Limping along on one crutch, Jenny hobbled into the kitchen. She couldn’t put weight on the foot, which was understandable if you saw the thing (and Thad had no desire to ever see it again). Jenny’s insistence on keeping Ginny Kitty in hand at all times complicated the crutch-walk even more.
She stopped just past the open doorway between the kitchen and the stairway that led up to the kids’ rooms.
She stared at him. So did that fucking cat.
“What are we gonna do about that boy of yours?” she asked.
Thadeus shrugged. “Dunno.”
“He’s a bad influence on Stephen and Sammy,” she said. “I don’t know why you let him run wild.”
“Look, I grounded him,” Thadeus said. “What else can we do?”
“You can discipline him,” she said. Thadeus looked away, ashamed. He had disciplined the boy… maybe a little too much. He’d hit his own son. Right in the face. Not slapped, but punched. How could he do that to his own flesh and blood? And yet the boy was acting so crazy. Something had to be done.
“Thadeus,” Jenny said, “we have to go, you know we do. They’re almost done, and we haven’t even left yet. We can’t take Junior, and we can’t leave him behind, either.”
He nodded slowly. Maybe Jenny was right. For fourteen years, ever since their first date, he’d been able to count on her for sound advice. Maybe she could see the obvious when he couldn’t, he didn’t know. Maybe she just cared for him enough to give tough love.
He hung his head, stared absently at the back of little Stephen’s head. Junior had always been his favorite. You weren’t supposed to have a favorite child, he knew, yet he couldn’t change the fact that Junior lit up his heart just a little more than the others. Maybe that was why he’d been so lenient.
“All right, Jenny,” Thadeus said. “Get him in here.”
Jenny leaned back so she could shout up the steps to the second floor.
“Junior! Come into the kitchen! Your father and I want to talk to you.”
She leaned forward again, resting heavily on her crutch. They heard Tad’s bedroom door open. It always squeaked. Thadeus kept meaning to oil the hinges, but hadn’t gotten around to it.
“You’ve got to have a firm hand,” Jenny said flatly. “You must not waver. You must be strong, just like you were with Sara.”
Sara. He didn’t want to think about Sara.
Tad stomped down the stairs, stomped fast.
But how could a little boy sound so heavy?
Thadeus watched Jenny lean back into the hall again.
An arm, a huge arm, lashing down, a hissing sound like a golf club swinging just before it hits the ball.
Then a dull, wet thonk, like the sound of a watermelon dropped on the floor.
Jenny’s head snapped down, then limply bounced back up but only halfway. The very top of her head wobbled like shaking Jell-O. She managed one staggering step, then dropped to the floor. Her Ginny Kitty cup landed with a ceramic clank, spilling four shots’ worth of liquor onto the kitchen’s linoleum.
Thadeus’s grip on little Stephen tightened as he stood. He started to come around the table, heading to the kitchen counter to grab a knife, a frying pan, something, when the monstrous man turned the corner.
Thadeus McMillian Sr. froze in his tracks.
“Holy fuck,” he said.
The huge, wet, blond nightmare stood in his kitchen doorway. Thadeus had seen a man that big once. Almost that big. He’d met Detroit Lions’ defensive tackle Dusty Smith in a bar. Dusty was six-foot-four, 270 pounds. More like a refrigerator with legs than a human being.
This guy was bigger than Dusty Smith.
And Dusty Smith hadn’t been holding a tire iron.
In one hand the man held the tire iron that had just killed Jenny. In the other massive hand, he held Thadeus’s baby, Sam. He wasn’t cradling Sam; he was holding the tiny baby the way you might pick up a toy doll that’s been left on the floor. Thumb and forefinger circled Sammy’s little neck, the three remaining fingers wrapped around Sammy’s yellow-pajama-clad body.
Sammy’s eyes were closed.
Oh no it’s him!
The voices in Thad’s head. They had been quiet most of the evening.
It’s the sonofabitch!
“I’m here to help you,” the sonofabitch said.
Little Stephen raised an arm and pointed at the man. He spoke in his baby-boy voice.
“Da-dee,” he said “Kill dis moderfucker.”
Stephen suddenly squirmed and kicked. Thad dropped him. The little boy fell clumsily, but scrambled to his feet. Stephen’s little Milwaukee Bucks T-shirt slid up when he stood, exposing a light blue triangle on the skin at the small of his back. The boy screamed a murderous, gravelly battle cry that sounded almost comical from such a tiny voice, then charged the giant man.
The sonofabitch took a step forward and kicked, swinging his hips into the blow. Stephen made a little staccato sound when the foot connected, a half-cough, half-squeal. His small body shot across the room like it had been fired from a cannon. With a sickening snap, Stephen’s right side slammed into the edge of the kitchen table. The impact tilted the table back, spilling beer bottles onto the linoleum before it rocked back to level. Stephen’s body, still bent at an odd angle to the right, hit the floor.
The boy’s little fingers twitched a bit, but other than that he didn’t move.
Thadeus reached the counter, yanked open a drawer and pulled out a butcher knife.
Yessss kill him KILL HIM!
He turned to face the man murdering his family, but as he did, he saw a flash of spinning black, then his head filled with a sudden darkness and pain. He fell to the floor, blinking, thoughts slipping in and out. He tried to spit. A chunk of tooth barely escaped his lips and hung on his right cheek, plastered there by blood and saliva.
Get up, get up!
A hand around his neck, lifting him.
His feet, dangling.
Kill him, KILL HIM!
His breath… non ex is tent.
Thadeus opened his eyes. The man-monster’s face was only an inch away. Two days’ growth of reddish beard. A snarl. Thadeus stared into blue eyes wide with madness.
“You shouldn’t hit your kids,” the man said.
Thadeus heard an approaching siren, but it was too late. The hand around his neck might as well have been an iron vise. It squeezed, slow and steady.
“It’s okay,” the man said. He smiled. “I’m here to help you.”
Breathe! said the voice in his head, the same voice that had made him kill his only daughter. Fight! You have to breathe!
Thadeus felt his bladder let go, felt the heat of piss filling his underwear and jeans, then felt his sphincter offer up the same betrayal. Even in the act of dying, he somehow had a flash of embarrassment.
He would’ve liked to have said one last thing. He would’ve liked to tell the voices in his head to stick it where the sun don’t shine, but he couldn’t make any noise at all save for a tiny, hissing gurgle.
THE MARGOMOBILE
Margaret Montoya, Clarence Otto and Amos Braun sat in comfortable seats in the customized sleeper cabin of a semi tractor-trailer. The massive eighteen-wheeler rolled north along Highway 13, followed closely by a second, outwardly identical rig. The two trailers, designed to work together as one unit, were worth about $25 million and had come to be known collectively as the “MargoMobile.”