"I'm sorry, Mama," she murmured, not wanting to prolong the argument.
"Oh, well," Vivian said with a sigh, her temper cooling as abruptly as it had flared up. "You've always had your headstrong moments. You're just like your father that way."
She reached up to brush lightly at Laurel 's bangs, her expression softening into one of her rare, truly motherly looks. "You do look pretty today, darlin'. This shade of pink becomes you."
Laurel said thank you, hating herself for letting the compliment mean anything to her. She never seemed able to escape that childish need for her mother's approval.
A weakness. One of many.
She glanced at her watch as Vivian took her by the arm and led her out of the room, wondering how soon she could leave. This emotional tug-of-war wasn't what she needed to get herself back on track.
It's just a dinner, just a couple of hours. Get through it and go home.
The dining room was as elegant as the parlor, as filled with heirlooms and oil portaits of Chandlers dead and gone. The Hepplewhite table and shield-back chairs shone from two centuries of hand-polishing. Footfalls sounded against the cypress floor and bounded up to the twelve-foot ceiling. Glory Trahern stared up as if she were trying to see them rather than calculating the worth of the blown glass chandelier. Her husband snatched her arm and herded her toward a chair.
Not surprisingly, Laurel found herself seated directly across from Stephen Danjermond, who had the place of honor-at the right hand of Vivian, who sat at one end of the table, opposite Ross. Laurel slid into her chair and focused on her Wedgwood plate, uncomfortably aware of the handsome, elegant, articulate man across from her, wishing she had worn her glasses. She didn't want to attract his attention any more than she had wanted to attract the attention of her stepfather two decades ago. There was no room in her life for a man right now.
The image of Jack's mocking smile appeared before her mind's eye, and she frowned and speared a stalk of baby asparagus.
The topic of law and order had survived the trip down the hall, and the participants discussed the dynamic duo of Partout Parish-Sheriff Duwayne Kenner and District Attorney Danjermond-pleased and proud of the fact that crime here was being kept to a minimum.
"People can say what they will about Kenner 's personality," Ross said with his usual air of supreme authority, "but the man does his job. I daresay if those killings had taken place in our parish, Kenner would have had the man responsible by now."
"Perhaps," Danjermond murmured as Olive collected his salad plate and slunk away. "He would certainly do his utmost. He's a very capable man, and tenacious as they come. However, we have to remember that killers of this sort are notoriously clever. Brilliant even."
"Sick," Glory Trahern said, fussing with her bow as she shivered. "Crazy and sick, that's what he is."
He tipped his head, conceding the possibility. "Or cold. Emotionless. Soulless." He turned his intense, mesmerizing gaze on Laurel. "What do you think, Laurel? Is our Bayou Strangler crazy or evil?"
Laurel twisted her napkin in her lap, wishing herself away from this conversation, afraid that it would gradually turn her way and the Traherns and Reverend Stipple and Stephen Danjermond would want to hear all about her life as "the prosecutor who cried wolf." "I… I couldn't say," she murmured. "I don't have enough knowledge about the cases to form an educated guess."
"There is a difference, though, don't you agree?" he prodded, the insistence in his voice subtle, smooth, strong. "While society deems all murderers insane to one degree or another, the courts have a different criterion. In the eyes of the law, there is a distinct difference.
"You believe in evil, don't you, Laurel?"
Laurel met his steady gaze, uneasiness drifting through her. She didn't want to be drawn into this conversation, but Danjermond held her attention, and the other diners waited expectantly. She could feel their eyes, sense the pressure of their held breath. Thunder rolled through the leaden skies outside. The rain came a little harder.
"Yes," she said softly. "Yes, I do."
"And good must triumph over evil. That is the foundation of our judicial system."
Yes, but it didn't always. She knew that better than most, and so she held her tongue and glanced away, and Danjermond's cool green eyes held fast on her, speculating.
"Speaking of good and evil," Laurel said, catching the eye of Reverend Stipple, "what do you make of Jimmy Lee Baldwin, Reverend?"
"As much as I hate to speak ill of anyone, my own opinion of him is less than complimentary," the minister said as he served himself a portion of beef. "He's a bit too fancy for my tastes. However, his television ministry does reach out to the homebound and calls back those who may have left the fold of Christ on the wayward paths of life."
One opinion was canceled out by the other, but Laurel bit her tongue on the urge to point that out. Just do your time and get the hell out of here.
"And he is campaigning against sin in the community," Reverend Stipple went on, looking as though he might just convince himself to like Baldwin after all.
Laurel thought of Savannah 's comment about Jimmy Lee Baldwin's twisted sexual preferences and held her tongue as the potatoes came her way.
"I hear he's going to try to close down Frenchie's Landing," Glory Trahern said, her eyes lighting up at the chance to pass on gossip.
"Yes," Laurel said, "and the owners are very upset about it." At least T-Grace Delahoussaye was upset. She had to take T-Grace's word for it that Ovide was upset.
"You've been there?"
Laurel winced inwardly at Vivian's tone, but pushed the fear of her mother's reaction aside. She was a grown woman, able to go where she chose. "I had to see a man about a dog," she said, cutting the one thin slice of roast she had taken. "While Frenchie's doesn't compare with the country club, it hardly seemed the den of sin Mr. Baldwin is trying to make it out to be."
"It's nowhere for respectable people to go," Vivian commented, her face tight with disapproval.
"I see your point, though, Laurel, darlin'," Ross announced. "Skeeter Mouton's is by far the most notorious place in the parish. If Baldwin were serious about this war against sin, Mouton's would be the likely target. I suspect, however, that Mr. Baldwin knows too well the kind of trouble he'd be asking for poking at that hornets' nest. He'd get himself killed."
"Instead, he's harassing a legitimate business."
"Are you taking up the Delahoussayes' cause, Laurel?" Danjermond asked mildly.
Laurel met his steady gaze once again. "I'm not practicing at the moment, but someone should take up their cause."
He shrugged slightly. "I can't act on their behalf unless they make a formal complaint. You might pass that information along. It isn't against the law to preach; trespassing is another matter."
"Yes, I already have made that suggestion to them."
He smiled slowly, as if to tell her he knew her far better than she knew herself. "So you are taking up their cause, aren't you, Laurel?"
The truth of his statement stopped her short for a second, but she shook it off. "I merely made a suggestion."
"Stephen has more important causes to take up. Don't you, Stephen, dear?" Vivian said, reaching out to pat his hand approvingly. "Why don't you tell us about the state attorney general's appointing you head of the Acadiana drug task force?"
The meal progressed at a snail's pace. Laurel picked at her food and glanced at her watch every thirty seconds. Finally, they left the table and went back to the parlor for coffee. While Vivian bossed Olive around and the Traherns settled on the gold settee, Laurel roamed to the French doors and stood with her cup in her hand, staring out wistfully at the rain-washed garden. The thundershower had passed. When she escaped, she would go back to Belle Rivière and take a book out to the courtyard and sit in a corner reading and absorbing the quiet, the scent of rain, roses, and wisteria.
"Is the company really all that unpleasant?"
She started and glanced up, surprised to find Danjermond standing so close beside her. He had abandoned his coffee and stood with his hands tucked into the pockets of his fashionable pleated trousers.
"No, not at all," Laurel said quickly.
Danjermond smiled like a cat. "You're not a terribly good liar, Laurel. Tell the truth now. You'd rather be elsewhere."