“Stems has guns. That’s the extent of it. He came to the rail bridge yesterday morning and we had to let him through.”
“What’s the point of even having gates?” Lisa asked.
“Do you really think we were going to fight a war because a fellow member of the Mushkegowuk Nation wants to pass through our land?”
“I don’t believe you,” Lisa said. “Ryan Stems isn’t a threat to you. Don’t bother with this ‘under duress’ garbage.”
“So what happens when Stems asks you to go to war with us?” Justin asked.
“No one’s going to war,” Gerald said.
Justin took a step closer to Gerald, sizing him up. “I’m ready. I want you to know that.”
“Is that a threat?”
“No one wants threats,” I said. “I just don’t know how we can trust you.”
Gerald nodded toward Justin. “And you trust this guy?”
“What’s not to trust?” Lisa said. “He steals, he lies…”
“Watch it,” Justin said.
“Go ahead,” I said. “I’d love to see what happens when you take a shot at Lisa. I’m guessing it’ll end with your face in the snow.”
“I can’t promise to support you against Stems and the Mushkegowuk Nation,” Gerald said. “I can’t. I’m sorry.”
“We get that,” Lisa said. “But it was pretty shitty for you guys to deactivate our alarm system.”
“What are you talking about?”
“We have the logs, Gerald. You guys turned off our alarm so Stems could sneak up on us.” She was convincing; I almost believed her.
“It’s an act of war,” Justin said. “You know that, right?”
“I’m sorry,” Gerald said. “I don’t want this to get in the way of our friendship.”
“There’s no friendship here,” I said. “You stabbed us in the back, and you’ve just admitted that you’ll do it again and again.”
“That’s not what I said.”
“There’s no point in talking about this. There’s no point in us even being here. We need to get home and take care of our own.”
“I’m sorry, Baptiste,” Gerald said.
“Don’t bother,” I said.
Justin opened his visor and spit on the ground. He then marched off, headed back towards the truck.
Lisa backed away slowly, keeping her shotgun ready.
I turned my back to leave, trusting that they’d have no reason to shoot me.
We got back to the Tremblays’ truck and made our way back home.
I told Matt to cut them off from the hop. I wanted them nowhere near our network.
I’ll be happy if I never see or hear from another one of those New Post assholes again.
Today is Saturday, December 29th.
Sara and I decided to spend some time after breakfast going over the inventory. After a cursory display of helping clean up the dishes, I went out to the table to find that Sara had already unfolded her tablet to widescreen.
“Ready for business, eh?” I said.
“I’ve sent you something,” she replied.
I took out my tablet.
“You’ll need to go bigger,” she said.
“So detail-oriented,” I said. “Très sexy.”
She didn’t smile. “Let’s just get started.”
I unfolded my tablet to the wider screen. “Inventory list? Don’t I have this?”
“It’s a new version,” she said. “For your eyes only.”
I chuckled.
“It’s not a joke, Baptiste.”
I opened the document. “Four scenarios?”
“Just read.”
“None of these sound too promising. Porters and Tremblays leave with over half our supplies? A ‘cold war’ with New Post? Wow, Sara… you’re supposed to be the optimist.”
“There’s an optimists’ scenario. The one marked ‘rainbows and unicorns’.”
“What’s gotten into you? What is this?”
She groaned. “It’s reality, Baptiste. Things are going from bad to worse, and I don’t see how we’re going to turn it around.”
“It’s not that bad.”
“Justin’s about to do something stupid. I just don’t know what. And Stems won’t put up with us scavenging across the river anymore…”
“Put up with us? Like he has a choice…”
“We don’t have many friends left, Baptiste. It’s getting pretty close to us against everyone else.”
“And that’s my fault, right? That’s your big lesson here?”
“What do you want me to say? You want me to pretend that every decision you’ve made was the right one?”
“They all seemed right at the time. Like you could do any better.”
“That’s not what I’m saying…” she turned away from me.
“Then what are you saying, Sara? Please… tell me…” I grabbed her hand and gave it a little squeeze.
She yanked her hand away. “Don’t.”
“What is it? What’s the problem?”
“You’re my problem. And I’m stuck with you. You run around flirting with every pussy in the district, and I just have to sit back and take it.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Suzanne Tremblay… Katie Walker… Kayla Fucking Burkholder… what is it with you?”
“I haven’t done anything!”
“Maybe… maybe not yet…”
“Are we going to talk inventory or not?”
She grabbed her tablet and stood up from her chair. “Just read, Baptiste. And message me when you’re done. I don’t want to be around you right now.”
Sara stormed back up the stairs.
That’s about all she ever does these days.
After an auspiciously Sara-free lunch, I decided to help Kayla outside. It was probably the nicest day since the snow had fallen, so that was a bonus.
“Do you really check the water every day?” I asked as she headed into the chicken coop.
“Twice a day, actually,” she said. “But only in winter. Can’t let it freeze.”
“You’d think Graham could wire something up for that. A thermometer…”
“Some things are just better the way they are. Nice and simple.”
“Simple. Sounds nice…”
“I already said that,” she said with a grin. “No eggs… I would have thought there’d be some since this morning. Our hens are getting older.”
We started walking over to the goat pen.
“I’m thinking we can try again this year,” Kayla said. “Throw one of the roosters in and let nature take its course.”
“I think it was the weather. Bad air, bad food… this year will be better.”
“I hope so.”
We checked the goats’ feed and water.
“So Graham lets you handle the goats now?” I asked.
“He doesn’t like it. But whenever Suzanne Tremblay beckons, Graham goes running.”
“He’s still doing that?”
“She’s French… he’ll always do that. Until Lisa kills him.”
“I don’t get that. What’s so special about French women?”
“Says the guy who likes to canoodle with Sara Vachon.”
“Yeah, sure. But what does Suzanne Tremblay have over Lisa… or you?”
“Or me?”
I think I was blushing. “Come on, Kayla… you’re… I just don’t see what’s special about Suzanne.”
She stuck her finger out and poked me in the nose. “You’d fuck her.”
“No comment.”
She laughed. “Women suck, Baptiste. You know… other women. They get all pissy whenever their guy’s eye starts wandering… like it’s a personal affront to them that he’d ever think about doing what his body’s programmed to do.”
“Fuck strippers?”
She glared at me.
It took me a moment to realize what I’d said.
“You’d fuck me,” she said. “Even if I was a filthy stripper.”