Dances With Wolves

Ten Bears held up a hand and told the men to stop talking. The lodge became silent again.

Wind In His Hair was still prowling about, however, and Ten Bears barked at him.

“Come and sit down, Wind In His Hair. Our brother is not finished.”

Grudgingly Wind In His Hair complied, and when he was seated, Dances With Wolves continued.

“Killing those soldiers at the river was a good thing. It made me free and my heart was filled with joy to see my brothers coming to help me.

“I did not mind killing those men at all. I was glad to do it.

“But you do not know the white mind as I do. The soldiers think I’m one of them who has gone bad. They think I have betrayed them. In their eyes I’m a traitor because I have chosen to live among you. I do not care if they are right or wrong, but I tell you truly that this is what they believe.

“White men will hunt a traitor long after they have given up on other men. To them a traitor is the worst thing a soldier can be. So they will hunt me until they find me. They will not give up.

“When they find me they will find you. They will want to hang me and they will want the same kind of punishment for you. Maybe they will punish you even if I’m gone. I don’t know.

“If it was just ourselves, I might stay, but it is more than just us men. It is your wives and your children and those of your friends. It is all the people who will be hurt.

“They cannot find me among you. That is all. That is why I must go. I have told Stands With A Fist about this and we will go together.”

No one stirred for many seconds. They all knew he was right, but no one knew what to say.

“Where will you go?” Kicking Bird finally asked.

“I don’t know. Far away. Far from this country.”

Again there was silence. It was at its most unbearable when Ten Bears coughed lightly.

“You have spoken well, Dances With Wolves. Your name will be alive in the hearts of our people for as long as there are Comanches. We will see that it is kept alive. When will you go?”

“When the snow breaks,” Dances With Wolves said softly.

“The snow will break tomorrow,” Ten Bears said. “We should go to sleep now.”

four

Ten Bears was an extraordinary man.

He had beaten the odds against longevity on the plains, and with each succeeding season of his life the old man had built a remarkable store of knowledge. This knowledge had grown until at last it collapsed inward upon itself, and in the dusk of his life Ten Bears had reached a pinnacle. . . . He had become a man of wisdom.

The old eyes were failing, but in the dimness they saw with a clarity that no one, not even Kicking Bird, could match. His hearing was muted, but somehow the sounds that mattered never failed to reach his ears. And lately, a most extraordinary thing had begun to happen. Without relying on the senses that were now beginning to play out, Ten Bears had actually begun to feel the life of his people. From boyhood he had been vested with a special shrewdness, but this was much more. This was seeing with his whole self, and instead of feeling old and used up, Ten Bears was invigorated by the strange and mysterious power that had come to him.

But the power that was so long in coming and seemed so infallible had broken. For two full days after the council with Dances With Wolves the headman sat in his lodge and smoked, wondering what had gone wrong.

“The snow will break tomorrow.”

The words had not been measured. They had come to him without forethought, appearing on his tongue as if placed there by the Great Spirit Himself.

But the snow had not stopped. The storm had gained strength. At the end of two days the drifts were high against the hide walls of all the tipis. They were getting higher by the hour. Ten Bears could feel them inching up the walls of his own lodge.

His appetite vanished and the old man ignored everything but his pipe and fire. He spent every waking minute staring into the flames that waved in the center of his home. He beseeched the Great Spirit to take pity on an old man and grant one last bit of understanding, but it was all to no avail.

At last Ten Bears began to think of his miscalculation as a sign. He began to think it was a call to end his life. It was only when he was fully resigned to the idea and had begun to rehearse his death song that something fantastic happened.

The old woman who had been his wife all through the years saw him rise suddenly from the fire, drape himself with a robe, and start out of the lodge. She asked where he was going, but Ten Bears made no reply. In fact, he had not heard her. He was listening to a voice that had come into his head. The voice uttered a single sentence and Ten Bears was obeying its command.

The voice said, “Go to the lodge of Dances With Wolves.”

Oblivious to his effort, Ten Bears struggled through the drifting snow. When he reached the lodge at the edge of camp he hesitated before knocking.

There was no one about. The snow was falling in large flakes, wet and heavy. As he waited Ten Bears thought he could hear the snow, thought he could hear each flake as it fell to earth. The sound was heavenly, and standing in the chill, Ten Bears felt his head begin to spin. For a few moments he thought he had passed into the beyond.

A hawk screamed, and when he looked for the bird, he saw lively smoke curling out of the hole in Dances With Wolves’s lodge. He blinked the snow from his eyes and scratched at the flap.

When it opened, a great wall of warmth rushed to meet him. It wrapped itself around the old man, sucked him past Dances With Wolves, and ushered him into the lodge like a living being. He stood in the center of the home and felt his head begin to spin again. Now it was spinning with relief, for in the time it took to go from the outside to the inside, Ten Bears had solved the mystery of his mistake.

The mistake was not his. It had been made by another and had slipped past without his seeing it. Ten Bears had merely compounded the mistake when he said, “The snow will break tomorrow.”

The snow was right. He should have listened to the snow in the first place. Ten Bears smiled and gave his head a toss. How simple it was. How could he have missed it? I still have some things to learn, he thought.

The man who made the error was standing next to him now, but Ten Bears felt no anger toward Dances With Wolves. He only smiled at the puzzlement he saw on the young man’s face.

Dances With Wolves found enough of his tongue to say, “Please . . . sit at my fire.”

When Ten Bears settled himself he gave the lodge a brief inspection, and it confirmed what his spinning head had told him. It was a happy, well-ordered home. He spread his robe, letting more of the fire’s heat inside.

“This is a nice fire,” he said genially. “At my age a good fire is better than anything.”

Stands With A Fist placed a bowl of food next to each man, then retreated to her bedside at the back of the lodge. There she picked up some sewing. But she kept an ear turned to the conversation that was sure to come.

The men ate in silence for a few minutes, Ten Bears chewing his food carefully. Finally he pushed his bowl to one side and coughed lightly.

“I’ve been thinking since you spoke at my lodge. I wondered how your bad heart was doing and thought I would see for myself.”

He scanned the lodge. Then he looked squarely at Dances With Wolves.

“This place doesn’t seem so bad-hearted.”

“Uhhh, no,” Dances With Wolves stammered. “Yes, we are happy here.”

Ten Bears smiled and nodded his head. “That’s how I thought it would be.”

A silence came between the men. Ten Bears stared into the flames, his eyes closing gradually. Dances With Wolves waited politely, not knowing what to do. Perhaps he should ask if the old man wanted to lie down. He had been walking in the snow. But now it looked too late to say that. His important guest seemed to be dozing already.