" W e all get what we want, a good result" ringing in his ears. He wondered who Barker would send to break it to Rutherford's wife. There was a wife, because her photograph was in Rutherford's office. It would be a bastard of a job, telling the wife that probably no one from D Branch had met.
Hobbes knew precious little about firearms, but he matched the torn hole in the collar of Rutherford's jacket, and the two more holes in the centre of the back of the jacket, with the three cartridge cases that he had seen. It was what bloody well happened, wasn't it, when some bastard American was allowed to pretend he was on a backstreet in Chicago, and not in a crowded terminal at Heathrow.
It couldn't have been a nightmare from which he now awoke. No nightmare, because the crash of the firing was still in his ears, and the fleeting vision of the crouched marksman was still in his mind, and there was the tear in the knee of his trousers where he had fallen from the bus. Each time his fingers went back to the frayed edge of the material, to the bleeding, grazed knee, he knew, more certainly, that it was not a nightmare from which he could awake. They were off the motorway… He pieced it together in his memory, which was worse than a nightmare. Colt was talking with two of the men who had greeted him, who had both on each occasion been in the hotel at Paddington. Then he was ignored. There was some anxiety, something about the delay on the flight. And then his own name shouted. A man running towards him, and shouting his name. Colt's gun up, and Colt dragging him. The sight of the marksman going to the crouch with the handgun held out in front of his face. The other man shouting his name and running between them and the marksman, and the battering of the gun. He thought he had seen the running man fall. They had shot their own man…
Colt had brought the car off the motorway. They were past Crowthorne, past Bramshill. Close to Stratfield Saye where he and Sara had twice taken the boys to walk round the Wellington estate. Close to Stratfield Mortimer, where he had met Colt in the pub car park. He felt through the tear at the knee of his trousers, and his fingers were sticky from his own blood.
"Are you all right, Colt…?"
"I'm in great shape."
"What happened, Colt…?"
He heard the hoarse, dry laugh. "We got stuffed."
"Who were they?"
"One was the Security Service, he got in the way of the one from the F.B.I., the one who yelled. They were waiting for us, Dr Bissett. That flight wasn't going anywhere because they knew we were travelling. You got me? We were set up."
"No, not by me."
"Not by you."
"You don't think I betrayed it?"
"You didn't know the flight we were going on, you didn't know anything."
He saw the young man's face. There was no panic, apparently no fear. Colt drove faster than he would have attempted on the smaller roads they now took.
"Are we together, Colt?"
"Have you a better idea, Dr Bissett?"
"Where are we going?"
The same dry-throat laugh of Colt. They were through Mattin-gley and Rotherwick, village roads, going south and west.
The car jolted through a pothole. It was the moment he remembered. The man who had been in the outer office of H3, sitting beside Carol's desk. The man who had come to see him.
The man younger than himself… He remembered Rutherford, the man who had brought the stench of fear into his room, into H3/2.
"Colt, I cannot go back."
"You go back, Dr Bissett, and it's to gaol till you die."
He heard the reed whine of his own voice. "Are you frightened, Colt?"
"When I have my back to the wall, when I have nowhere to run to, then I'll be frightened Not before
Bissett shuddered He had seen the crouched stance of a marksman. He had seen a gun aimed at him, It was worse than a nightmare because he could not go back, could not wake. He could go only where Colt ran.
His fingers played in the tear at the knee of his trousers, which was the stark living nightmare of his world.
"You take a rifle to a man like that," Martins said. "You give it to a professional. What you do not do is put such a matter into the hands of a bungling amateur."
He rolled the brandy in the glass. He had helped himself twice while they had waited for Barker's return. The Deputy Director General nodded agreement.
Barker said, "A rifle, no doubt a sniper's rifle, is your only policy, Percy. Can we put the old trophies back in mothballs, where they belong, and see if we can retrieve this appalling situation? I take it that that's what we are here to do. And just let me remind you: it's a situation brought about by your friends the Iraqis."
There was a tired smile on Martins's face. He was the man who had sent a sniper beyond reach and beyond help into the Beqa'a Valley. His authority seemed unassailable.
Barker would have been back in Curzon Street not more than ten minutes before he had heard the news from Heathrow and Hobbes's report, been turned around, spun like a top, sent back to Century House.
Martins said, "When the report goes to the Prime Minister, as most assuredly it will, I will be remarkably happy that it is beyond my remit to explain how the only firepower directed against a known terrorist, in a crowded and public place, was in the hands of a rather junior American, along for the ride."
"A terrorist in the pay of your friends."
Please, gentlemen, please."
"My advice, D.D.G., we maintain strictest silence on this matter, It may be fashionable in some circles to represent the Iraqis as just the refuse of the Middle East, but thankfully, we do not conduct our affairs on the say-so of Amnesty International.
They have a stable regime in a turbulent area…"
Barker snarled, "They send a murderer onto our streets, they suborn one of our nuclear scientists; they lay siege to our embassy in Baghdad – and all you want to do is to send them a basket of flowers. They are dangerous, these people. They are thieves and muggers on the grand scale. Unless a line is drawn and they are stopped on that line, they have the potential of causing catastrophe."
"A pretty speech but hollow. In other words, they do what quite a lot of people do. Frankly, Dickie, I ' d have expected a little more sophistication from someone in your position. Nevertheless, I want their gunman dealt with, and I want our scientist returned, and I want the siege on our embassy lifted, and I want a blanket over the whole wretched matter."
"Well, we agree on that at least, and now, if you will excuse me, I have business to do and I have a young widow to visit."
Barker pushed back his chair.
" Y o u also have an American to find, before he does any more damage… " Martins drank deeply. "Well, that's it then, D. D. G ., and I'm glad you agree with me that this is a matter for the Prime Minister's desk… "
"I had to come, to tell you… "
Erlich stood in the hallway of the small house.
"… i t was my gun, and I shot him… "
The door to the street was open behind him.
"… I had the target in the sights. I just didn't see him.. ."
Penny Rutherford stood in front of him. She would have been changing flowers in the sitting room when he had rung the bell.
She was still holding the flowers, chrysanthemums, and they were dead.
". he wouldn't have known anything, I promise you, no ti pain…
She turned away from him. She walked the length of the hallway, and into the kitchen. He watched as she put the flowers into the garbage. He watched her, down the length of the little house that was her home.
"… I'll never forgive myself, Penny, I'm just so sorry."
She turned and her voice was the clear-cut wind streaming from the storm's eye.
"All your crap about dedication, all your bloody duty, and what am I left with? You stupid, silly little man. He was mine, God, what else did I have? Go away, go away from me. Go back to your bloody kindergarten, where you came from, go back to your bloody guns and toys. Go somewhere where you can't hurt good people. Get out, I don't want you here. I don't want your apologies, for God's sake. Just go."