Ah, well. If only he’d succeeded in that Montana sanitarium. If only Don Grove were not now in a Montana pokey. If only Boy Cartwright didn’t have to be present for this nothingness.
The con artists who ran Sha-Kay these days would no doubt produce some sort of light show, probably broadcast some old audiotapes of Laurena Layla, edited to sound as though she were addressing the rubes this very minute rather than more than twenty years ago. At the end of the day the suckers would wander off, very well fleeced and reasonably well satisfied, while the fleecers would have the admissions money, fifty or sixty thousand, plus whatever else they’d managed to pluck during the show.
Plus, of course, TV This nonevent would be broadcast live on the Sha-Kay cable station, with a phone number prominent for the receipt of donations, all major credit cards accepted.
No, all of these people would be all right, but what about poor Boy Cartwright? Where was his story? “The nonappearance today in Marm—”
And there she was.
It was done well, Boy had to admit that. No floating down into view from above the stage, no thunderclaps and puffs of smoke while she emerged from a trapdoor behind the golden chair, no fanfare at all. She was simply there, striding in her shimmering golden robe down the wide central aisle from the rear of the hall, flanked by a pair of burly guardians to keep the faithful at bay, moving with the same self-confidence as always. Most of the people in the hall, including Boy, only became aware of her with the amplified sound of her first “Hosannas!”
That had always been her greeting to her flock, and here it was again. “Hosannas! Hosannas!” spoken firmly as she nodded to the attendees on both sides, her words miked to speakers throughout the hall that boomed them back as though her voice came from everywhere in the building at once.
It was the same voice. That was the first thing Boy caught. It was exactly the same voice he’d heard saying any number of things twenty years ago, hosannas! among them as well as oh yes! and more more!
She’s lip-synching, he thought, to an old tape, but then he realized it was also the same body, sinuous within that robe. Yes, it was, long and lithe, the same body he well remembered. The same walk, almost a model’s but earthier. The same pitch to the head, set of the shoulders, small hand gesture that wasn’t quite a wave. And, hard to tell from up here, but it certainly looked like the same face.
But not twenty years older. The same age, or very close to the same age, twenty-seven, that Laurena Layla had been when the fan had given her that bad review. The same age, and in every other respect, so far as Boy could tell from this distance, the same woman.
It’s a hologram, he told himself, but a hologram could not reach out to pat the shoulder of a dear old lady on the aisle, as this one now did, causing the dear old lady to faint dead away on the instant.
She’s real, Boy thought. She’s returned, by God.
A chill ran up his back as she ran lightly up the central stairs to the stage, the hairs rose on his neck, and he remembered all too clearly not the body in the box but the body two years before that, as alive as quicksilver.
She stopped, turned to face her people. Her smile was faintly sad, as it had always been. She spread her hands in a gesture that welcomed without quite embracing, as she always had. “Hosannas,” she said, more quietly, and the thousands below thundered, “Hosannas!”
Boy stared. Gray sweat beaded on his gray forehead. His follicles itched, his clothing cramped him, his bones were gnarled and wretched.
“I have been away,” Laurena Layla said, and smiled. “And now I have returned.”
As the crowd screamed in delight, Boy took hold of himself — metaphorically. You are here, my lad, he reminded himself, because you do not believe in this crap. You do not believe in any of the crap. If you start coming all over goose bumps every time somebody rises from the dead, of what use will you be, old thing, to the dear old Weekly Galaxy?
Onstage, she, whoever she was, whatever she was, had gone into an old routine, feel-good mysticism, the basic tenets of Sha-Kay, but now delivered with the assurance of one who’s been there and done that. The faithful gawped, the TV crews focused, the second-string stringers from the other tabs wrote furiously in their notebooks or extended their tape recorders toward the stage as though the voice were coming from there, and Boy decided it was time to get a little closer.
Everyone was mesmerized by the woman on the stage, or whatever that was on the stage. Unnoticed, Boy stepped backward and through the doorway to the hall.
Where the golden guardian remained, unfortunately. “Sir,” he said, frowning, “were you going to leave already?”
“Just a little reconnoiter, dear,” Boy assured him.
“I’m not supposed to let anybody past this point,” the guardian explained, looking serious about it.
This was why Boy never went on duty without arming himself with, in his left trouser pocket, folded hundred-dollar bills. It was automatic now to slide hand in and C-note out, the while murmuring; “Just need a quieter location, dear. Those TV cameras foul my recorder.”
The reason employees are so easy to suborn is that they’re employees. They’re only here in the first place because they’re being paid for their time. Whatever the enterprise may be, they aren’t connected to it by passion or ownership or any other compelling link. Under the circumstances, what is a bribe but another kind of wage?
Still, we all of us have an ass to protect. Hand hovering over the proffered bill, the guardian nevertheless said, “I don’t want to get in any trouble here.”
“Nothing to do with you, old thing,” Boy assured him. “I came round the other way.”
The bill disappeared, and then so did Boy, following the long curved hall toward the stage. More and more of the temple layout he remembered as he moved along. Farther along this hallway he would find that faintly sepulchral room where the body had been on display, placed there because crowd control would have been so much iffier out in the main auditorium.
That last time, Boy had had no reason to proceed past the viewing room, which in more normal circumstances would have been some kind of offstage prep area or greenroom, but he knew it couldn’t be far from there to the stage. Would he be closer then to her?
The likeness was so uncanny, dammit. Or perhaps it was so canny. In any event, this Laurena Layla, when close to people, kept moving, and when she stopped to speak she kept a distance from everyone else. Could she not be observed up close for long? If not, why not?
Though as Boy came around the curving hallway his left hand was already in his pocket, fondling another century, there was no guard on duty at the closed greenroom door; a surprise, but never question good fortune. In case the undoubted sentry was merely briefly away to answer mother’s call, he hastened the last few yards, even though the brisk motion made his brain-walnut chafe uncomfortably against the shell of his skull.
The black door in the charcoal-gray wall opened soundlessly to his touch. He slipped through; he pulled the door shut behind him.
Well. It did look different without a coffin in the middle. Now it was merely a staging area, dim-lit, with the props and materials of cultish magic neatly shelved or stacked or hung, waiting for the next Call. A broad but low-ceilinged room, its irregular shape was probably caused by the architectural requirements of the stage and temple that surrounded it. That shape, with corners and crannies in odd shadowed places, had added to the eeriness when Boy and his Hasselblad had been in here twenty years ago, but now it all seemed quite benign, merely a kind of surrealistic locker room.