From his tower cell, Carroway watched the king's return with a churning mix of emotions. Maybe he can save Kiara and the baby. The heir's what matters. A bard's life means nothing to history.
Candlemarks passed. Carroway found that he was too nervous even to pace. He sat in a chair watching the fire in the fireplace, his stomach knotted. How will it be? A soldier sent to escort me beyond the city walls, or beyond the kingdom's borders? One of the Sisterhood, to take me into custody? Or maybe a brace of guards to lead me to the gallows. He could feel the blade of Harrtuck's dagger against the small of his back where he had hidden it in his belt. He looked to the parchment and ink, sent by Lord Guarov for his confession. If I make the confession Guarov wants, maybe I can save Kiara and Macaria. I won't care what people believe of me after I'm dead. There's still time to cheat the hangman. The door opened, and Carroway jumped from his chair, his heart pounding. A lone guardsman entered. "The king sent me. You're to pack your things." Carroway was shaking so badly he didn't trust his voice for a moment. "So that's to be it, then," he said. It took him less than half a candlemark to gather his belongings and secure his two trunks. He slipped his lute into its leather case and carefully fastened the shoulder strap. "Shall I get my boots and cloak?"
The guard shrugged. "The king didn't say. I'll report that you're ready. Wait here." With that, he was gone.
Carroway sagged against the wall and covered his face with his right hand. Despite a splint he had made to try to straighten out his crippled left hand, the fingers were still stiff and weak, straightening only slowly and not all the way. I can't grasp a fork with my hand, let alone play. Perhaps if I can get the fingers not to curl up it won't distract a patron from my looks. But he knew the truth. Without his ability to play and made less desirable by his injury, banishment was only execution postponed.
Two candlemarks later, the door opened again. "Is it time to go?" he asked, and then froze when he saw Tris Drayke in the doorway, looking as if he had just come from high court.
Carroway fell to one knee, bowing deeply.
"Your Majesty," he said, feeling his heart thud in his throat. He dared to look up. Tris was watching him with an unreadable expression. In the months since his friend had left Shekerishet for battle, it seemed as if he had aged years. It wasn't the beard, or the half- healed battle scars. Something in Tris's green eyes spoke of pain and loss that could never be mended.
"Kiara never betrayed you. Neither did I. But I will accept whatever you decree to protect the crown."
Tris took a step toward him and laid a hand on his shoulder. "Crevan's spirit made a full confession in front of the entire court. Mikhail is free. You're completely exonerated." He reached out his hand to help Carroway to his feet. "Thank you. For everything." Slowly, Carroway stood. "But the guard told me to pack my things. I thought-" "When the ghosts met me on the road, they not only told me about Crevan, they told me about what happened at the lodge, and to your hand." He looked down at Carroway's crabbed hand and winced. "If anyone can fix it, Carina can. Go to Dark Haven. Let her heal you." Tris managed an exhausted smile. "I hope you don't mind, but I asked Macaria to go with you. Stay a few months. By the time you return, the court will have something else to gossip about. Even better: come back married." "Come back?"
"Whatever happens with your hand, you're still Margolan's Master Bard, for life. And my friend."
"What about the Council of Nobles?"
Tris shrugged and eased into a chair. He looked exhausted, and Carroway wondered if Tris was moving on willpower alone. "Dame Nuray and Count Suphie will never return to court. As for Lord Guarov, Crevan implicated him beyond doubt in the conspiracy. Guarov and any of his retainers who had a hand in this will hang."
Carroway sat down beside him. For a moment, they were silent. "What of the siege?"
Tris drew a deep breath. "Technically, we won."
"Technically?"
"Casualties were high, both from the fighting and an outbreak of plague. Tarq betrayed us. Curane's magic backfired on him, and ended up destroying Lochlanimar and everyone in it." "There have been worse ends to a siege, if you believe the legends."
"Funny how the legends never really talk about burying the dead." "Do you think Curane's bunch were the last of the loyalists?"
Tris gave a bitter laugh and shook his head. "I wish I could, but Crevan proves that wrong. Curane managed to send his granddaughter and Jared's son into Trevath before we ever besieged Lochlanimar. That problem isn't going to go away." He ran a hand through the blond hair that had escaped his queue. "It's going to be impossible to bring the army home without the plague spreading. We know some of the volunteers have already slipped off, and a couple of the nearby villages have been wiped out. Goddess true! As if Margolan hasn't had its share of sorrows."
He looked at Carroway. "Dark Haven may be safer than Margolan, if the plague takes hold. Neither the vayash moru nor the vyrkin can catch fever." He managed a wan smile. "Maybe your ballads and Royster's chronicles will outlive all of us." "There have been plagues before. Margolan endured."
"I thought we would have enough problems keeping the peace until the spring planting was done, with food scarce this year. There are still villages where no one's ever returned after Jared's men drove them off. How much can Margolan take before Trevath or Nargi make a move?"
"You know, you're the gloomiest war hero I've ever met."
"Except for Jonmarc and Ban, I'm the only war hero you've ever met."
"As I said." The old banter returned naturally, and Carroway felt a wave of relief.
Tris stood. "You're officially a free man, so you don't have to stay here in the tower. The weather mages say tomorrow will be clear. I'll have a carriage ready for you and Macaria after seventh bells, with a purse to provide for food and lodging from here to Dark Haven.
No more sleeping in crypts and cellars."
Carroway chuckled. "You don't know how glad I am to hear that." He sobered, and met Tris's gaze. "Thank you for believing me."
Tris nodded. "Give Jonmarc and Carina my best. Try to forget what happened. After all, bards write history as they choose. In the end, you make or unmake the kings and mages with your stories. Why not write this with an end that pleases you?" He clasped Carroway's arm and drew him into an embrace. "Ride safely, my friend. May the Lady's hand be upon you."
Chapter Thirty-seven
"You're sure about this?" Carina gave Jonmarc a sideways glance. "I've never been more sure about anything in my life."
Carina gave his hand a squeeze. Lisette stepped closer to place a circlet on Carina's head. It was woven from grapevines and ivy. "You look beautiful, m'lady," Lisette said encouragingly, handing Carina a thick candle which was already lit. Carina smiled and a blush crept to her cheeks as Jonmarc's gaze added his approval. In a moment, the double doors to the great room would open, and they would walk together to where Sister Taru waited to complete their ritual wedding vows. And while there was nothing Jonmarc wanted more, even that certainty wasn't enough to completely dispel the nervous tightness in his stomach over his own imminent wedding. As was the custom in Dark Haven, Carina's dress was a deep burgundy, the color of the wine for which the region was noted, and the blood that sustained its best known residents. The dress had a high waist that flared just below the bustline, and was sleeveless on one side. Her left arm was bare, and an intricate, stylized grapevine ink pattern wove from the puncture wounds of Malesh's bite on her left shoulder to a drawing of an oak leaf in the palm of her hand, the symbols of life and ancient power. The shevir Jonmarc had given her as a betrothal token glittered at her wrist.
By custom, Jonmarc wore neither a shirt nor a sword. The scars that told the story of his life were plainly visible, as was the mark of the Lady branded above his heart and the two small punctures on his shoulder. A broad red satin sash belted his waist over black pants and boots. There were two reasons why ritual weddings were so rarely performed in Principality. The first was that few people felt confident enough of their choice to make a declaration that joined their souls as well as their lives. And the second was that tradition called for the man to prove both his bravery and his dedication by completing the ceremony without weapons. Jonmarc was not completely unprotected. To his right, Gabriel stood shevirse, a combination of groomsman and bodyguard. He carried Jonmarc's sword as well as a sword of his own, although they both knew that Gabriel himself was the deadliest weapon.