Ah, what did it matter? He would think of something to excuse himself. The interdict had failed, in any event. The people at Helmesly should have closed the gates against their evil seneschal, but they were too afraid to defy him. Shunned by the church or not, the Slayer ruled the fortress with an iron hand. And now he had a whelp, a boy with a rightful claim to the lands.
Gilbert sighed in disgust. He had done everything he could to expel the Slayer from Helmesly. It was up to the sender of the messages to do the rest.
Nell gasped in fear and slapped a hand to her heart. “Oh, m’lord, ye gave me such a start!” she exclaimed, flattening herself to the corridor wall. One of the torches lining the passage found a reflection in her golden curls as she gawked at the warlord.
Christian regarded the girl’s panic with mild amazement. Would the servants never cease to shrink from him? “Nell, is it?” he asked, summoning an expression that he hoped looked harmless.
She nodded mutely and at the same time forced herself to step away from the wall.
“I hear that you have many siblings and that Sarah raised all of you,” he said, utilizing the information Clarise had once fed him.
She nodded her head, looking dazed.
“Were you orphaned?” he prompted.
Again she nodded.
“Have you a plot to call your own?” He realized he should know the answer to his own questions. But between Ferguson’s mischief and domestic demands, he’d put off perusing the castle’s ledgers. Harold took care of the bookkeeping—or was it Maeve?
“Nay, sir,” the girl finally spoke, gazing at him earnestly. “The baron reclaimed our lands under the Right of Escheat when my da passed away. But he gave us work in the castle and a roof over our heads.”
“Then you had no brothers to inherit the land?”
“There be Callum and Aiden, but they were only wee ones at the time.”
Christian crossed his arms over his chest. As seneschal, he could distribute the peasants’ holdings however he saw fit. “How old are your brothers now?”
“Fifteen an’ twelve,” she told him, apparently forgetting to fear him.
“Tell Callum and Aiden they will each have a plot to call their own. And if they have an interest, they may take up swords and be trained to fight.”
Nell’s mouth rounded into a perfect circle. “M’lord, ’twould please them immensely!”
“I’ll send for them soon,” he promised.
“Thank ye, m’lord!” She bobbed him a curtsy and nearly kissed his hands.
Christian stepped back, unused to such affection. “Is your lady within?” he asked.
Nell hesitated. “I left her with a full tub o’ hot water.”
“So she’s bathing.”
“Aye,” she said, drawing out the word.
“How long did you know she was feeding Simon goat’s milk and not her own?” He threw the question out suddenly, taking her by surprise.
Nell grew pale. “Not long, m’lord. Mayhap a week.”
“Then you should have told me a week ago,” he chastised. “I’m the seneschal of Helmesly,” he added, pointing to his chest. “Lady Clarise could have been a spy.”
Nell cast a helpless gaze down the hallway, but no one was coming.
“Who else knew the truth?” he demanded. He felt a little mean, torturing the girl, especially as they’d just had a pleasant exchange.
“Me sister,” she admitted mournfully. “An’ Doris.”
He frowned down at her sternly, letting her stew in her distress a moment longer. “From now on you will come to me with news that bears on Simon’s safety.”
Nell’s eyes flashed with sudden fire. “The Lady Clare—Clarise would ne’er think to hurt the babe!” she cried.
Clarise had been at Helmesly, what, about a month? And yet the servants defended her over a man they’d known for years. “Fortunately for you, she has cared well for him,” he relented.
Nell swallowed hard, not knowing what to say.
“If I had known her circumstances sooner,” he heard himself explain, “I’d have killed Ferguson already.” It wasn’t exactly a lie. He’d have maneuvered Clarise more swiftly to his bed, and perhaps gone after Ferguson in their latest conflict.
Regret darkened Nell’s blue eyes. “I’m sorry,” she said, empathizing with her mistress’s plight.
Christian jerked his head. “Go about your duties,” he said, dismissing her.
She edged thoughtfully past him. Before she’d taken three steps, she stopped and turned around. “There be somethin’ ye should know, m’lord,” she blurted.
“What’s that?” Curiosity rose along with caution.
“The lady hath marks on her back where she haffe been beaten. An’ she cries out often when she sleeps.” Nell looked miserable for having revealed just that much.
Christian hissed a breath through his teeth. Ferguson had beaten Clarise? Anger came to a flash boil. He pictured the burly Scot leaving marks on Clarise’s flawless skin, and he couldn’t wait to kill the fiend!
But then he reined himself in. Nay, he wouldn’t kill the Scot for free. He’d placed a price on his willingness to help. The price was Clarise’s body—his for the taking.
He offered the maid a reassuring nod. “You were right to tell me, Nell. She is safe now.”
Safe, hah. He was a hypocrite to say so, casting himself in a chivalrous light, as though he meant to defend the lady without recompense. Mercenaries were not chivalrous. They killed for pay. And the price he’d demanded was Clarise’s sweet and willing body.
As the maidservant retreated, Christian approached the lady’s door. Uneasiness roiled in his stomach. What if she declined his offer? What if she turned him down flat? After all, it must be distasteful for a lady of her breeding to yield to a monster like himself. Perhaps if he sweetened his offer with the promise to restore her home. According to his spies, Ferguson had all but destroyed it.
The sound of splashing water distracted him from his thoughts. He put an ear to the wood and was astonished when its hinges gave way and the door eased slightly open. The view that greeted him through the resulting crack made him freeze like a thief.
Clarise sat in a wooden tub, the water to her shoulders. Her hair was a damp, russet rope mooring her to the floor. The scent of lavender hung sweetly in the air. The brazier snapped with mellow light. She had not seen him, for her back was to the door.
Just as it occurred to him that he should turn away, she perched a long, slim leg on the edge of the tub and reached for the soap.
Like a hungry hound he salivated. He told himself to leave, but for the moment he was spellbound. With lazy movements she began to lather herself, starting with the leg she’d lifted and then switching to the other one. Limb by limb, she rubbed the scented bar into her skin. His fingers itched to follow the same path.
Go now, he told himself. ’Tis bad enough that you take advantage of her circumstances. Must you sink to new depths by spying on her?
Her head fell back, and she rubbed her neck, sighing softly as she eased the soap between her breasts. Christian swallowed a groan. Desire pulsed through his body with double vigor. Uncertainty followed close behind. What would he do if she refused him? His need for her could not be slaked by any other woman!
Something pounded on the door of his conscience, demanding to be heard. This is honor! shouted the entity. I demand that you free her family without reward.
But he ignored it. He was a bastard warlord, not an honorable knight. He needed Clarise DuBoise, and there was no way to get her other than by blackmail. Ladies of her ilk didn’t give themselves to baseborn mercenaries.
Unless they proved themselves worthy, replied the voice inside.
She caught up her hair and squeezed it, coiling it on top of her head. Then, without warning, she put her hands on either side of the tub and stood straight up. Christian’s gaze fell at once to the pink streaks lining her back. Nell had not been lying. “Jesu,” he cursed, unable to keep silent.