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Victors mourned As the defeated King rode Into rain beyond the hill.
Blood makes history, And desolation A winter’s day.

BOARDED-UP WINDOW

If I rip these planks back Will I see Something new, or out of nature?
Years ago I put them on Felt glee in my fist As I swung the hammer And saw each nail Biting into seasoned wood.
I didn’t know what I boarded up: Sunlight on the beach Pebbles in my palms Grass in my teeth – An upturned rowing boat.
Thumb and forefinger held the nail. I laughed at something new Or out of nature. They paid me — though not too well.
If I have the strength (or tools) To lever off those planks My soul will dazzle me with grief, And out of my own nature blind me With what I boarded up.

DERELICT BATHING CABINS AT SEAFORD

Well, they would, wouldn’t they? They’d say anything. Doris and Betty got undressed. Bob and Fred did the same next door. The things that went on in these changing huts. Well, with the War over, what could you expect? They came back like new men. Well, they came back. They came, anyway. Sometimes it was you and my Fred. Then it might be me and your Bob. It was nice with us, though, wasn’t it? Nothing but a clean bit of fun. Sad they went in a year of each other – The dirty devils! Nothing but a clean bit of fun, When we changed into our costumes, The sea washed it off, though, didn’t it? We had some good swims as well. And now look how they’ve smashed ’em up. Poor old bathing huts. Never be the same again. The sea chucked all them pebbles in. Don’t suppose it liked the goings-on. Then the vandals ripped the doors off. They didn’t like it, either.
Old times never come back, But at least we ’ad ’em!

SOUTHEND PIER

A pier is a bridge that failed, You might say – Whatever else is said.
At the end are fish, and ships, And underneath is water, Or jewelled shingle.
Lamp posts point to the signal station So does the toytown railway. People buy and sell.
The planks smell fresh. Not liking salt They reach for land.
A rotund father and thin daughter Stroll hand in hand. Good for business.
A walking-stick clatters But don’t look now: The invisible man goes by.
Every pier has one. He swaggers to the end and back, Panama hat at an angle;
And then again returns, Craving land beyond the water, Wound-up to walk forever.

DERELICT HOUSES AT WHITECHAPEL

We came off the ship: ‘This is America. We’re here!’ A shorter crossing Than the railway trip. Having to make a living Was better than in Russia. Nobody tried to kill us.
America was smaller than we thought. We lived three generations In those houses: New Year Atonement Passover.
Bricks talk, But Books are eloquent.

AFTER A ROUGH SEA, AT SEAFORD

He went to sea because he didn’t like the dark. He wanted his ship to be looked at from the shore By a woman who would wonder Where he was going and why But not where coming from: His mother;
And stared at by a man who envied him And craved to follow: His father.
Many do not like the dark But on a ship at night the lights stay on Inside yourself. You take it like a mother into you In case the sun won’t show at dawn.
At sea there’s only Space, and you.

WINDOW, BRIGHTON

After thirty years he came home. He had forgotten the house But recognized the window.
His sister never married But she knew he’d come. They passed unknowing in The Lanes.
The first iron dewdrop of the knocker Shook dust From the flowers.
‘Not today!’ she said. He walked away, Forgot the house
Forgot the window Forgot his sister never married Forgot the knocker made no sound
When it struck home.

TORN POSTER, VENICE

The Big Voice, the Visual Scream Shouts about the National Lottery Or the advantage of travelling by Aeroflot Or the holiness of the Virgin’s Grotto Or a film about the antics At the court of King Otto; Or did someone win A Motto Competition – First prize a reproduction On a theme by Watteau?
Or, taking it all in all (and altogether) Let’s have a scenario like this: The Big Bang Lottery Prize Is a trip by Aeroflotto To the Virgin’s Grotto In a corner of the Empire Of mad King Otto – From which you come back, if at all (You’ve guessed it) BLOTTO; Crossing the frontier in a haycart Concealed inside the wrappings Of a Cracker Motto Against an idealized backdroppo As designed by Watto. Speculation is a dead-end, So forget it. A mindless hand A single rip: we’ll never know Where poster-dreams And demons that lurk behind them go.