He had been disgusted, and scared; and worst of all, he had seen Ari's intention, the trap laidslow provocations, himself the leverage she meant to wield against Jordan, a campaign to provoke him to an incident she could use. So he had gone along with it when she put her hands on him, and stammered his way through reports while she sat on the arm of his chair and rested her hand on his shoulder. She had asked him to her office after hours, had asked him questions, pretending to fill out personnel reports, and he mumbled answers, things he did not dwell on, things he did not want even to remember, because he had never even had a chance to do the things she asked him about, and never wanted in his life to do some of the things she talked about; and suspected that without tape, without drugs, without anything but his own naivete and her skill, she was in the process of twisting his whole life. He could fight backby losing his capacity to be shocked, by answering her flippantly, playing the game
but it was her game.
"I'll think of something," he said to Grant. "There's a way put of this. It'll be all right." And he let Grant go off to his rooms to pack, while he stood alone in the living room in the grip of a chill that went to his bones. He wanted to phone Jordan, ask advice, whether there was anything legal they could do.
But it was all too likely Jordan would go straight to Ari to negotiate Grant free of her. Then Ari might play other cards, like tapes of those office sessions
O God, then Jordan would go straight to the Science Bureau, and launch a fight that would break all the careful agreements and lose him everything.
Query the House computers on the lawbut there was nothing he dared use: every log-on was recorded. Everything left traces. There was no way that Reseune would not win a head-on challenge. He did not know the extent of Ari's political power, but it was enough that it could open new exploration routes, subvert companies on distant star-stations and affect trade directly with old Earth itself; and that was just the visible part of it.
Beyond the archway, he heard the sounds of the closet door, saw Grant piling his clothes onto the bed.
He knew suddenly where Grant was goingthe way they had dreamed of when they were boys, sitting on the banks of the Novaya Volga, sending boats made of old cans floating down to Novgorod, for city folk to marvel at. And later, on a certain evening when they had talked about Jordan's transfer, about the chance of them being held until Jordan could get them out.
It was that worst-case now, he thought, not the way they had planned, but it was the only chance they had.
He walked into Grant's room, laid a finger on his lips for silence, because there was Security monitoring: Jordan had told him it went on. He took Grant's arm, led him quickly and quietly out into the living room, toward the door, took his coat from the closetno choice about that: it was close to freezing outside, people came and went from wing to wing in the open, it was ordinary enough. He handed Grant his, and led him out into the hall.
Where to? Grant's worried look said plainly. Justin, are you doing something stupid?
Justin took his arm and hauled Grant along, down the hall, back to the lift.
He pushed T, for the tunnel-level. The car shot downward. God, let there be no stops on main
"Justin"
He shoved Grant against the wall of the lift, held him there, never mind that Grant was a head taller. "Quiet," he said. "That's an order. Not a word. Nothing. Hear?"
He did not speak to Grant that way. Ever. He was shaking. Grant clamped his jaw and nodded, terrified, as the lift door opened on the dingy concrete of the storm-tunnels. He dragged Grant out, backed him against the wall again. Calmer this time.
"Now you listen to me. We're going down to the Town"
"I"
"Listen to me. I want you to go null. Deep-state, all the way. Right now. Do it. And stay that way. That's an order, Grant. If you never in your life did exactly what I said, do it now. Now! Hear me?"
Grant took a gulp of air, composed himself then, expressionless in two desperate breaths.
No panic now. Steady. "Good," Justin said. "Put the coat on and come on."
Up another lift, to the Administration wing, the oldest; back to the antiquated Ad wing kitchens, where the night shift staff did dinner clean-up and breakfast prep for the catering service. It was the escape route every kid in the House had used at one time or another, through the kitchens, back where the ovens were, where the air-conditioning never was enough, where staff from generation to generation had propped the fire-door with trash-bins to get a breeze. The kitchen workers had no inclination to report young walk-throughs, not unless someone asked, and Administration never stopped the practicethat routed juvenile CIT truants and pranksters past witnesses who would, if asked, readily say yes, Justin Warrick and his azi had gone out that door
but not until they were missed.
Shhh, he mimed to the kitchen azi, who gave them bewildered and anxious looksthe late hour, and the fact they were older than the usual fugitives who came this way.
Past the trash-bin, down the steps into the chill dark.
Grant overtook him by the pump shed that was the first cover on the hill before it sloped rapidly to the road.
"We're going down the hill," Justin said then. "Taking the boat."
"What about Jordan?" Grant objected.
"He's all right. Come on."
He broke away and Grant ran after him, pelted downslope to intercept the road. Then they strolled at a more ordinary pace down through the floodlit intersections of the warehouses, the repair shops, the streets of the lower Town. The few guards awake at this hour were on the perimeters, to mind the compound fences and the weather reports, not two boys from the House bound down toward the airport road. The bakery and the mills ran full-scale at night, but they were far off across the town, distant gleam of lights as they left the last of the barracks.
"Is Jordan getting hold of Merild?" Grant asked.
"Trust me. I know what I'm doing."
"Justin, "
"Shut up, Grant. Hear me?"
They reached the edge of the port. The field lights were out right now, but the beacon still blipped its steady strobe into the dark of a mostly vacant world. Far off, the freight warehouses and the big RESEUNEAIR hangar showed clear, brightly lit, night-work and maintenance going on with one of the commercial planes.
"Justin, does he know?"
"He'll handle it. Come on." Justin set out at a run again, leaving Grant no breath for questions, down the road that passed the end of the runway to the barge-dock and down across the concrete bridgeway to the low-lying warehouses at the edge of the river.
No one locked the doors down here at the small boathouse. No one needed to. He pushed at the door of the shabby prefab, winced at the creak of the hinge. Inside, an iron grid whispered hollowly under their feet. Water splashed and slapped at the pilings and buffers, starlight reflecting wetly around the outlines of the boats moored there. The whole place smelled of river-water and oil and the air was burning cold.
''Justin," Grant said. "For God's sake"
"Everything's all right. You go exactly the way we planned"
" I go"
"I'm not leaving. You are."
"You're out of your mind! Justin!"
Justin clambered aboard the nearest boat, opened up the pressurized cabin door and left Grant nothing to do but follow him aboard with his objections.