‘Are you coming?’ Yngve said from behind me. I turned. The woman and the child were on their way to a car.
‘Who was that?’ I said.
‘Someone I know from Bergen,’ he said. ‘She lives with Helge.’
On our return, the house smelled of green soap. Mum had washed the floors. Now she was turning her attention to the windowsills. Grandma was asleep in the chair nearby. Mum wrung the cloth over the bucket, straightened up and looked at us.
‘Will you put some porridge on?’ she said.
‘Yes, I can do that,’ Yngve said.
‘Are we going to put up the tree soon?’ I said.
‘You can bring it in, if you like,’ she said.
‘Where is it?’
‘Actually, I don’t know,’ she said. ‘Ask Kjartan.’
I slipped my feet into a pair of much too small clogs and shuffled over to the other house. Rang the bell, opened the door, shouted hello.
No answer.
I walked carefully up the stairs.
He was leaning back in his Stressless chair and taking in the fjord. He had those big headphones on. Tapping his foot to the music.
Obviously he hadn’t heard me. If I walked into his line of vision I would startle him. There was no other option though. Shouting was no good; the music was so loud I could hear it from where I was standing.
I went back out.
Grandad was walking from the barn to the house. A cat sauntered along behind him.
‘Any luck?’ mum asked when I went back in.
‘He was busy,’ I said. ‘He was listening to music.’
Yngve sighed. ‘I’ll go and see him,’ he said.
Five minutes later he was wrestling with a large straggly Christmas tree in the hallway. We screwed it into the rusty metal stand and then set about hanging decorations on it from a box mum had located in the meantime. After we had eaten I went for a stroll around the farm, over to the old derelict mink sheds, down to the black mere, past the place where the beehives had been. Further on, by the remains of the foundations of the house that had once stood there, I smoked a cigarette. There wasn’t a sound to be heard, nor a soul to be seen. I threw the stub into the wet grass and walked back to the house. My shoes glistened. In the downstairs bathroom mum was helping grandma to take a shower. Yngve sat listening to grandad, who was bent forward on the sofa, his arms resting on his knees and chatting the way he always did.
I plumped down in the other chair.
Grandad was talking about the time he had fished for herring in the 1920s with his father, how you could hit the jackpot with one cast of the net and how that had actually happened once. His eyes gleamed as he recalled those times. He told us about the skipper who had stood in the bows as they approached Trondheim one evening, like a baying dog, he said laughing, because what he was baying for was women. He had spent a long time smartening himself up, now he stood at the very front of the boat sniffing the wind as they glided into the illuminated town. Then he talked about the time he had been the explosives boss on a road-building project: in the evenings they had played poker in the workmen’s hut and he had won time and time again, but he couldn’t spend the money, he had to buy a wedding ring for grandma and didn’t want the money for it to come from gambling, so he kept putting all the money back in the pot and sat watching the sweat pouring from the others’ foreheads. He laughed so much he had tears in his eyes as he described how the others had looked, and Yngve and I laughed too, grandad’s laughter was so infectious it was impossible not to. He was bent double with laughter, unable to speak and tears were streaming down his cheeks. But he not only entertained us with stories of the past, he wasn’t given to nostalgia, for as soon as he had regained his composure, he started to tell us about a trip he had made to America to visit his brother, Magnus. About how he had sat alone at night zapping through the endless variety of channels Magnus had, it was incredible, a miracle, and I smiled because he couldn’t speak English and understood nothing of what was being said as he sat there mesmerised in front of the television night after night.
Yngve shot me a look and got up. ‘Are you coming for a breath of fresh air?’
‘Yes, you boys do that,’ grandad said, leaning back against the sofa.
It was raining and we stepped under the overhang by Kjartan’s front door and lit up.
‘How’s it going with Hanne then?’ he said. ‘It’s a long time since you mentioned her.’
‘It’s going nowhere,’ I said. ‘We chat on the phone now and then, but it’s no good. She doesn’t want to go out with me.’
‘I see,’ Yngve said. ‘Might just as well forget her then, eh?’
‘That’s what I’m trying to do.’
He ground his heel into the soft gravel. Stopped, looked across at the barn. It was falling to pieces, the paint was peeling off here and there and the ramp to the hayloft was overgrown with grass, but even though the barn was decrepit it still stood out because the background — the green meadows, the grey fjord and the leaden grey sky — somehow thrust it forward, somehow elevated it.
Or else it was because the barn had been so important when I was young, it had been one of the most pivotal buildings in my young life.
‘Incidentally, I’ve met a girl,’ Yngve said.
‘Oh yes?’ I said.
He nodded.
‘In Bergen?’
He shook his head, took such a deep drag his cheeks were hollow.
‘In Arendal actually. It happened this summer. I haven’t seen her since then, but we’ve exchanged letters. And I’m going to meet her on New Year’s Eve.’
‘Are you in love?’
He eyeballed me. Such a direct question could go both ways; he didn’t always want to talk about things like this. But he was in love of course, he glowed in that peculiarly introverted way at any mention of her and probably wanted to talk about her all the time, at least if he was like me he would, and he was.
‘Yes, basically,’ he said. ‘That’s what it boils down to! To so few words! To one word, in fact!’
‘What does she look like then? How old is she? Where does she live?’
‘Can we start with her name? That’s the most practical.’
‘All right.’
‘Her name’s Kristin.’
‘Yes?’
‘She’s two years younger than me. She lives on Tromøya. She’s got blue eyes. Blonde curly hair. She’s quite small. . You went to the same school as her. She was in the class two years above you.’
‘Kristin? Doesn’t exactly ring any bells.’
‘You’ll recognise her when you see her.’
‘You’ll have to get together with her then.’
‘That was the idea.’ He looked at me. ‘Why don’t you come to the party? At the Vindilhytta cabin? If you’re not going to another party, that is.’
‘I don’t have any special plans,’ I said. ‘Perhaps I should.’
‘I’ll be going anyway. Come with me!’
I nodded and looked away so that he wouldn’t see how happy I was.
When we went back in, grandad was asleep with his chin resting on his chest and his arms folded.
It was five o’clock, Sølvguttene, The Silver Boys, was starting on TV, I went downstairs from my room dressed and ready. White shirt, black suit, black shoes. The whole house smelled of lamb. Grandma was wearing her finest dress and her hair was brushed. Grandad was in a blue suit. Kjartan a 1970s-style grey suit. The table was set, a white cloth, the best dinner service, green serviettes next to the plates. Four bottles of beer, room temperature, the way it was drunk here, and a bottle of aquavit in the middle. All that was missing was the food, which Yngve had gone out to fetch. Grandad had cooked it.