Jack picked it up. The dust jacket cover graphic was a black-and-white mélange of disjointed pieces with the title Sundered Lives in blazing red.
"Never heard of it."
Abe's eyebrows rose again in search of the Lost City of Hair. "You should have. It was number one on the Times' bestseller list. I bought it out of curiosity." He rolled his eyes. "Oy, such a waste of good money and paper.
How such a piece of turgid drek could be a bestseller, let alone make number one, makes me dizzy in the head. He wrote six of them, all number ones. Makes one wonder about the public's reading tastes."
"Whodunnit?"
"I have no idea. Couldn't finish it. Tried once to read The Book of Hokano and couldn't finish that either. Incoherent mumbo jumbo." He pointed to the book in Jack's hand. "My gift to you."
"A bad novel. Gee, thanks. You think I should buy The Book of Hokano then?"
"If you do it should be used already. Don't give those gonifs another royalty. And set aside a long time. A thousand or so pages it runs."
Jack winced. "Do they have Cliff Notes for it?"
"You might find something like that online. All sorts of nuts online."
"Still, millions of people seem to believe in it."
"Feh! Millions, shmillions. That's what they say. It's a fraction of that, I'll bet."
"Well, it's soon going to be a fraction plus one. I'm a-goin' to church."
"You mean you're joining a cult."
"They call themselves a church. The government agrees."
Abe snorted. "Church smurch. We should listen to the government? Dormentalists give up control to their leaders; all decisions are made for them—how to think, what to believe, where to live, how to dress, what country even! With no responsibility there's no guilt, no outcome anxiety, so they feel a mindless sort of peace. That's a cult, and a cult is a cult no matter what the government says. If the Department of Agriculture called a bagel an apple, would that make it an apple? No. It would still be a bagel."
"But what do they believe?"
"Get yourself The Book of Hokano and read, bubbie, read. And trust me, with that in front of you, insomnia will be no worry."
"Yeah, well, I'll sleep even better if you find me a way to become a citizen again."
Impending fatherhood was doing a number on Jack's lifestyle, making him look for a way to return to aboveground life without attracting too much official attention. It wouldn't have been easy pre-9/11, but now… sheesh. If he couldn't provide a damn good explanation of his whereabouts for the last fifteen years, and why he wasn't on the Social Security roles or in the IRS data banks as ever filing a 1040, he'd be put under the Homeland Security microscope. He doubted his past could withstand that kind of scrutiny, and he didn't want to spend the rest of his life under observation.
Had to find another way. And the best idea seemed to be a new identity… become someone with a past.
"Any more from your guy in Europe?"
Abe had contacts all over the world. Someone in Eastern Europe had said he might be able to work out something—for a price, of course.
Abe shook his head. "Nothing definite. He's still working on it. Trust me, when I know, you'll know."
"Can't wait forever, Abe. The baby's due mid-March."
"I'll try to hurry him. I'm doing my best. You should know that."
Jack sighed. "Yeah. I do."
But the waiting, the dependence on a faceless contact, the frustration of not being able to fix this on his own… it ate at him.
He held up the book. "Got a bag?"
"What? Afraid people will think you're a Dormentalist?"
"You got it."
8
"Slow down, Vicky," Gia said. "Chew your food."
Vicky loved mussels in white wine and garlic sauce. She ate them with a gusto that warmed Jack's heart, scooping out the meat with her little fork, dipping it in the milky sauce, then popping it into her mouth. She ate quickly, methodically, and as she worked her way through the bowl she arranged her empty shells on the discard plate in her own fashion: inserting the latest into the previous, hinge first, creating a tight daisy chain of glistening black shells.
Her hair, braided into a French twist, was almost as dark as the shells; she had her mother's blue eyes and perfect skin, and had been nine years old for a whole two weeks now.
Every Sunday since his return from Florida, Jack had made a point of taking Gia and Vicky out for what he liked to think of as a family dinner. To-night had been Vicky's turn to decide where they ate and, true to form, she chose Amalia's in Little Italy.
The tiny restaurant had occupied the same spot on Hester Street off Mulberry since shortly after the discovery of fire. It had gained the status of a Little Italy institution without becoming a tourist trap. The main reason for that was Mama Amalia, who decided who got seated and who didn't. No matter if a stranger had been waiting for an hour on a busy night, if she knew you from the neighborhood or as a regular, you got the next available table. Countless tourists had left in a huff.
Like Mama Amalia could care. She'd been running her place this way all her adult life. She wasn't about to change.
Mama had a thing for Vicky. The two had hit it off from the start and Mama always gave Vicky the royal treatment, including the traditional two-cheek air kiss she'd taught her, a big hug, and an extra cannoli for the trip home. The fact that her mother's last name was DiLauro didn't hurt.
The seating was family style, at long tables covered with red- and white-checkered cloths. With the crowd light tonight, Gia, Vicky, and Jack wound up with a table to themselves. Jack worked on his calamari fritti and a second Moretti while Gia picked at her sliced tomatoes and mozzarella. She and Vicky were splitting a bottle of Limonata. Normally Gia would have been sipping a glass of Pinot Grigio, but she'd sworn off alcohol as soon as she discovered she was pregnant.
"Not hungry?" Jack said, noticing that she'd only half finished her appetizer.
Gia had let her blond hair grow out a little but it was still short by most standards. She wore black slacks and a loose blue sweater. But even in a tight top he doubted anyone would know she was pregnant. Despite nearing the end of her fourth month, Gia was barely showing.
She shrugged. "Not particularly."
"Anything wrong?"
She hugged her arms against herself as she glanced at Vicky who was still absorbed in her mussels. "I just don't feel right."
Now that she'd said that, Jack noticed that she did look a little pale.
"A virus?"
"Maybe. I feel kind of crampy."
Jack felt a stab of pain in his own stomach.
"What kind of cramps?" He lowered his voice. "It's not the baby, is it?"
She shook her head. "No. Just… cramps. Only now and then, few and far between. Don't worry."
"Don't worry about what?" Vicky said, looking up from her mussel shell rosette.
"Mommy's not feeling so hot," Gia told her. "Remember how your stomach was upset last week. I think I may have it now."
Vicky had to think a moment, then said. "Oh, yeah. That was gross, but not too bad. You'll be okay if you drink Gatorade, Mom. Just like me."
She went back to arranging her shells.
A virus… Jack hoped that was all it was.
Gia grabbed his hand. "I see that look. Don't worry, okay? I just had my monthly checkup and Dr. Eagleton says everything's going fine."
"Hey, if she can't tell whether it's a boy or a girl yet, how do we know she—?"
Gia held up her hand in a traffic-cop move. "Don't go there. She delivered Vicky and she's been my gynecologist ever since. As far as I'm concerned she's the best OB on the planet."