He lay on his side with a pacifier in his mouth that shifted back and forth. His head was large and round, covered with thick, light-colored hair. He was a fine boy. I leaned over and touched his cheek; his eye twitched but he didn’t wake up. I tucked the duvet around him, rocked the carriage a few times, and went back inside.
A man stood at the counter. He was lanky and wore a windbreaker. He looked at me without any particular expression. I nodded at him. He nodded back.
“Where’s the whore?” he said.
I thought I must have misheard. I smiled at him. “Would you like a free Cocio? Since you’ll have to wait a little while.”
“Is she gone?”
“She’ll be here in a minute.” He hadn’t closed the sliding door, the wind whistled through the room.
I stepped back, leaned against the sink. The cash register was open under the counter, it was nearly empty. Broken buns and a bunch of fried onions lay in a pile on the floor. I grabbed the broom by the back door and began sweeping. I swept neatly and thoroughly. I looked around for a dustpan but couldn’t see one so I left the pile there.
“You’re good at that,” he said from across the counter.
“At?”
“She’s lucky to have you, else it would never get swept.”
“Oh, surely it would,” I said, and smiled a bit too boldly.
He didn’t answer. I pulled my sleeve up, as if to examine a watch I wasn’t wearing. Then the broom fell down by the back door, and I took the opportunity to duck under the counter. Something was still on the floor down there. I leaned forward-it was half a hot dog. When I stood up he was gone.
I perched on the stool with my net bag in my lap. The ponytail was soaked and shriveled when she came rushing through the sliding door a little while later, the rain jumping off her coat. “Thanks so awfully much,” she panted, and stood with her hands on her hips. “It was really nice of you. Did anyone come in?”
“Just one man. He left.”
“Did you give him a Cocio?”
“He didn’t want one.”
“Didn’t you tell him it was free?”
“I did, yes.”
“What did he look like?”
“Normal. Lanky. Had on a windbreaker.”
She gathered herself and walked behind the counter. We almost collided, my net bag banged into her. I wanted to go home now, but before I reached the sliding door she cried out, then moaned from the back door: “He took Mathias, he took him along to the bar.”
“He took him?” I shook my head, kept shaking it. “He definitely wasn’t up behind here.”
“Maybe not, but he took him. He went around back, must have. He took him along with him.”
She stood with the carriage’s rain cover hanging from one hand, the little duvet from the other. “Please, can you go over there with me?”
“But why did he take him?”
“I had a key of his brother’s. That’s who called, his brother.”
“Was that what you went home for?”
“Yeah, now he’s sitting over in Jydepotten with him.”
“With his brother?”
“No, with Mathias. I have to close early. Hold this,” she said, and handed me the little duvet. “Could you fold it up into a package so it’s not so obvious?”
I didn’t understand what she meant. I rolled the duvet up and tucked it underneath my arm; apparently that was good enough, she didn’t say anything about it. She locked the door from the inside, I followed her behind the counter, she shut off the lights.
“Wait a sec,” she said, and poked around in the cash register, then: “No, I’ll count up tomorrow.”
We left the grill and walked quickly through the rain down Jernbane Alle.
“He’s never come by while I was working before. His name is Leif, he’s sick,” she said.
“But why did he take Mathias?”
She was about to cry, her voice shook: “To have something on me. How do I look?” She ruffled her hair, stepped under the awning at Jernbane Bakery, tried to catch her reflection in the darkened glass. “Don’t ever buy anything in here, I found a snail in a roll once. Shell and everything.”
“The duvet’s getting wet,” I said.
“We’ll hang it over something, come on.” She herded me along in front of her on the sidewalk. “Didn’t you even hear him? What were you doing while I was gone?”
“I just sat. And I swept underneath the counter. What’s the key to?”
“To a place out on Damhus Lake. I haven’t even been there, it was just because of this guy who called Vibse’s little brother.”
We turned the corner at Jydeholmen. We could hear music from inside the bar, something with funk bass. The door was open a crack, the smell of smoke and old carpets met us.
The man, Leif, sat up at the bar, his back to us. There was no baby in sight. She nodded at a round table off to the side, we sat down. I laid the duvet on my lap under the table. The duvet felt clammy, my uniform did too. Fortunately the radiator by the window gave off strong heat. The bartender came over to us: “What’ll it be?”
“Two beers and aquavit,” she said, and then to me: “I’m just about to faint. He spotted us.”
“Are you sure he’s the one who took Mathias?” I said, when the bartender had left.
“Yeah, it’s him.”
“Then why don’t you go up there and give him the key?”
“I need to sit for a minute. I’ve got to be calm.”
“Where do you think Mathias is?”
She shook her head, she had tears in her eyes. “He’s here somewhere. It’s so cruel.” I couldn’t help reaching over and putting a hand on her shoulder. Which caused the tears to run over. Meanwhile she smiled crookedly: “I used to run around with some real sickos, I was a big idiot.”
“What about your boy’s father?”
“He came from Køge. Originally,” she said, and wiped her nose with her arm.
The bartender brought the beer and two small glasses of North Sea Oil, the aquavit. We drank. It burned my throat. We both lit a cigarette, no smoke rings this time. I felt how tired my entire body was. My legs ached, I had been on my feet all day.
“I don’t even know your name,” she said.
“I’m Helle.”
“Helle,” she said. “That’s my sister’s name too. I’m Christina.”
“Yes, I heard. That’s my sister’s name too.”
“Really, it is? So we have the same name, that’s really strange. With a C?”
“Yes.”
“Really, that’s strange. My sister works on the Oslo ferry, she’ll be forty next month.”
“She must be a lot older than you.”
“Yeah, we have different mothers,” she said, and tears welled in her eyes again. She covered her mouth with her small fist.
“My sister is a reflexologist,” I said.
“I tried that once, it really hurt,” she said, from behind her hand.
We sat, nodded shortly. Took a few swigs of our beer.
“And I work out in Bakken,” I said then.
“I figured that out from your clothes, I’ve seen you walk by a few times. What do you do out there?”
“I sell tickets for the rides and stuff.”
“That must be fun.”
I shrugged my shoulders: “It’s only for the time being.”
“Me too,” she said. “I’m going to be a midwife. I’m starting high school equivalency classes next year.”
“That’s a really good plan,” I said.
He climbed down from the barstool, the windbreaker short on his lower back. He disappeared through the door to an adjoining room, maybe the bathroom was out there. She straightened up, took a deep breath. “I’m following him and I’ll give him the key, but he has to give Mathias back right away,” she said, and stood up. “Mathias is out there for sure, they have this little sofa, I’m sure he’s laying on it.”