it carefully, but it was uninjured. Clutched in it was a piece of blue cloth-a bloody sleeve, not his own.
"I did it," he moaned. "Oh Jesus, I did it."
"Daddy?" She wanted to put his head on her lap, but she was afraid she would hurt him more. "Kerry, is that you?" He seemed to be looking right at her.
"It's me."
"I did it. Jesus!"
"Did what?" She could not think. She could hardly talk through her tears.
"He was looking for my wallet ... or something to steal. He hit me deliberately . . . had to swerve to hit me. Just wanted to steal."
She shook her head in disbelief. She had never heard of haulers running people down to rob them. Car families were
more likely to do that. But in a sewer, anything could happen.
"I grabbed him," her father said. "I couldn't help it, couldn't control it. He smelled so ... I couldn't help it. God, I tore at him like an animal."
So like the blue sleeve, the blood on his hand was not his. He had spread the disease.
"Please," he pleaded. "Go after him. Stop him."
"Stop who?" Eli asked.
She had not heard him coming. Enhanced senses or not, she stood up, startled. Then she saw her father's bag in his hand. She knew how utterly useless it would be and she broke down.
Crying, she permitted Eli to take her by the shoulders and move her aside. He knelt where she had been. When she was able to see clearly again, she saw that he was holding her father's bloody hand. She felt that something happened
between them, a moment of nonverbal communication.
Then, with a long, slow sigh, her father closed his eyes. Eventually he opened them again widely. His chest ceased to move with his breathing. His body was still. Eli reached up .and closed the eyes a final time.
Keira knelt beside her father, beside Eli. She looked at Eli, not able to speak to him, not wanting to hear him speak, though she knew he would.
"He's dead," Eli said. "I'm sorry."
She knew. She had seen. She bent forward, crying, all but screaming in anguished protest. With her eyes closed, she could not imagine her father dead. She did not know how to deal with such an unimaginable thing.
Eli took off his shirt and covered the most damaged parts of her father's body. Blood soaked through at once, but at least the horrible injuries were hidden.
Eli stood up, took her hands, and drew her to her feet. Her hands tingled, almost burned where he touched her. Confused, she tried to pull away, but somehow her desire to pull away did not reach her hands. They did not move.
"Be still," he said. "I just went through this with your father. His organisms 'knew' something mine want to know. So do yours."
That made no sense to her, but she did not care. She was not being hurt. She did not think she would have noticed if he
had hurt her. She was still trying to understand that her father was dead. Eli kept talking. Eventually, she found herself listening to him.
"When we've changed," he said, "when the organism 'decides' whether or not we're going to live, it shares the differences it's found in us with others who have changed. At least that's what we've decided it's doing. We had a woman who had had herself sterilized before we got her-had her tubes cauterized. Her organisms communicated with
Meda's and her tubes opened up. She's pregnant now. We had a guy regrow three fingers he'd lost years ago. You . . .
There's no precedent for it, but I think you may be getting rid of your leukemia. Or maybe the organism's even found a way to use leukemia to its advantage-and yours. You're going to live."
"I should die," she whispered. "Dad was strong and he died."
"You're not going to die. You look healthier than you did when I met you." "I should die!"
"Jesus, I'm glad you're not going to. That makes up for a lot." She said nothing.
"Kerry?"
"Don't call me that!" she screamed.
"I'm sorry." He put his arm around her as soon as he could free his hands from hers-as soon as the organisms had finished their communication. How the hell could microorganisms communicate anyway, she wondered obscurely.
Eli answered as though she had asked the question aloud. Perhaps she had. "We exchanged something," he said. "Maybe chemical signals of some kind. That's the only answer I can come up with. We've talked about it at home and
nobody has any other ideas."
She did not understand why he was talking on and on about the organism. Did he think she cared? Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the column of smoke from the ranch house and she thought of something she did care about.
"Eli?" "Yeah?"
"What about Rane?"
Silence.
"Eli? Did she get out?" More silence.
"You blew up the house with her inside!" "No."
"You did! You killed my sister!"
"Keira!" He turned her, made her face him. "I didn't. We didn't."
She believed him. She did not understand why she believed so quickly, why watching him speak the words made her know he was telling the truth. She resented believing him.
"What happened to her?" she demanded. "Where is she?" Eli hesitated. "She's dead."
Another one. Another death. Everyone was dead. She was alone. "The car people killed her," Eli said.
"How could you know that?"
"Keira, I know. And you know I'm not lying to you." "How could you know she was dead?"
He sighed. "Baby . . ." He drew another breath. "They cut her head off, and they threw it out the front door." She broke away from him, stumbled a few steps down the road.
"I'm sorry," he said for the third time. "We tried to save all of you. We ... we work hard not to lose people in the middle of their conversions."
"You're like our children at that stage," another voice said.
She looked up, saw that a young oriental man had come over the hill behind her. The man spoke to Eli. "I came to see if you needed help. I guess not."
Eli shrugged. "Take her back to the camp. I'll bring her father."
The man took Keira's arm. "I knew your sister," he said softly. "She was a strong girl."
Not strong enough, Keira thought. Not against the car family. Not against the disease. Not strong at all.
She started to follow the new man back to the ranch house, then stopped. She had forgotten something-something important. It must have been important if it could bother her now. Then she remembered.
"Eli? she said.
He was bending over her father. He straightened when she spoke.
"Eli, someone got away. The hauler who hit my father. He was headed north." "It was a private hauler?"
"Yes. He got out and tried to rob my father. My father scratched him."