The last time he’d done the right thing, the hard thing— but he’d hurt her. He didn’t want to hurt her again. It had damn near killed him last time.
“Travis...” His name was a whisper, her lips barely moving. The urge to kiss her escalated inside him.
He stared back at her. God, he wanted her. He closed his eyes briefly at the heat surging through his body then met her eyes again. “Samara. This is a really bad idea. Colossally, monumentally bad.”
She wanted to hate him. She had hated him for what he’d done to her, the rejection, the betrayal. It baffled her that she could still want him so much, and she dragged up those memories and used them to give her the strength to wrench out of his arms.
She sucked in a painful breath, rubbing her bare upper arms. She tried to speak, but nothing came out, so she swallowed and tried again.
“You’re right,” she said, but the words sounded weak and shaky, not firm and definite. She shivered in the cool night air. “I’m sorry. I’m not usually the weepy emotional type. I guess this is all getting to me more than I realized.” She inhaled and straightened her spine. “I just want to get this over with and get the hell back to my life. And I’m sure you want the same.”
“Sure.” His mouth was a hard line, his jaw tight.
“Good. Then we can just stay away from each other until after the funeral.”
He nodded. “That’s probably best.”
“Fine, then.”
They stood there still staring at each other, and Samara had to drag herself away from the magnetic force field that pulled her back to him. “I’m going to bed,” she said. “Good night.”
He didn’t reply as she all but staggered into the house then walked on shaky legs through the den and upstairs.
Dayna walked into the breakfast room the next morning where Travis was sitting reading the Tribune and finishing a bagel smeared thick with cream cheese.
“Travis, you have to join us.”
He looked up at her. “Huh? Me?”
She nodded. “Wade says you should be there too.” Wade Burnell, Parker’s lawyer, had arrived.
Travis looked at her, then folded up the paper and wiped his hands on his napkin. “Okay. Sure.”
He picked up his coffee mug and followed Dayna into the den where Wade and Samara sat. His eyes went straight to Samara. She looked just as tired as she had yesterday, and guilt again nudged him. Tired, but beautiful, dressed in another casual dress, white cotton, strapless and form-fitting. She had pulled back the front pieces of her fiery hair into a clip at the back of her head so that it all fell straight and thick down her back, the sweep of long bangs angling across her face.
He’d beaten himself up about what had happened between them the night before. He never should have touched her. He’d made that promise to Parker, and it hadn’t taken him long to want to break it. He looked up to heaven, where Parker might be. Was he watching down on them, seeing what had happened? That was enough to squelch any desire. Or maybe not so much. Hell, he’d been on fire for her last night.
“Good morning, Travis,” Wade said, standing and moving forward to shake his hand.
Samara’s eyes met his, and a shock wave vibrated between them. Travis was surprised everyone else in the room didn’t feel the jolt. Jesus.
“Have a seat,” Dayna invited.
Ava appeared with a tray of coffee and cups. Travis eyed the spot next to Samara on the sofa and decided it would be wiser to sit in an armchair across from her.
They drank coffee and made small talk about the funeral until Samara set her cup down sharply on the table.
“Could we get on with it?” she asked tightly. “We have a lot to do today.”
Wade glanced at Dayna, who nodded, and also set his coffee down.
“Of course,” he murmured, and reached for his briefcase. “The terms of Parker’s will are quite straightforward.” He nodded to Dayna solemnly. “I’m sure this isn’t surprising to you.”
They all nodded, Travis still unsure why he was there.
“Travis, you’ve been named as the executor,” Wade told him.
Oh. Well. That was fine. He could do that for Parker.
“Dayna, Parker left almost everything to you.”
They all nodded.
“Almost everything?” Samara asked.
“Your father had extensive assets,” Wade replied. He glanced at Travis. “This house, the property on the coast, his investments… all goes to Dayna, except his shares in Cedar Mill Coffee Company.” He paused. “Those go to you, Samara.”
Travis kept his mouth from falling open with difficulty. Parker’d left all his shares to Samara?
Well. He sucked in a breath. That shouldn’t be that surprising, but Travis had assumed Dayna would inherit everything.
He could see Samara’s quick mind working, turning things over. “My father owned forty percent of the shares of Cedar Mill,” she said to Wade slowly. “Is that correct?”
He nodded. “That’s correct.”
Wheels were turning, and suddenly a rock had materialized in Travis’s gut.
Samara looked across the room at him, wide-eyed. Then she smiled.
“Thank you, Mr. Burnell.”
Oh Jesus. She could not be thinking what he thought she was. Wade went over a few more things, asked Travis to call and arrange a meeting the next week, and expressed his condolences again.
Dayna showed Wade out, leaving Travis and Samara alone again. Her eyes were sparkling, green flecked with glints of gold.
“Spit it out,” Travis told her.
She grinned at him although she looked a little dazed. “What?”
“Whatever you’re thinking.”
“What do you think I’m thinking?” she asked saucily. He narrowed his eyes and stared her down. Just then, Dayna returned.
“Well,” she said in her soft voice. “That was quick and to the point.” She smiled at her daughter. “No surprises. I knew your father wanted you to be involved in the business some day.”
“No,” Samara agreed, shaking her head, her auburn hair sliding over bare shoulders. “No surprises.”
Travis’s gut clenched tighter.
“Just this one,” Samara said, standing. “I’ll be staying here in Portland.”
Dayna gaped at her daughter, and Travis kept his face carefully expressionless.
“You...you will?” Dayna put hand to her throat.
“I will. I’ll be taking over Dad’s role in the business.”
Chapter Seven
Travis ground his teeth. “Samara.”
“Someone has to be CEO.” She looked at Travis. “Dad was CEO, and he left me his shares. Obviously, that’s what he wanted.”
“I don’t think it’s that obvious.”
He didn’t even know where to start with this epic headache. He glanced at Dayna and saw the worried look on her face.
“Well, who do you think should be CEO?” Samara’s green eyes challenged him.
Now that she mentioned it, he knew the answer clearly. He hadn’t given much thought to replacing Parker—Jesus, the man had only been gone days—since he’d been so busy dealing with the fallout his death had caused. But it was patently obvious to Travis that the next CEO was going to be him.
He met Samara’s gaze but said nothing. Her own eyes widened. “No!” she exclaimed.
“Samara,” Dayna put in. “Just hold on here.”
Samara turned hostile eyes toward her mother, and Travis sighed. Was this going to deepen the rift between mother and daughter? He rubbed his face.
“This isn’t just up to us,” he said heavily. “Replacing Parker is a decision that needs to be made by the entire board of directors.”
Samara narrowed her eyes. “Doesn’t what Dad would have wanted come into it?”