Beyla blushed from the tip of her chin to the tops of cheekbones I would have given my last pink pot holder to own. Her fingers were long and slim, and the gesture she made with them was as delicate as butterfly wings.
“I am good cook already,” she said. “In Romania, where I am from, my people say I am very good. But American food…” She shrugged the way women do when they’re walking that fine line between being modest and blowing their own horns. “I need practice,” she said. “I am wanting to learn to cook like an American.”
“That’s something I’ve been wanting, too,” Jim admitted, and the class laughed.
Just a few minutes later, it was Eve’s turn.
“Miss Arlington, Virginia,” she said with a little curtsy. “I won’t tell y’all how long ago that was. As for why I’m here…”
She looked my way, and I held my breath. She wasn’t going to tell, was she? About Peter? About me? About how I’d been feeling like a hamster on a wheel, going nowhere fast and not getting any younger and how she saw this class as my first step back into the world?
“Why, I’m here to meet all of you,” she said, looking around at the crowd with a smile. “Learnin’ to cook, why, that’s just a big ol’ bonus.”
Everyone laughed and smiled. Of course. Eve had a way of putting people at ease.
I don’t want to sound as if I hold that against her. I don’t. Honest. I’d spent the last thirty years wishing I could be more like Eve. More bubbly. Prettier. More outgoing. And every time I thought about it, I promised myself I was going to make it happen. Right then and there.
It was my turn.
This was my chance. I pulled in a breath for courage and reminded myself that this was the time and place of new beginnings. I was just the girl to do it. I was ready to leap off that wheel that was going nowhere and explore the new horizons spread out before me, awash in golden light and the heady smell of Vavoom!
Everyone in class was staring at me, including Jim, the hunkiest thing out of Scotland since Mel Gibson donned a kilt.
My throat went dry. A bead of sweat broke out on my forehead.
“Interesting?” I croaked out the word. “The most interesting thing about me is that I’m the world’s worst cook.”
Three
FORTY-FIVE MINUTES INTO CLASS AND COUNTING, and I hadn’t burned anything yet.
I congratulated myself as I checked the onion happily sputtering away in the saucepan in front of me. It was just starting to go limp and translucent, and following Jim’s instructions, I dumped in the carrots and celery I had chopped so carefully only moments before. Every little piece of every single veggie was exactly the right size, and there was enough space around them so that they didn’t sit on top of each other and steam but instead seared nicely. Just like Jim had explained they should.
I breathed a little easier. So far, so good.
Speaking of Jim, he’d spent the last few minutes going around from stove to stove, peering in saucepans, offering advice. It was our turn now, and he stood at my shoulder, right between me and Eve. “Do you remember what this is called?” he asked.
“What it’s called?” Eve assumed the question was for her, and that was just fine with me. I was keeping an eye on my carrots and celery. I didn’t have time for a pop quiz.
Eve’s veggies were anything but perfect. They weren’t chopped and diced, they were minced and mangled. She’d used too much butter, and her carrots (hunks, not neat little matchsticks) were drowning.
Still, when she looked from her pan to Jim, she smiled. She batted her eyelashes at him and fanned her face with one hand, eyeing him with what I called “the look,” which has been known to drop guys at twenty paces. “Why, it’s hard to know what to think. Especially when it’s so very warm in here.”
I was in awe of Eve’s flirting skills. Always had been, always would be. But even I knew when she was going too far. I could see that her tactics weren’t working on Jim. Instead of melting into a puddle of mush the way most guys did, Jim rocked back on his heels, his hands in the pockets of his just-tight-enough jeans and a knowing smile on his face.
I’d seen this game before. Eve and the flavor of the month. No way did I want to get in the middle of it.
Hoping to short-circuit the electricity that crackled in the air, I jumped right in and hoped my French pronunciation was right. “It’s called mirepoix,” I said. I admit it, maybe I wanted to show off a little, too, and prove I was paying attention when Jim told us what to do to get started on our broccoli and cheese soup. “It’s a mixture of sautéed vegetables and what you called aromatics, like bay leaves.”
Jim smiled and nodded his approval.
I stood a little taller and dared to smile back. Now that he was standing this close, I could see that I’d been right about his eyes. They were hazel, as clear as amber. As rich and as warm as the rolledr ’s in his voice. As attractive as his slightly squared chin, his thick hair, his-
“And how long do you cook it?”
His question snapped me out of my thoughts. Good thing. I was getting way too poetic. It must have had something to do with the evening light. Outside the big front window, the sky had gone from golden to a deep periwinkle, and the muted color crept into the room like a whisper. Or maybe it was the heady aromas that filled the air, the ones that made me imagine what it would be like to be sitting at a sidewalk café in Paris. A glass of wine in one hand, Jim’s hand in the other. I would smile across the table at him and-
I twitched away the notion and got back on track. “About five more minutes,” I told him, repeating back the advice he’d given when he first demonstrated the technique. I hoped he didn’t detect the dreamy note in my voice that betrayed the fact that I’d been thinking of anything but cooking.
“We cook the vegetables until the onion is just a little brown around the edges,” I continued. “When it is, we remove the vegetables from the skillet and then deglaze.” Since Jim didn’t say anything, I figured he was waiting for more. “That’s when we add a cup of stock…” I pointed to the can of chicken stock that sat ready next to my saucepan. “We swirl it around to get the bits of flavor out of the pan, and the whole thing becomes the base of our soup.”
He smiled again and walked over to the next station. “Very good,” he said over his shoulder.
And it was, in a warm and fuzzy way that nothing had been since Peter walked out on me.
Smiling like a lunatic, I watched Jim chat with John, the bland man. I saw him peer into the Romanian woman’s pan and nod his approval. I heard the low rumble of his voice as he spoke to the mother and daughter in front of us. My smile got wider when that rumble wormed its way deep down inside me and made me feel warm all over.
Not as warm, however, as my veggies.
When I finally realized something smelled funny, they were burnt to a crisp.
“DON’T LOOK SO DOWN AND OUT. IT’S NOT THE END of the world.”
It was good advice. Too bad I wasn’t in the mood.
In the passenger seat of Eve’s car, I hunkered down, my hands in my jacket pockets, and looked out the car window. “Not the end of the world for you,” I told Eve. “You didn’t look like a total loser in front of Jim. Plus your soup was great. You know what? I just don’t get it!” I slapped a hand against my thigh and turned to her. “Your veggies were lumpy. You bought the cheapest chicken stock you could find. You used stolen broccoli.”
“Not exactly stolen,” she reminded me. She smiled as she kept an eye on the traffic in front of us. “You did offer it.”
She was right. And because I needed to get rid of the first batch of burned mirepoix and start all over…
Because by that time I was so nervous and so embarrassed that I took way too long…