So Olivia decided to tell a small fib. “You really should have called ahead, Ryan. I have plans for this evening.” Falling asleep on the sofa with the TV on could be called a plan, couldn’t it?
“I thought you were tired. Do you have a big date or something?” He chuckled smugly, as if he’d just said the most preposterous thing in the world.
Olivia’s sadness evaporated in an instant. She knew what he was doing. If he could get her to feel defensive, to begin justifying herself, she might weaken enough to let him in. However, now she knew better. Maybe she saw through him more easily now—or he needed something from her. Perhaps he was the desperate one. Otherwise, why show up on her doorstep? She felt a twinge of curiosity but not enough to allow him into her home.
“That’s why I’m resting up right now, for my big date. Nice of you to drop by, Ryan,” she said. “Next time, give me some warning, at least a week.” With relief, she clicked the little red telephone icon on her cell. She opened the small drawer of the hallway table and slid the phone under a pair of gloves. For good measure, she dropped her mail on top of the gloves and slammed the drawer shut.
When she returned to the sofa, Spunky was so entranced by the Animal Planet show that his greeting consisted of half a tail wag. “What a good little student you are,” Olivia said as she snuggled up next to him. On the screen, a charming little puggle pranced up to a group of young women stretched out on beach towels. When one of the women knelt to pet him, he stretched his neck over her bent back, caught the string tie of her bikini top in his teeth, and pulled. The young woman screamed and grabbed her top in time to keep it from falling off.
Olivia switched to the cooking channel. Four pastry chefs were constructing four different gingerbread houses for Halloween. A repeat, but a classic, and preferable to watching a cute pup learn to humiliate young women in public.
As one of the pastry chefs struggled to salvage a gingerbread house damaged in transit, the phone in Olivia’s kitchen began to ring. She’d never bothered to hook up an answering machine to her home phone, so the blasted thing kept on ringing, finally ending at fifteen. Ryan must have found her number using his iPhone Internet connection.
Olivia’s temper leaped to code scarlet. She went rigid and counted the silent seconds through grinding teeth. Spunky sensed her mood and whimpered. Fifteen seconds passed, then twenty, twenty-five. Olivia considered relaxing. At thirty-five seconds, the phone rang.
With a primal growl, Spunky leaped off the sofa and began to yap. Olivia knew she had to answer the phone or listen to her pet go noisily insane. She marched into the kitchen, followed by a frantic dog, and placed her hand on the wall-phone handset. For two full rings, she inhaled deeply to calm herself. She told herself that Ryan would love it if he knew how much he’d upset her. That helped.
Olivia lifted the handset and answered with a clipped, cold, “Yes?”
The next few seconds felt like a repetition of Ryan’s earlier call, only this time she could hear a quick intake of breath, even with Spunky yapping. She reached down to stroke his ears to quiet him.
“Livie?” A moment passed. “Livie, is everything all right?”
“Oh geez, Del.” Olivia groaned and sank cross-legged onto the kitchen floor. Spunky leaped onto her lap and whimpered.
“Livie, answer yes or no. Are you in danger? Is someone there with you?”
“Del, I didn’t expect—”
“Yes or no.”
Olivia sucked in a lungful of air, then answered, “No and no, unless you count poor little Spunky. He’s had a bad night. Me, too.”
“Somehow I guessed,” Del said. “Want to talk about it? I come bearing pizza. Actually, I got the pizza from the café and was heading home when I saw a man leave something on your doorstep. Thought I’d investigate. It’s a huge bouquet of flowers in a glass vase. Must have cost a bundle. I don’t see a card. Any idea who it’s from?”
“Oh, I most certainly do.”
“Sounds like you have a story to tell. So how about it? Triple-meat pizza and a sympathetic ear?”
Olivia glanced at her bare knees sticking out of torn jeans, her grubby tennis shoes with no laces, and knew they didn’t matter, not to Del. If Ryan had caught her dressed so casually, he’d see it as a game point, something he could use to dent her self-assurance. He didn’t quite realize what he was doing, of course. Probably never would. Del might tease her, but that’s all it would be.
“I’ll come right down and let you in,” she said. “I had triple chocolate for lunch, so the day is a cholesterol disaster anyway. Might as well go for triple meat. I’m assuming one of them is sausage?”
“Of course.”
“Excellent. Oh, and I’d be grateful if you’d chuck the flowers in my garbage can, vase and all. Preferably before I get there.”
“Really? I could save the vase for you.”
“Only if you want to watch me smash it.”
“So, this ex-husband of yours seems to have a gift for pushing your buttons.” Del helped himself to a third serving of the salad Olivia had thrown together to create the illusion of healthy eating. She’d opened a bottle of cabernet sauvignon as well, for the same reason.
“You could say that. The sad part is he’s really not such a bad guy. It’s more that he’s . . .” What was going on with her ex-husband? He had worked so hard and done well in medical school, won a surgical residency at Johns Hopkins, but she’d always felt his equal. It was only after he’d become a thoracic surgeon with a growing reputation that he’d begun to treat her as if she weren’t quite good enough for him.
“Are you thinking ‘controlling’?” Del offered. “Domineering, maybe? Needs to get over himself?”
Olivia laughed out loud. It felt good. “No, but thanks. I guess I’d describe Ryan as driven. More and more with each passing year.” Two pizza slices remained in the box, and Olivia picked up the smaller one. A thinning string of mozzarella stretched behind it like the fading tail of a shooting star. “When his hard work started to pay off, it didn’t seem to help him relax. He worked harder than ever, worried more, demanded more—money, respect, obedience from underlings. He got what he wanted, but it seemed to make him into an unhappy person.”
“I can understand that,” Del said.
The understated tone of his voice caught Olivia’s attention. He didn’t smile or meet her eyes. She wanted to ask about his marriage, which had ended in divorce many years earlier. After all, hadn’t they discussed her ex-husband? But she hesitated, not certain how to ask the question without sounding intrusive.
Instead, she refilled his wineglass and said, “The last piece of pizza is yours. Shall I give it a jolt in the microwave?”
“Are you kidding? I eat it straight out of the fridge.”
While Del had his mouth full of pizza, Olivia asked, “Have you learned anything new about Clarisse’s death? I still can’t believe she’d be careless, no matter what was bothering her. She was so strong willed and determined.”
Del took a sip of wine. “This sure isn’t my cheap Chianti.” He took another sip.
“Well, it isn’t Chianti, but it is cheap.”
Del put down his glass and leaned back in his chair, hands clasped behind his neck. “I’d have to say that I share your confusion, based on my knowing Clarisse. She went through some mighty tough times and survived better than anyone I’ve ever known. She was one smart lady. The forensics we’ve gotten so far haven’t helped much. The autopsy revealed nothing remarkable. She’d been in good health, no sign of incipient disease. A little arthritis in her knees, but the medical examiner doubts she’d even have felt the effects of it yet.”
“Clarisse was very active,” Olivia said. “We used to take long walks together around her property and through the woods beyond. I was half her age and an inch taller, but I had to struggle to keep up with her. She never seemed to be short of breath.”