This morning was no exception. Not only was I accosted by the thoughts of Cassie, Allen, and my own shortcomings, but now I was dealing with my display of being a supreme dick to her the night before.
My dick throbbed this morning, more so than it had any other day. I could feel the intense tingles as it stood rigid as stone. I tried moving my legs, hoping that the shift would ease some of the hurt, but it only intensified it and I winced. My hand immediately took hold of it, working it up and down as I tried to take some of the ache away. Nothing seemed to help. I could feel the tension building, working its way through my body, and my chest constricted with each breath as my legs grew heavy with sensation. If I didn’t fucking come soon, I was going to explode in a way that was sure to cause bodily harm.
I moved my hand ferociously, ignoring the pain of the vise-like grip that held onto my aching cock. I was determined to come…to finally relieve some stress. The harder I worked, the longer my release seemed to take. Sweat coated my hands, feet, and face, and my facial muscles contorted as I strained out my efforts, closing my eyes tightly and biting down with tenacity. I took my free hand and gripped the sheets, scrunching them so tightly that I was sure there would be holes in them by the time I was done. I didn’t fucking care. My sole focus was coming, and hoping that the release would take some of my Cassie anxiety along with it.
The room began to get warm. Even with the air conditioner blasting and the ceiling fan spinning above me, my efforts were heating my core. I could feel the ache that had been plaguing my cock, make its way down my legs and up my chest. Heartburn hit me as I continued to stroke, fueling a fire inside of me that left me panting, gasping, and struggling not only to breathe, but also to release. Exactly three strokes later, it finally came. That gut wrenching, tingling sensation, inducing what I had been waiting so long for. My only wish was that I was balls deep inside of Cassie but since I wasn’t, I focused back on the task at hand and grunted out my explosion, sending warm, white cum spurting onto my stomach. Sadly, it didn’t quell my thirst for satisfaction… I felt better, but I was still backed up, and I knew the only way to fix this problem was to dig deep into a pussy and let loose from there.
Now my objective was to find my way back into some pussy.
After showering and dressing, I walked out to the kitchen where Riley and Nat were enjoying one another. He was half way down her throat, hands down her pants, ready to fuck her on the kitchen island. If I hadn’t walked in, that was probably going to be their next move.
“You have a fucking room, man.” I was annoyed that he was getting anything and everything that he wanted, whenever he wanted it. Jealously was an ugly fucking thing, and I had a bad case of it.
“Hey, sorry, man. You all right?”
“I’m good.”
I looked at Nat, who was watching me inquisitively. She had been working so much at the shop that she hadn’t been around our house too often, and last night was the first night in a long time that I had seen her. We hadn’t had any meaningful conversation, and my bad mood was probably more off putting to her.
“Hey, Nat…I haven’t told you, but I’m really sorry for the shit I said to you. I was wrong and out of line.”
She straightened up, making herself presentable since Dalton had damn near stripped her in our eating place. I would have to set more guidelines on his ass.
“Thank you, Alex. And I’m sorry to hear about Cassie.”
I nodded. There really wasn’t much that I could say at the moment, and I certainly didn’t want to delve into the train wreck that was me and Cassie.
“Riley told me what happened, and I’ve been meaning to offer my sympathies, but I wasn’t sure where you stood with me.”
I turned to the sink and threw some water on my face, then wiped it away with a paper towel. I wasn’t sure if it was frustration, anger, or a lethal combination of both, but this conversation was taking me back to a place that I did not want to be.
“It’s okay. Shit happens, right?”
Both Riley and Nat looked at me with worry in their eyes. I guess my charade wasn’t fooling anyone, and honestly, it wasn’t supposed to, but if it got them to back the fuck up, then I’d keep it up.
“Hey, man, have you told Cassie about the deployment orders?”
“No,” I coldly answered. “Why would I do that?”
Exasperation spread across Riley’s face as he ran his fingers through his hair. “Alex, come on. If you two are not technically together that’s fine, but don’t you think there is something there?”
Nat stood watching the two of us, looking like at any moment she would have to step in and play referee. Riley was right, and even though I knew it, it was pissing me off.
“I have to get to work. I have a shit ton of screenings to get through so I can get my ass out of here next week.” I turned and walked out, then hopped into my truck and sped off.
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When I got to work, MSgt. Finny handed me a pre-deployment checklist sheet along with my folders to take to medical, dental, base legal, and the finance office. It had been a long time since I’d had to do this stuff, but strangely, it all felt familiar and even refreshing. Call me crazy, but the thought of getting out of Twentynine and legally blowing out my aggression was exciting me.
My first stop was at medical where every inch of my body was looked over, poked and prodded. After that, I went to dental where x-rays were taken, and a thorough exam was given. I never liked anyone that far into my mouth, not unless it was Cassie, and that was a different matter entirely. I was never so happy to get out of that chair, and with no work needing to be done, that made it all the better.
After lunch, I went into the finance office and set up allotments for my mom to be able to pay my mortgage, truck payment, and a little something just for stepping up and helping me out. Leaving everything in her hands made me feel a million times better.
When I went to legal, LCpl. Nelson smiled brightly, taking me almost immediately so that I could get my Power of Attorney taken care of, and I listed my mom again. Nelson was overly chatty, asking questions that didn’t pertain to the paperwork at hand, but I didn’t mind; she was nice and seemed like a lot of fun. She slipped me a small piece of paper in my hand just as I was standing to leave. I looked down at it, then back at her as she stood with her lips slightly puckered. I had seen that look before and I knew exactly what it meant. She was an attractive girl, but I wasn’t going to dip into that. I had enough shit going on around me, and I didn’t need to add anymore to the pot.
Captain Hedlund’s voice could be heard coming down the hall, and when I turned away from Nelson, there was Cassie, walking out with a folder in hand. Our eyes instantly locked, disapproval shrouding her face. My face heated, and my dick swelled. For better or for worse, Cassie was forever going to be a weakness for me.
I glanced to Nelson who had yet to erase her lustful expression from her face, and I could tell that Cassie had seen it too.
“Go over everything and we’ll meet again next week, Pfc. Bennett,” Captain Hedlund instructed. He turned to me, bellowing out, “Sgt. Cruz, come into my office please.”
“Coming, sir,” I responded, hoping to get to Cassie before she stormed out.