"Okay then. You go get someone to help Tammy. And for God's sake be quick about it. I don't think she's got much time. I'll stay here with her. Not that I've got much choice."
"A deal's a deal."
"A deal's a deal."
"Have you got a cigarette?"
Todd stood up and dug in his jeans pocket. "Yep." He pulled out a crushed packet, and examined its contents. "Two Marlboro Lights. One each."
"Matches?"
"Never without." He came over to Maxine, and gave her the better preserved of the cigarettes.
"You light it," she said.
He put both the cigarettes in his mouth and lit them from a single flame. Then he handed Maxine's back to her.
"Didn't somebody do that in a movie?" he said.
"God, you are an ignoramus. Yes, of course. Paul Henreid, in Now, Voyager. I showed it to you."
"Yeah," he smiled. "I remember. Maxine Frizelle's Ten Favorite Moments."
She drew on the cigarette, and started to walk back along the path carved through the thicket by the car, to the street.
"Hurry," Todd said.
Tammy ate her meatloaf in silence, thinking of nothing in particular. Aunt Jessica busied herself in the kitchen, coming in now and again to be sure that Tammy was eating all her vegetables. If the plate wasn't cleaned, there'd be no dessert. No pie or cake. Aunt Jessica wasn't a very good cook but she knew what her niece liked. Pie and cake, preferably with ice cream.
"You're going to be a big girl," she said to Tammy when she brought through the slice of peach cobbler and ice cream. "Big all over. And that can get a girl into a lot of trouble."
"Yes, Auntie."
"Especially with the boys."
"I know, Auntie."
"So you have to be extra careful. Boys take advantage of big girls, and I don't want to see you hurt."
"I won't let them, Auntie."
"Good," Aunt Jessica said, though she didn't sound much convinced. Back into the kitchen she went, leaving Tammy to enjoy her cobbler a la mode.
The first couple of mouthfuls tasted good. She ate them thinking of nothing in particular. The clock ticked on the mantelpiece. Aunt Jessica's canary chirped in its cage.
She took a third mouthful. For some reason it didn't taste as good as the first two; almost as though there was a piece of bad fruit in it. She put her napkin up to her mouth and spat out whatever it was, but the taste of dirt, and the gritty texture of it, remained on her tongue and in her throat.
She put down her spoon, and put her fingers into her mouth.
"Wait . . ." somebody said.
It wasn't Aunt Jessica who spoke to her, however. It was a man's voice. A gentle man.
"There's . . . something ... in my mouth . . ." she said, though she wasn't quite sure who she was talking to.
"Dirt," the man told her. "It's just dirt. Can you spit it out? Spit hard."
She glanced back toward the kitchen. Aunt Jessica was at the sink, washing pans. She wouldn't approve of Tammy spitting in the house.
"I should go outside," she said.
"You are outside," the man replied.
As he spoke to her she felt the room lurch sideways—the table, the mantelpiece, the canary in his cage.
"Oh no—" she said. "What's happening?"
"It's all right," the man said, softly.
"Auntie!" she called.
"No, honey. I'm not your auntie. It's Todd. Now spit. You've got dirt in your mouth."
The world lurched again, only this time there was somebody's arms to catch her, and she opened her eyes to see the face of the handsomest man in the world looking down at her. He was smiling.
"There you are," he said. "Oh thank God. I thought I'd lost you."
As the last morsels of Aunt Jessica's peach cobbler melted away she remembered where she was and how she'd got here. The angel on the road, the trees, the car overturning and glass shattering.
"Where's Maxine?"
"She's fine. She went to get help. But she's been away a long time so I had to drag you out of there myself. It took a little doing. But I did some bandaging. There was a first aid kit in the trunk. I got the bleeding to stop."
"I was eating peach cobbler."
"You were hallucinating is what you were doing."
"Only there was dirt in it." She spat, with as much gusto as she could manage. It made her body hurt to do it, though. Her stomach, her head. She winced.
"You did good," Todd said. "Maxine got out with scrapes."
"It was pure luck," she said. "I was driving too fast, and that damn angel got in my way." She dropped her voice. "Did it leave?"
Todd shook his head, and directed her attention up at the tree where the angelic presence still sat. It was quite composed now. It had made its arrangements, and it was waiting.
"I'm afraid it's going to want me to go with it very soon," he said. "I promised I'd go."
"You did? You didn't try and make a run for it?"
"How could I? You were in there, hurt. I couldn't just run out on you."
"But you might have escaped."
"Ha. You know, I think I did," he said.
"I don't understand."
"Oh ... not quite the way I thought I was going to. But I escaped being a selfish fuck-up." He looked into her eyes. "You think I would have had an angel come to fetch me before I met you? No way. It would have been straight down to Hell for Todd Pickett."
He was making a joke of it, of course; but there was something here that came from his heart. She could see it in his eyes, which still continued to stare deep into hers. "I want to thank you," he said, leaning down and kissing her cheek. "Maybe next time round it'll be our turn, eh?"
"Our turn?"
"Yeah. You and me, born next-door to one another. And we'll know."
"I want you to stop this now," she told him gently. There were tears blurring her vision, and she didn't like that. He'd be gone soon enough, and she wanted to have him in focus for as long as possible.
He looked up. "Uh-oh. I hear the cavalry," he said. Tammy could hear them too. Sirens coming up from the bottom of the hill. "Sounds like I should make my exit," Todd said. The sirens were getting louder. "Damn. Do they have to come so quick?" There were tears in his eyes now, dropping onto Tammy's cheek. "Shit, Tammy. I don't want to go."
"Yes, you do," she said. She fumbled for his hand, and finding it, squeezed it. "You've had a good time. You know you have."
"Yeah. Oh yeah. I've had a great time."
"Better than most."
"True enough."
The light was descending from the tree, and for the first time—either because the angel was close to finishing its business, or because Tammy herself was hovering on the edge of life—she saw the contents of the light more clearly. There was no attempt to confuse her with memories now; no Monarch Street, no Aunt Jessica at the door. There was a human shape, neither male nor female, standing in the light, and for a moment, as it came to stand behind Todd, she thought it was Todd—or some other face of his, some gentle, eternal face that no camera would ever capture, nor words would ever show.
He stroked her face with the back of his fingers, and then he stood up.
"Next time," he murmured.
"Yeah."
Then his smile, that trademark smile of his which had made Tammy weak with infatuation when she'd first seen it, dimmed a little; its departure not signifying sadness, only the appearance of a certain ease in him, which his smile had concealed all these years. He didn't need to try so hard any longer. He didn't need to charm or please.
She tried to catch his eye one last time—to have one last piece of him, even now. But he was already looking away; looking at where he was really headed.
She heard him speak one last time, and there was such happiness in his voice, she began to cry like a baby.