If Fina stayed in St. Joe's, Maggie was sure she or one of her sister nuns could keep her on the road to academic excellence and help her reach her full potential. But Maggie feared this might well be Fina's last year here.
Maggie's too if those pictures were ever made public.
"Any word on your father?" she asked as the child began to struggle into the straps of her backpack.
Fina paused in her efforts, then shrugged the pack onto her back. Her lips trembled.
"He's going to jail."
Maggie had known this was coming. For years her father, Ignacio, had been in and out of rehab for cocaine. Last year it looked like he'd finally made it. He'd found a decent job that had eased the family's financial burdens. Even so, the tuition cost of sending four children to St. Joe's, despite the break the parish allowed for each successive child, strained their budget to the limit. But they'd been getting by. And then Ignacio was caught selling cocaine. It wasn't his first arrest, so this time he was sentenced to a jail term.
Maggie smoothed the child's glossy black hair. "I'm so sorry, Fina."
Fina's mother Yolanda was already working three jobs. Without her husband's income she was going to have to pull her children out of St. Joe's and send them to public school. They'd wind up at PS 34 up on East Twelfth. Maggie knew some good teachers there, but it was an entirely different atmosphere. She feared the public school meat grinder would chew up Fina and spit her out. And even if she did manage to keep her head, no way could she receive the one-on-one guidance Maggie offered.
She'd gone to Sister Superior and Father Ed, but the parish was tapped out. No more financial assistance available.
So Maggie had searched elsewhere for financial aid. And as an indirect result of that search, she was now being blackmailed.
How could something begun with such good intentions have turned out so wrong?
Maggie knew the answer. And hated it. She'd been weak.
Well, she'd never be weak again.
She walked Fina out to the late bus and saw her off. But instead of returning to the convent, she unlocked the door to the basement and entered the church's soup kitchen. The Loaves and Fishes served a hearty lunch every day. Volunteers from the parish ran it during the week, with Maggie and the other teaching nuns pitching in on weekends and holidays.
She wound her way between the deserted tables toward the rear. Just outside the kitchen door she grabbed a chair and dragged it through. She set it before the stove and turned on one of the burners, turning the flame to high. She removed the two-inch-long steel crucifix from around her neck, then pulled a pair of kitchen tongs from a utensil drawer. She seated herself and pulled her skirt up to the top of her thighs. Using the tongs, she held the crucifix in the flame until it began to redden. Then she took a deep breath, stuck a dish rag between her teeth, and pressed the crucifix against the skin of her inner thigh.
Sister Maggie screamed into the towel but held the cross in place as the smoke and stench of burning flesh rose into her face.
Finally she pulled it away and leaned back, weak and sweaty.
After a moment she looked down at the angry red, blistering cross, identical in shape and size to three other healing burns on her thighs.
Four down, she thought. Three more to go. One for each time she'd sinned.
I'm sorry, Lord. I was weak. But I'm strong now. And these scars will remind me never to be weak again.
8
Jack stepped up to the door and looked up at the camera as he pressed the button next to the Cordova Security Consultants label. He'd put on a black wig, black mustache, and shaded his skin with a little Celebre dark olive makeup. Getting a natural look around the eyes was a bitch, so he wore sunglasses. He'd removed his tie but left the shirt buttoned to the top; he'd kept the blazer but wore it draped over his shoulders, Fellini style.
A tiny speaker in the wall bleated a tinny "Yes?" in a woman's voice.
"I seek an investigation," Jack said, trying to sound a little like Julio, but not pushing it. He'd never been great with accents.
"Come in. First door on your right at the top of the stairs."
The door buzzed and he pushed through. Upstairs he opened the Cordova Security Consultants door and entered a small waiting room with two chairs and a middle-aged reed-thin black female receptionist behind a desk. Jack doubted Cordova was busy enough to need a secretary-receptionist or a waiting room—if he were he wouldn't need the blackmail sideline—but it looked good. Sam Spade had Effie Perine and Mike Shayne had Lucy Hamilton, so fat Richie Cordova had to have a Gal Friday too.
Jack gave the inner surface of the door a good look-see as he made a point of closing it gently behind him. He noticed how the two wires from the foil strip ran off the door just below the upper hinge to disappear into the plaster of the wall. They protected the glass, but what about the door? A glowing light on the keypad beside the doorframe confirmed an active alarm system, but where were the door contacts?
"Yes, sir?" the receptionist said with a smile as she looked up at him over her reading glasses.
"I seek an investigation," he repeated. "Mr. Cordova was recommend."
"How nice." She picked up a pen and poised it over a yellow pad. "May I have his name?"
Jack shrugged. "Some guy. Look, is he in?"
He glanced around and saw no area sensors. He did spot a magnetic contact switch on the waiting-room window. It, like all the office windows, sat above Tremont. No way he was getting in through those.
But why no alarm on the door?
"I'm afraid Mr. Cordova is engaged in an investigation at the moment. I can make you an appointment for tomorrow."
"What time he come in?"
"Mr. Cordova usually comes in around ten." She gave him a you-know-what-I-mean smile as she added, "His work often keeps him up late."
"No good. Be outta town. I come back nes' week."
"I'll be glad to book that appointment for you now."
Jack noticed that the door to the rear office stood open behind her. He wandered over and gave the room the once-over. As fastidiously neat and clean as his house, but no area sensors here either. He made note of the monitor on the desk.
"Sir, that's Mr. Cordova's private office."
"Jus' lookin'." He stepped back into the waiting room, keeping his distance. Too close and she might notice the makeup. "Bueno. How 'bout next Wen'sday? Garcia. Geraldo Garcia. Son'time in the afternoon."
She put him down for three P.M.
As he opened the door to make his exit, he stopped and crouched on the threshold, pretending to tie his shoe. From the corner of his eye he checked out the hinge surface of the molding. And thar she blew: The short plastic cylinder of a spring-loaded plunger jutted from the wood a couple of inches off the floor. These babies popped out whenever the door opened and, if the system was armed, sent a signal to the box. If the right code wasn't punched in during the preset delay, the alarm would sound.
Jack smiled. Outdated stuff. Easily bypassed as long as you knew it was there.
Down on the street again he checked his voice mail and heard Russ saying his floppy would be ready around six. Jack called back and said pickup would have to wait till tomorrow.
Tonight he had a heavy date.
9
Jack was glad the weather had turned chilly; even then, his Creature from the Black Lagoon suit was hot and stuffy. Glad too that daylight saving time had ended yesterday. If the sun were still out he'd be parboiled inside this green rubber oven.
Green… why did they always color the Creature green? The films were all black-and-white, so who knew his real color? Most fish Jack had seen were silvery gray, so why should the Creature be this sick green?