"Is history. Yeah, and so what!" said Karp, and then, more vehemently, "I hate this. I hate what we just did, I can't tell you how much. And I can see you sort of like it. Your clever plan worked, we got the whole story, assuming it wasn't yet another level of Chinese box, or something a crazy old guy made up out of his head." He slumped and looked away from her across the concourse. "And it's something between us."
"What? You wanted, we wanted to know the story."
"No! Knowing the story is nothing. The process is what counts. The ritual, the oaths, the witnesses, the… I don't know, the seeing that justice is done. We're never going to have that, and that bastard knew that when he set this whole thing up. He's a lawyer, maybe a great lawyer. Maybe only a really great lawyer could have arranged it so that whatever anybody ever learned about JFK, whatever the suspicions, there could never be closure, there could never be a case. The wound could never heal. That's his real crime, Mr. Blaine. Christ! Even if we had a tape of what he just told us, what could we do with it?"
"We do have a tape," said Marlene. She reached into her bag and pulled out a small Sony microrecorder. "A hundred and ten eighty-nine at People's."
Karp sighed. "That's just what I mean. It's just another story. It's got no evidentiary context. If I played that thing to Wilkey, he'd laugh me out of his office. Shit, if somebody played it for me, I'd do the same. A sick old guy claiming JFK was KGB? Get out of here!"
"It'd be funny, though, if it were true," said Marlene. "Dick Dobbs and Jack Kennedy, birds of a feather, sort of like Burgess and McLean, gentlemen traitors."
Karp welcomed the chance to leave the subject of the assassination. Lately it had started to produce nausea and headache whenever he tried to roll it around in his mind, and he was now fighting a particularly strong attack. He asked, "And so why do you think old Dick did it?"
"Oh, that! Well, maybe he had a crackpot notion that the U.S. shouldn't get too far ahead of the Sovs in nuclear sub design. A lot of the old atom scientists felt that way, especially during the war. But the main reason, the psychological reason, you should excuse the expression, I think, was to spit in the world's eye, and maybe in the eye of his best friend, who he'd just found out was fucking his wife. Everybody thought Dick Dobbs was perfect and he couldn't stand it, so he became a traitor. Perfection's an unbearable burden, when you think about it."
"Oh, it's not so heavy," said Karp. "I do all right with it."
She laughed and punched his arm, then leaned against his shoulder and said, "And then there's Hank Dobbs, betraying his trust, his oath too, to protect his father's friend."
"Corruption of blood," said Karp.
"Say what?"
"Corruption of blood. It's in the Constitution. In cases of treason, corruption of blood means any kind of civil disability imposed on a family of a traitor. The Constitution says it can only last as long as the life of the person convicted of treason-after that his family is just like everyone else."
"How little they knew," said Marlene.
Driving home from National Airport, Marlene asked, "Feeling better?"
"Yeah, I guess," said Karp, eyes on the road. "I'm resigned to leaving it to the judgment of history. What if we took all our stuff and just buried it in some library? Just a mass of anonymous evidence, everything we learned."
"Misfile it, you mean? Like under, say, millet production in Hunan 1947 to 1959?"
"Yeah. Somebody will find it someday. I mean, if I give it to Wilkey, it'll just get ripped off and destroyed. I don't want that to happen. And for some reason, I don't want to write a book about it, or give it to an assassination buff.
"Is that dumb? I mean, why bury it?"
"No, I don't think it's dumb at all," said Marlene. "I think it means you still have hope for a better age to come. It's sweet."
At the apartment, a worried Harry Bello met them at the door. "We got hit," he said without preamble. "They trashed the bedrooms and the bathroom upstairs."
"Did they…?" Karp began.
"Nah, I had it with me. Me and the kid went out to get Dairy Queen."
"Where is…?" asked Marlene.
"I got her sleeping in front of the TV. I didn't want her to go upstairs. All her toys are wrecked and there's a lot of blood."
"That's why your friend didn't mind talking," said Karp. "He figured by the time we got back, all our evidence would be gone."
Marlene didn't listen. "Blood?" she cried, digging her nails into her cheeks. "Mama mia, they killed the dog!"
"Other way around," said Bello. "Come here, I'll show you." In the kitchen, he indicated where he was nearly finished mopping up a trail of drying, still gluey blood that led from the stairs to the kitchen door. "And this." He went to the refrigerator and brought out a package wrapped in a paper towel. "The dog's fine. It's back in the closet. I found this there."
It was half of a human right hand, the thumb and the first two fingers, badly mangled but all too recognizable. Marlene felt her gorge rise and she turned away. Karp had a similar feeling in his gut but forced himself to examine the specimen. "The top of the index finger's missing," he observed. "Did you look…?"
Harry shook his head, opened his mouth, and pointed to it.
Karp collapsed into a kitchen chair. After a moment, he found himself chuckling. "Well, what do you know? Marlene, if this guy was Caballo, your dog ate the actual trigger finger. Is this a historic moment, or what?"
Marlene stumbled to a cabinet, pulled out a flat pint of Smirnoff, got a glass and some ice, and poured herself a shot. She sat at the table and drank it down. "Correct me if I'm wrong," she said, "but I recall that this is not the first time that we have had human body parts deposited in our actual domicile, is it? Are we doing something wrong?"
"That's too fat a target for me to even swing at," said Karp. "I would modify the 'we' part, however."
Marlene stuck out her tongue at him.
Harry asked, "What should I do with this?"
"I don't know," said Marlene, "we must know somebody who needs a hand." She sputtered and sprayed vodka and ice over the table. There followed half a minute of uncontrollable hysterical laughter; even Harry contributed a few throaty guffaws.
Still laughing, Marlene went to the refrigerator and pulled out a large olive jar. She dumped the olives onto the dish and held the jar out to Harry. He put the hand in it, and Marlene covered the thing with Smirnoff.
"Anyone want an olive?" she asked brightly.
They packed their scant possessions and spent the night in a Holiday Inn in Rosslyn. Sweetie stayed in the car.
"We're going to lose our security deposit," said Karp as they settled in to bed. "And the bill for this and the airfare is going to wipe out our credit. Too bad about Lucy's bone marrow transplant."
"No problem," said Marlene, "I have my special rosary with the plastic beads full of water from Lourdes."