"Look up," he said.
I did so.
"You know where you are, of course," he said.
"Yes," I said. I looked to my right. There, in the darkness, where I could reach out and touch it, on the bottom shelf, in its place, was Harper" s Dictionary of Classical Literature and Antiquities. Probably it had not been moved since it had been replaces, months ago. I then looked up at him, again. I was in the same place where, months before, I had, in a very different reality, found myself on my knees before this man. Then, of course, I had been a helpful librarian, obedient, dutifully, to the instructions of an imperious patron. It had been a bright afternoon. I had been fully and modestly, clothed. I had worn simple, quiet, unostentatious, dignified garments. I had worn a long-sleeved blouse, a dark sweater, a plain skirt, dark stockings and low-heeled shoes. Indeed, in the dress code of the library, it was posted in the employees" room, where our lockers lined one wall, such garments were prescribed for us. But things were now much different. It was no longer a bright afternoon. It was now late at night. Others were not about. We were now alone, absolutely and frighteningly alone. I did not now kneel before him in a blouse, sweater and skirt. I now knelt before him, semi-nude, in jewelry and silk.
"Do you remember Harper" s Dictionary of Classical Literature and Antiquities?" he asked.
"Yes," I said.
"Do you remember the paper that was in the book?" he asked.
"Yes," I said.
"What did it say?" he asked.
"It said," I said, "I am a slave."
"Say the words," he said.
"I am a slave," I said.
He then reached down and took me by one arm, the left arm, and drew me to my feet and then pulled me beside him, down the aisle, toward the open part of the library, the northern part of it, near the reference desk. When we were there, he released me.
"Kneel," he said.
I then knelt there on the carpet. Without really thinking I smoothed the veil-like skirt about me, so that it was in an attractive, circular pattern. He smiled.
I looked down.
The third man was in this area, near one of the tables. On the table he had opened an attachA© case.
"Did you see me dance?" I asked.
"Look up," he said.
I did so.
"Yes," he said.
I looked down, miserable. It had been meant that no one would see me dance, especially as I had danced this night!
"But you stopped, and before the end of your dance, and without permission," he said. "Thus, you shall dance again."
I looked up at him, again, startled.
"And," he said, "this will be the first time you will dance knowingly before men."
"How could you know that I have never danced before men?" I asked.
"Do you think you have not been under surveillance," he asked, "that we do not know a great deal about you?"