Something Faith knew well. A smug triumph ran through her as she examined designs. She’d achieved this for herself. Acceptance by London’s most in-demand dressmaker put her nearer to the close-knit circle John was aiming for. She would do anything to help him with that. Not, she shamefacedly admitted to herself, out of the goodness of her heart and consideration of the employees who might otherwise have no position. No, simply for him. The man who’d accepted her and held her in his arms all night. For him she’d do anything.
When she left the shop with several packages and a promise that she would ensure that she delivered the rest as soon as possible, she had the milliner to visit. Cerisot recommended the right one. Faith guessed they probably had a little business arrangement, but she didn’t object to enterprises of that nature, merely the wearying choice of this feather or that, this braid or that. By this time she had tired of the constant concentration on her appearance. But the visits made her visible. People would talk about her when they met tonight. They would establish their existence when they entered society in a couple of weeks’ time and society would be on its way to accepting them. If she took care.
Back at the house, she gained more information when she joined Lady Graywood for tea. Being a person of refinement, her ladyship served nothing other than bread and butter with tea, but Faith preferred small cakes and scones. Not that she had them today.
Instead, conversation in which Lady Graywood painstakingly instructed her on her duties followed, interspersed with some extremely shrewd questions. It began innocuously enough, with enquiries about her childhood and upbringing, most of which she’d told the dowager before, but maybe the lady hadn’t been listening then. After all she was only an afterthought, someone her ladyship could safely patronise.
To shield herself, she started to ask questions in return. Since they had closed the house to visitors, this being a mourning period, Faith had confidence they would not meet with any interruptions.
But she did not wish her ladyship to become an enemy. Making enemies needlessly never worked out well.
To her relief, John came in after an increasingly uncomfortable twenty minutes. Just as Faith realised that the time they’d spent lovemaking and sleeping might have better been employed creating a story that they both could answer to with confidence. The interruption and the consequent order of fresh tea gave the discussion a different turn, and John explained he’d arranged to have the books delivered to the house. An estate as large as the one he commanded would always have a legal case or two pending. “I need to review everything,” he said.
Lady Graywood demurred, her hand delineating a graceful arc.
“Surely not, Graywood. Roker has had the business of the estate in hand since the Restoration. I doubt there are any irregularities.”
“I desire to understand the business of the earldom completely.
When the steward has recovered from his chill, I want interviews with him as well, although I feel they might be more rigorous. And I desire my wife to meet my own man of business. I have an appointment at his offices tomorrow.”
“Can you not summon him here? That would be more convenient, would it not?” Lady Graywood’s expression said it all.
She strongly disapproved of the Earl of Graywood attending his lessers in that way. “Of course, in your previous life you would have need to take such tasks on yourself. I can see no such requirement now.” Lady Graywood leaned back, as much as she could in her tight stays, with a satisfied smile, as though she had successfully concluded the matter.
“I see it,” John said. If the dowager had known him better, she’d have given in when she saw the light of battle in his eyes. Faith had seen that expression before, in different circumstances. “I control my investments myself. I intend to continue to do so.” He turned his full attention to the dowager and she met his gaze, but stiffened even more than usual. She’d needed some reserve to stand up to that regiment-commander stare. It said much for her character that she managed to do so.
“It is, of course, not my concern,” she said, “Merely that some people will find the practice a trifle-odd.”
“Some people may go hang,” he said bluntly, then swung his attention to Faith.
She braced herself but she saw only kindness and polite interest.
“Would you care to accompany me? The offices are on the docks, so a trifle inaccessible for a woman of sensibility but accompanied by your husband it would be unexceptional.”
Why would he want her? Faith had no idea, but she liked the notion. “Yes please.”
He gave her a sweet smile. “I prefer my wife to know who she may call on in the event of my demise. Mr. Pickering is definitely someone you should know.”
He kept saying that word, ‘wife.’ She felt uncomfortable when he said it, especially when he used the word with such ease. “I don’t want to think about that,” she said without considering her remark, because his use of the other word had unnerved her. It revealed too much. She’d always yearned for him, dreamed of him, but when she finally achieved her aim, it had been so much more than she’d imagined.
The corner of his mouth moved but she did not mistake the hunger that entered his gaze. “Thank you. None of us wish to think about it, but in that eventuality, it must be considered, and it would be better if you knew the key people.”
“I don’t think my son mentioned a Pickering.” Concerned at the quaver in her ladyship’s voice, Faith turned her attention back to her, but as usual, the lady showed no emotion.
“Pickering is my agent,” he said. “He is a sound man. I intend to ask him to examine the shipping concerns of the earldom and compile a report for me.”
The dowager showed no response, only a shrug. “You will, I’m sure, excuse me from such considerations.” She shot Faith a glare.
“It’s not a woman’s affair.” She seemed most insistent on that point.
Had her husband instilled it in her?
“Indeed,” she said immediately, and then saw a way she could mollify the countess without upsetting her. “But if my husband wishes me to meet the gentleman, then I am obliged to comply.”
The responding nod was of the infinitesimal variety. “You are right. A shame, because I was planning to introduce you to my dressmaker, who will call tomorrow.”
“I called on Cerisot,” she said, “And she wishes to supply me with some mourning gowns. I didn’t want to put your woman to the trouble.”
The air froze as the dowager took a deep breath, swelling her formidable bosom and the light of anger sparkled in her eyes.
“Cerisot and Dalkeith have been at odds this last five years. It is doubtful they will serve the same establishment. I have patronised Dalkeith for that time, but I fear she’ll take umbrage if Cerisot sets foot across this threshold.” She leaned forward, as if to impart confidential information. Faith resisted the urge to lean further back in her seat. “Most of society considers Cerisot a little too daring, too dashing. She serves the racier set. It isn’t something the Countess of Graywood must encourage.”