Father Mulligan fumbled weakly until she reluctantly, gingerly found his hand. “I think you know the answers you are seeking, child. Have courage.”
She watched him with admiration. Here was a man who gave himself willingly to be healed by a hunter of the undead. Gave his trust to a total stranger of a different species. A man who could think to comfort her when he was so injured. Destiny was humbled by his selfless, giving nature.
“Relax, Father,” Nicolae said softly, his voice musical, compelling. “You should not feel pain, only warmth. I think you have a concussion, sir, but I believe I can help you if you will allow me to do so.”
The priest retained his hold on Destiny’s hand, but he closed his eyes once again with a small nod.
Destiny felt the shifting in Nicolae’s mind first. A freeing of his spirit from his body. She knew the way; he had taught her how to do just such a thing to heal her own body when she had suffered injuries in battle. She had never healed another. Destiny went with Nicolae, following his lead as she had for so many years. Merging with him, becoming part of him.
It seemed she had always been a part of him. Her life had really begun when she had crawled into her mind and found Nicolae with his soft, beguiling voice and his unfailing patience. Destiny had closed the door on her life as a human to help preserve her sanity; only Nicolae had been allowed into her world. He knew everything about her—the good, the bad, every dream, every nightmare. Her own private hell. He knew her, yet he stayed.
Looking back, she wondered that she’d ever thought him vampire. There was darkness in him. He hunted and killed. Yet he was unfailing in giving of himself and his knowledge to her. What vampire would do that? All along she had been afraid of what he would see when he found her. Broken. Damaged.
No salvation.
She breathed the words between them.
Stay with me, Destiny.
His voice was steady.
Do not be distracted. You must concentrate on the priest, not on yourself.
Destiny hesitated for one more minute, wavering with indecision. He was drawing her deeper into his world. Into his life. Into his soul. Destiny let go of the last remnant of her being and went willingly, allowing her body to slip away, feeling the freedom of becoming energy and light. This was a healing balm that was twice as strong as anything she had ever experienced.
The fracture was there in the skull of the priest, a jagged crack, a dark violation of his being. Destiny heard the soft chanting in Nicolae’s melodic voice and added her voice to his so that they blended in perfect harmony. Words of healing. Ancient words she didn’t understand but that were beautiful and right. She felt the peace and rightness of it, the energy flowing between them to the priest. Destiny observed carefully as Nicolae meticulously welded the edges together so that the skull was once again seamless. He paid attention to the smallest detail, removing blood clots and reducing the swelling as if the injury had never been.
Nicolae did not stop there, even though she sensed his weariness. He streamed through his patient, examining his heart and lungs, every vital organ, until he was completely satisfied that the priest would awaken healed and strong.
They emerged at the same time, returning to their own bodies, smiling at one another like old friends. “Thank you, Nicolae. You saved his life.”
It was worth every ounce of his strength to see that look on her face. Soft. Accepting. Happy. She was looking at him with stars in her eyes. He had not thought she would ever look at him that way. Nicolae was careful not to allow any show of emotion to betray him. His hold on her was fragile. He didn’t make the mistake of gathering her into his arms and drawing her close, even though that was all he wanted to do. She was pale, her hunger beating at him, yet he couldn’t provide for her.
“He is a good man, Destiny. Did you have time to examine his memories to see what actually happened?”
Destiny nodded. “It was as he told me. Martin Wright came in and confronted him. Father Mulligan offered money, asked him to sit and talk, tried to reason with him, but Martin attacked him.”
Nicolae sat on the floor beside the priest’s bed. “That makes no sense.”
“No, it doesn’t. Velda and Inez told me a similar story about John Paul coming home and attacking Helena.”
“I am not familiar with them. I have seen Wright in the bar, but not this other couple.”
“John Paul adores Helena. He would never beat her.” Destiny tapped her fingernail against the bed frame. “Something is definitely wrong.” Nicolae looked pale and drained, appearing gray in the darkness as he rubbed his shadowed jaw thoughtfully.
“Do not look so worried, Destiny. We will figure it out. Are you certain Father Mulligan destroyed that letter? Mikhail Dubrinsky is the Prince of our people. We cannot afford to let anything or anyone endanger him in these tense times. Our very existence as a people is threatened.”
She leaned toward him, needing to examine his features up close. Her fingertips moved over the angles and planes of his face, brushing at the lines near the corners of his mouth. “You need to feed.” She hadn’t meant it as an invitation, but it came out that way. Soft. Seductive. Unexpected. And it startled both of them.
Nicolae’s body responded to the temptation of her voice, of her invitation; a relentless, savage ache hit him hard. Heat swept through him. Lightning streaked through his veins with white-hot intensity. His eyes met hers. He was lost immediately, drowning in the depths of her aquamarine eyes. She turned her head slightly, exposing her soft, vulnerable neck, an expanse of smooth, scented skin.
Nicolae reached for her, drew her close. She fit into his arms, her soft body lush and pliant. She was hot silk and satin, elevating his fever. Slowly he bent his head to her perfect skin.
No!
It was no less than a command. His brother’s voice was sharp with warning. Nicolae inhaled her scent, felt her pulse jump beneath his lips. The call of her blood was potent in his mind, in his heart.
She is tainted. You are not yet bound! Stop Nicolae, you endanger both yourself and her.
Nicolae closed his eyes, wanting to shut out reason and thought.
You endanger both yourself and her.
It was true. Reluctantly he drew back, away from temptation. His incisors receded. He could not risk Destiny. Would not risk her.
Destiny sat very still with the warning echoing in her mind.
She is tainted. She is tainted.
It played like a terrible refrain in her head. Beat at her with the intensity of a horrific truth. She shoved Nicolae away from her as she leapt to her feet.
“Destiny.” Her name was wrenched from his heart. “Stay with me.”
The aching loneliness in his voice was haunting, soul destroying. For the first time she could see how much he needed her. It wasn’t just wanting; he
needed.
Everything feminine, everything
human
in her struggled to be what he needed.
She is tainted.
The ugly refrain reverberated loudly in her mind.
She shook her head as she backed away from him. “What do you think will happen if I stay with you, Nicolae? Do you believe in miracles? I prayed for miracles night after night when I heard him coming for me, when I huddled in a little ball in the corner of a dirty cave.” She curled her fingers tightly into a fist so that her nails dug into her palms. “You belong here with Father Mulligan. With these people.” She gestured toward the priest with her clenched fist. “I don’t, and I never will. Please thank Vikirnoff for his warning. I wouldn’t have wanted to infect you.”