The plane rolled up to the terminaclass="underline" Justin had said there was no tube-connection, but there was, and there was a good long wait while they got the plane hosed down and the tube-connect sealed down.
Then everyone began to get up and change into D-suits, the way Justin had said they would.
He did as the Security escort asked him. He put on the flimsy protection over his clothes and walked out into the tube and through into Decontamination.
Foam and another hose-down, and a safety-barrier, where he had to strip the suit off and step out, without touching its exterior
In places he had been, like Krugers', if one had to make a fast transfer, one held one's breath, got to shelter, held an oxy mask tight to one's face with one hand and stripped with the other under a hosing-down that was supposed to take any woolwood fiber down the drain.
Planys was terrifyingly elaborate, a long series of procedures that made him wonder what he had been exposed to, or whether all this was just to make people at this desolate place feel safer.
"This way, ser," one of the Decon agents said, and took him by the elbow and brought him aside into a small alcove.
Body-search. He expected this too, and stripped down when they told him and suffered through the procedure, a little cold, a little anxious, but even Reseune Security people got this treatment going in or out of Planys. So they said.
Not mentioning what they did to the luggage.
"Grant," Jordan said, in person, meeting him in the hall, and:
"Hello, ser," he said, suddenly shy and formal, the surface-sets knowing he should go and embrace Jordan, and the deep-sets knowing him as a Supervisor, and knowing him from his childhood, when all instruction had come from him, and he was God and teacher.
This was the man Justin would have become, if rejuv had not stopped them both a decade earlier.
He did not move. He could not, suddenly, cope with this. Jordan came and embraced him instead.
"My God, you've grown," Jordan said, patting him on the back. "Vid didn't show how tall you'd grown. Look at the shoulders on you! What are you doing, working docks?"
"No, ser." He let Jordan lead him to his office, where Paul waited Paul, who had doctored his skinned knees and Justin's. Paul embraced him too. Then the reality of where he was began to settle through the flux and he began to believe in being here, in being welcome, in everything being all right.
But there were no guards in the office. That was not the way Justin had warned him it would be.
Jordan smiled at him and said: "They'll send the papers up as soon as they've been over themJustin did send that report with you, didn't he?"
"Yes, ser. Absolutely."
"Damn, it's good to see you."
"I thoughtsecurity would be more than it is." Are we monitored, ser? What's going on?
"I told you it's been saner here. That's one of the things. Come on, we're closing up the office. We'll go home, fix dinnernot as fancy as Reseune, but we've got real groceries. We bought a ham for the occasion. Wine from Pell, not the synth stuff."
His spirits lifted. He was still anxious, but Jordan, he thought, was in charge of things; he relaxed a bit into dependency, azi on Supervisor, which he had not done with Justin
had not done since he was in hospital, recovering from Giraud's probes. Had never done, after, because he was always either Justin's caretaker or Justin's partner.
It was like years of pressure falling away from him, to follow Jordan when he said Come, to sink into azi simplicity with someone he could trustsomeone, finally, besides Justin, who would not harm him, who knew the place better than he did, and whose wishes were sane and sensible.
It was finally, one brief interlude in all these years, not his responsibility.
Only when he thought that, he thought: No, I can't stop watching things. I can't trust anything. Not even Jordanthat far.
He felt exhausted then, as if just for a few weeks he would like to go somewhere and do mindless work under someone's direction, and be fed and sleep and have responsibility for nothing.
That was not what he could do.
He walked with them to the apartment they had; and inside, and looked around him Things are very grim there, Justin had said. Very primitive.
It was certainly not Reseune. The chairs were plastic and metal; the tables were plastic; the whole decor was plastic, except a corner full of real geraniums, under light, and a fish-tank, and a general inefficient pleasantness to the place that had all the stamp of CITs in residence . . . what Justin called a homey feeling, and what he thought of as the CIT compulsion to collect things charged with flux and full of fractals. A potted geranium represented the open fields. The fish were random, living motion. The water was assurance of life-requirements in abundance; and made a fractally repetitive sound which might be soothing to flux-habituated, non-analytical minds. God knew what else. He only knew Justin had let all the plants die after Jordan left, but when things started to go well, Justin began to fuss with a few plants, which always died back and thrived by turnsin time to the rise and fall of Justin's spirits.
Healthy plants, Grant reckoned, were a very good sign among CITs.
Things felt safe here, he thought as he gave his jacket up and let Paul hang it in the closet, people were tolerably happy here.
So the improvements in the world, the changes that had made this last couple of years more livable, even happyhad gotten to Planys too, despite the frustrations of the Paxer scare. All the same he wished Jordan knew even a few of the multitudinous signals he and Justin had worked out, the little indicators whether a thing was to be believed.
Maybe Jordan picked up his nervousness, because Jordan looked at him, laughed and said: "Relax. They monitor us from time to time. It's all right. Hello, Jean!" to the ceiling.
"We know each other," Jordan said then. "Planys is a very small establishment. Sit down. We'll make coffee. God, there's so much to talk about."
ii
It was very lonely, the apartment without Grant. There was ample justification for worry, and Justin swore he was not going to spend four uninterrupted days at it.
So he read awhile, did tape awhile, an E-dose only, a piece of fluff from library. And read again. Ari had given him an advance copy of Emory's IN PRINCIPIO, the first of the three-volume annotated edition of Emory's archived notes, which the Bureau of Science was publishing in
Even, possibly, more than possibly, to Earth.
While Reseune accounts piled up an astonishing amount of credit.
Every library wanted copies. Scientists in the field did. But it was selling in the general market with a demand that could only be called hysteria: a volume of extremely heavy going, illustrated, with annotations so extensive there were about three lines of Emory's notes to every page, and the rest was commentary, provided by himself and by Grant, among others: he was the JW and Grant was the GALX; YS was Yanni Schwartz; and WP, Wendell Peterson; and AE2 was Ari, who had gotten the original text out of Archive and provided reference notes on some of the most obscure parts. DN was Denys Nye; GN was Giraud; JE was John Edwards; and PI was Petros Ivanoy, besides dozens of techs and assistants who served in editing and collationeach department head and administrator to read and vet the material from his own staff.