Carlos didn’t have papeles. Neither did his mother. Or his father or sister. They had arrived in the United States as tourists, though they weren’t tourists, a little more than a year earlier. Their visas had expired and they hadn’t returned to El Salvador.
Carlos’s sister worked as a chambermaid in a hotel in the tech center. She said she was going to save money to study medicine at Harvard. When I move to Massachusetts, she would say, I’m going to room with someone from med school and I’m going to have a red couch in my apartment.
Carlos’s father worked as a waiter in a Mexican restaurant.
Carlos’s mother didn’t work. One day Fernando told me that she couldn’t work. That woman’s unstable. Haven’t you ever noticed? She has some kind of problem. I don’t know what it is, but it must be something serious. That woman’s unstable.
I thought he was joking. He wasn’t.
I find an open question in Yahoo. What can we brazilians do to end this latin invasion of brazil especially são paulo?
And another question: what do you guys think of all the bolivians who’ve been flocking to são paulo recently? many of them don’t have visas and take jobs that should go to unemployed brazilians, and our slack government doesn’t do a thing.
Someone replies: Bolivians are no less, no more human than you. If they want to work, God bless whomever gives them a job.
Someone replies: Unfortunately, Brazil has always been a refuge for every kind of crook, ever since the days of the empire. And nothing has changed. Government? What’s a government for again?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha.
Someone replies: There really are a lot of them. Until a few years ago, they say there were 50,000 Bolivians in SP, but by last year the number had grown to almost 300,000!!!!!!! (99.9 % illegal). And that was just in the city of SP — imagine how many there are in the whole of Brazil. . My cousin lives in Belenzinho — if you walk down the street on the weekend, you don’t see a single Brazilian, just Bolivians, and there are more every day! I’m not against immigrants, but the growth of the Bolivian population in SP is scary!
Someone replies: Brazil’s always been “the world’s trash can.” Nothing is controlled here and the Bolivians know it. If it were a European country, they’d be afraid to walk down the street and get caught in a “razzia.”
Someone replies: There are illegal immigrants all over the world my friend. What about the millions of illegal Brazilians in the US, who even commit petty crimes? He who lives in a glass house shouldn’t throw stones!
Another question. Why did German immigrants chose Brazil as their destination?
Someone replies: Because in the days when they started emigrating to Brazil our country was the one that offered the most support for those who wanted to work and move up in life, and besides, the German’s aren’t stupid, they know our country is one of the best in the world
Someone replies: Easy to get in and mulattas dancing samba in bikinis.
Carlos didn’t have permission to use the computer at his house and came over almost every day after school to ask me if he could play on ours. Only after you’ve done your homework, I said the first time he asked. And if Fernando says it’s OK. It’s his computer, not mine.
Carlos went home. But as soon as the Saab pulled up at the curb he came and rang the doorbell again, holding up his homework to show me that he’d done almost everything and that he’d only left one thing blank — could I help him with it? What’s the difference between its and it’s? And then could he play on the computer?
Until one morning the thermometer showed 43 degrees Fahrenheit. The day before it had been 86. I opened the door to a strange, gray, two-dimensional sky. A brown rabbit was peering at me from the straggly strip of grass, not sure if it should flee or not. Staring out the side of its head, like all of the other creatures for whom the world offers itself in double, one for each eye, and whose attention is always split schizophrenically. The rabbit sat there chewing the grass with its whiskers bobbing up and down, in its little tuft of existence, uncertain as to the potential threat I posed, which it assessed with its left eye.
I got a jacket, suspicious of that revolution of temperatures. Unsure if it was for real. At school, as I waited for class to start, I drew a diamond on my jeans with a pen. The great multifaceted Mogul, the King of the World’s enormous diamond.
Nick passed me and said hey and I answered hey without looking up to feign disinterest. Later he asked me for my pen and asked if he could draw something on my jeans too, OK, I said, and he drew four letters, NICK, and told me he was an eco-anarchist.
That was the day the season changed officially, said the teachers.
I thought it was curious. Watching the seasons change was a little luxury. Like playing cricket or going to Greece. The trees all decided that, being autumn, they had to do something. Turn yellow, for example, or start dropping leaves on the ground. And the streets would become thick carpets between street sweeper visits over the following weeks, the re-offending leaves challenging passersby. Old things, or more than old, dead things, the disincarnated leftovers of summer. Leaves that would engender critters underneath them. Actually, they wouldn’t, because the dryness of the place hardly allowed any critters to come into being in this manner; they had to be pretty tough there. One day I saw a man ride his bicycle through the leaves, churning up a small rustling, fire-colored wake behind him.
In Rio de Janeiro I had seen almond trees changing color. But there were no almond trees in Lakewood, Colorado. I saw aspens and read in the dictionary that the translation was faia preta or choupo or álamo. I thought it was strange that it could have three names in Portuguese. The maple had only one: bordo. And Fernando didn’t know the names of the other trees — not even the one that would soon be red all over, like a flaming torch wedged into the sidewalk.
When we went on an autumn outing — an expedition to the corn maze — the radio station was holding a fundraising campaign. Show your support by calling such-and-such a number and making your donation NOW. Keep the public radio on the air.
A woman with a husky voice identified herself and said she was a pianist and that she was there to declare her support and ask YOU to do as she had done, calling such-and-such a number and making your donation. Then the chocolatey-voiced announcer said he was going to play a track from the husky-voiced pianist’s latest CD. And he reminded listeners: if you appreciate this music, if you want to keep it alive, call such-and-such a number and make your donation now. Then the husky-voiced woman came on playing the piano, accompanied by drums and a double bass. The piano, like the pianist, seemed a little husky too, and it was nice to listen to it/her as I snuggled into myself and my jacket, in the front seat of the car.
Fernando was wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt.
Aren’t you cold?
No. You get used to it.
I turned to the back seat. Carlos seemed like a miniature person, not a child, but a miniature person, under the seatbelt. His eyes, enlarged by his thick glasses, shone, and he said, almost shouting: ¡Yo entiendo un poco el portugués!
Fernando had a cleaning job to do and Carlos and I were going along too on the condition that we wouldn’t get in the way, and Fernando would take us to the corn maze afterwards.
Another thing that happens when you have been away from home for too long is that you learn about new things in the new place via the new language and soon the tongue you speak is a strange combination of your native syntax and a two-faceted vocabulary. I didn’t say labirinto no milharal, in Portuguese. I said “corn maze.” When I knocked on Carlos’s door and invited him to come with us he said yay, qué bueno, corn maze, and ran off to ask his mother. As if she wouldn’t let him.