At last the foal was born. It lay on the cold ground, its birthing sac wrapped around it, its eyes glazed in death. Gabria removed the sac and the afterbirth, and cleaned the foal’s nostrils, although she knew her efforts were futile. The tiny horse had suffocated during the prolonged labor.
The girl sat down abruptly and stared at the dead foal. It was not fair, her heart cried. Why was she always too late? The baby was a stud colt of perfect proportions, with a streak of white on its black shoulder. Gabria’s eyes filled with tears. If only she had not failed again, the colt would now be discovering its new life.
The mare lay motionless, half-dead with exhaustion. She made no move to examine her baby, as if she knew it was already beyond her help. Her eyes settled shut and her ragged breathing eased. Gabria sat with her arms on her knees and her head sunk in grief.
The fire slowly died to embers and its light was replaced by the glow of the rising sun. Night’s gloom faded. A bird piped from a nearby clump of gorse. The clouds withdrew from the mountains, leaving the peaks in a dazzling coverlet of snow. On the steppes, the air was clean and brilliant.
It was the sun that finally roused Gabria. Its warmth seeped into her chilled limbs and nestled on the back of her neck until she raised her head. She took a deep breath of the passing breeze and stretched out the stiffness in her aching muscles.
The sun felt delicious. It was so good to just sit in its warmth. But the heat on her back reminded Gabria of a possible danger. The mountain snows would begin to melt soon in this heat and the water would fill every available stream and wash. The last thaw that had formed the mud hole in the gully had only touched the foothills. Should the mountain run-off come down the eroded valleys, the gully she and the mare were in could be flooded. The water would take a little time to gather, but she did not want to dawdle. She had spent too much time here as it was. Her food supply and her strength were dwindling rapidly.
Gabria picked up a pebble and flicked it away. Was it really worth the effort to leave? She was so tired. She knew that on foot it would take her perhaps fifteen days to reach Khulinin Treld and then only if she were in good condition. She shook her head. It was impossible. She had never walked that far in her life. Her feet were already blistered and her boots were worn just from the two-day journey from Corin Treld. Her ankle, which was still swollen and weak, would never heal under the strain of constant walking. Her muscles were already strained, her hands were badly lacerated, and her stomach was empty. She would trade almost anything for a warm bed and a hot breakfast.
Then Gabria sighed and stood up. It did not really matter how many problems she could list. She knew in her heart she was not going to give up. She was the last Corin and she would never give Lord Medb the satisfaction of her death in a muddy gully.
Gabria gazed at the dead foal and planned her next move. The colt would have to be buried, she decided. She could not bear the thought of its small body torn by wolves and kites. The mare appeared to be sleeping, so Gabria lifted the colt and carried it to the hilltop. It was surprisingly light, even for a newborn foal, but its body was unwieldy and the hill was slippery with thawed mud. Gabria was limping badly by the time she reached the crest.
Sadly, she placed her burden at the foot of an outcropping of stone and there she built a cairn over the body. As she worked, she sang the death song she had sung when the flames devoured her brothers’ bodies. When she was finished, she sat back and gave in to the desolation in her heart.
“Oh, Mother,” she cried, “giver of all life, I am tired of this. Is this what I have come to? Burying everything that means something to me?”
Do not mourn for my son, a voice said.
Gabria jumped, startled out of her misery. It was the same voice she remembered from her dreams, a voice she could not hear. She gripped her arms, afraid to speak. The words had been spoken in her mind, and she knew of no mortal, except for the ancient sorcerers, who had telepathic ability.
The voice came again. My son is dead, but perhaps he will return to me after another mating.
“Who are you?” Gabria demanded, terrified by the invasion of her mind.
My true name is unpronounceable to your tongue. You may call me Nara.
In a flash of understanding, Gabria realized who was speaking to her. Dumbfounded, she closed her eyes and turned around. When she opened them, she saw the Hunnuli standing a few feet away.
“It is you!” she breathed.
Of course. The mare was filthy with muck and dried blood, her mane and tail were matted, yet her proud spirit had revived; her eyes glowed with a depth of wisdom that stunned Gabria. We do not often communicate with humans. Only a chosen few.
Gabria leaned against the outcropping for support. Her knees felt like melting wax. “Why?”
It is too difficult. Human minds are too confusing to us. With some though, it is worthwhile.
Gabria gestured weakly at herself. “No. Why me?”
I owe you a life. The voice became softer. And you need my help.
“Can you read my thoughts?”
No. I can only give you mine.
“If you could, you would know that I am unworthy of your help or even your offer. I am in exile.”
The mare ducked her head and looked at the girl sideways with her full black eye. I know what you are and what has happened. I understand much about you that you cannot see yet. The mare snorted. I am Nara. I am Hunnuli, daughter of the Storm Father. I choose whom I will.
“I am not worthy of you.”
You are stubborn. Forget worthy. You are my friend.
Her Gabria glanced away. Her green eyes brimmed with tears. “I could not save your foal.”
My son was dead before I came to you. In my pride, I wished to bear my first-born alone, but I was too weak.
“I’m sorry,” the girl said, feeling the inadequacy of the words.
There will be others. For now, I will go with you.
Gabria wanted to argue further. She was mortified that a Hunnuli, a creature of the legends she had grown up with, had offered her friendship. How could she accept it? She was an outcast with no clan to support her, no family to defend her, and no future. Her life was like a clay pot that someone had thrown carelessly away, so there was nothing left of the familiar comforting shape but fragments and shards, and the memory of what it had been. What did she have to offer one such as the Hunnuli? Only fear, uncertainty, suspicion, and death.
No. No matter how she might wish for such a fantastic thing, she could not consent to Nara’s offer.
Gabria’s stomach felt leaden, and she shivered with a chill that was not caused by the wind. “Nara, I do not think there is anything left in me that can return your friendship. I am so empty.”
If that were true, I would not have come back.
“I am seeking only revenge. After that. . .” Her voice failed. Gabria could not think beyond that goal. Although she did not care to admit it, she was terrified. Many had tried to kill Lord Medb, both in battle and duel, but he was a skilled and ferocious warrior. It was also said he was protected by forbidden magic. If that were true, and battle skilled men failed against him, how could she succeed? Her pride and grief would never free her from her duty, but she had no illusions about the future.