She looked up at Sula from her black-on-red eyes. “I hope you will provide me with the means to kill myself,” she said.
“I don’t think so,” Sula replied. “You’re too valuable to throw away.”
The circumstances of her death, Sula suspected, would be a good deal more imaginative than any official act Lady Kushdai had attempted during her term on Zanshaa.
She picked up a pen and signed, just the single title “Sula.”
A camera crew from the Ministry of Wisdom recorded the event, and the recording was broadcast immediately on all video stations, along with the text of the surrender message, calling for all Naxid forces throughout the empire to surrender unconditionally.
It occurred to Sula that she was pressing her luck with such a demand, but she thought it wouldn’t hurt to ask.
She decided to make the Ministry of Wisdom her headquarters. Unlike the Commandery, where all the comm techs had been Naxids, now dead or imprisoned, the ministry was stuffed with communications equipment, and with techs who knew how to use it. She walked across the road to the ministry just as another burst of fire broke out to the west.
Spence at the Imperial Hotel and Julien at the funicular told her what was happening. The Naxids had made an attempt to break out of the Imperial Hotel in the direction of the funicular, an attack coordinated with another charge from the base of the incline railway. Sula sent some groups to the area as reinforcements, but they weren’t needed. Though both attacks were pressed with great determination, they were driven back with slaughter.
She wondered why the Naxids were so persistent in their hopeless attacks up the funicular. Possibly, she thought, they were responding to orders: their superiors were trapped in the Imperial, were demanding immediate rescue, and weren’t willing to tolerate delay or excuses.
She supposed she should be grateful that the Naxid officers weren’t giving their subordinates time to come up with anything clever.
“To: Wind. Where’s Casimir?” she asked Julien after the fighting had died down. “Is he still trying to kick some discipline into those fighters? Comm: send.”
The silence that followed was long enough that cold dread began to seep into the pit of her stomach.
“I’m sorry, Gredel,” the answer finally came. “He made me promise not to tell you till we’d won the battle. I guess we’ve won now, haven’t we?”
There was another silence in which Sula felt a scream building deep in her chest, a howl of pain and rage that she bottled inside only because she couldn’t yet be sure that Julien’s next words would be what she feared.
“Casimir was wounded earlier this morning,” he said. “It was the suppressive fire from those hotels down below. He’s been sent to the hospital. He was awake and talking when we sent him away, and like I said, he made me promise not to tell…He didn’t want you distracted when you had a battle to fight.”
“I need a car!” Sula shouted to the people around her. “I need a carnow!” People began to bustle.
And then she used proper communications protocols to respond to Julien.
“Comm: to Rain. Where in the hospital is he? Have you heard from him? Comm: send.”
“I sent two of the boys with him,” Julien replied. “One came back and said he was getting treatment and that it looked as if he’d be all right. The other’s still with him. I’ll call him and get right back to you with as much information as I can.”
Sula left Macnamara in charge of the headquarters and referred all immediate problems to him. One-Step shuttled her and a pair of walking wounded to the hospital. The wheels threw up clouds of choking dust, the drifting remains of the New Destiny Hotel. By the time she arrived, Sula knew which hospital ward Casimir was in and learned that he’d been through an operation and was still alive. The wounds were minor, the report said, and he was resting peacefully in his bed.
The hospital was a nightmare. Beneath the barrel-vaulted ceilings, with their mosaics of medical personnel flying to the aid of gracefully injured citizens, hundreds of wounded jammed the corridors, most of them High City residents caught in a cross fire. They were waiting for treatment because the secret army’s wounded, who had guns, demanded to be treated first. There was a small pile of dead Naxids in front of the building, mostly security forces who had come for treatment and then been dealt summary justice by the loyalist army. Some of the dead were medical personnel who had displeased the fighters one way or another. Others were civilians who had simply been in the wrong place.
The very fact that she had to observe any of this while she was on an urgent errand drove Sula into fury. She was barking angry orders as soon as she stepped out of One-Step’s truck, demanding that all group and team leaders meet her in Casimir’s ward.
The place smelled of blood, panic, and despair. The corridors were tracked with the rust-brown debris of the New Destiny Hotel that no one had time to clear. Fighters swaggered along the corridors brandishing weapons, and insolently supervised the work of the medical personnel. The wounded moaned, screamed, or cried for help as Sula passed. She pictured Casimir lying on the floor in some dingy, blood-soaked ward and hurried onward.
Her heart surged with relief as she saw him lying, as the report had indicated, on a bed in one of the wards. His eyes were open and she could hear the deep croak of his voice even over the continuous murmur of the other wounded in the ward.
She rushed toward him. His chest and one shoulder were bandaged and a pastel blue sheet was drawn up to his waist. An intravenous tube ran from a plastic bag on a rack to one arm. The ward was crowded, and the bed had been shoved in among a group of injured, many of whom did not have beds, only cushions and thin mattresses. Casimir’s guard—one of his Torminel—stood by the head of the bed, rifle propped on his hip and a stolid expression on his furry face.
Casimir’s dark eyes turned to her as she approached, and his face lit with surprise and weary delight. She pressed herself to him and kissed his cheek. His flesh was cold. She drew back and touched his cheek, feeling the stubble against her fingertips.
His eyes were somber, though there remained the shadow of a smile on his face. “I thought I wouldn’t see you again,” he rumbled. “I’ve been making my will.”
“Wh-What?” she said, the word stumbling across her tongue.
“I’m leaving everything to you. I’m trying to remember the passwords to the hidden safes.”
She touched his chest, his arm. He was bloodless and cold. She looked at the Torminel. “Why’s he saying that?”
Uncertainty edged the Torminel’s voice. “The doctor said he’d be all right. He said the wounds weren’t serious and that he got all the shrapnel out. But the boss has this idea he’s dying, and so I’m recording his will on my sleeve display.” He gave an indifferent flip of one hand. “I mean, why not? He’ll laugh over it later.”
Casimir’s eyelids drooped over his solemn eyes. “Something went wrong. I can feel it.”
Sula looked at the bed displays and saw that none of them were lit. “Why isn’t the bed working?” she asked.
The Torminel looked at the displays as if seeing them for the first time. “The bed?” he said.
The bed wasn’t connected to the power supply, apparently because there were too many beds in the room. Someone else’s bed had to be disconnected before Casimir’s could be jacked into a wall socket. Casimir watched without interest as the displays over his head brightened as Sula told the bed that its contents was a male Terran.