The haze of sleep was clearing. "Kapu needs me."
"He doesn't-" He broke off as he saw her expression. "I'll call you if I can't keep him calm. I'm too selfish to spend this voyage pacifying a wild horse. I have other plans for my time." He released her shoulders and pushed her toward the stairs. "Eat, take a bath, and go to sleep. You may not get another bath in fresh water until we reach Tahiti. I don't want to see you here until sundown."
"I'm not leav-" A bath. How she yearned to rid herself of this salt. He had instinctively said the words most likely to persuade her. She cast a hesitant look at Kapu. He seemed calm, and Jared had promised to call her… "Only a few hours."
"Sundown." Jared settled himself on the hay. "Or I'll have you locked in your cabin."
She had no intention of obeying him, but she was too tired to argue right then. She moved toward the door. "Be sure to call me if Kapu-"
"I said I would." He rolled over and turned his back on her. "Get out."
No hint of silken sensuality about him now. He was gruff and rude and angry. Good. She could cope much better with his rage than any other part of his complex nature. "I'll do as I please. I'm going because I wish it." She hurried up the steps and slammed the door behind her. When she reached the deck, the light blinded her. She reached out and grabbed the door, waiting for her eyes to adjust.
"May I help you?"
She turned to see Bradford standing a few feet away.
He bowed and said, "You look a trifle dishabille. Perhaps you'd care to go to your cabin and refresh yourself."
"Where's Lani?"
"In her cabin, I presume. Jared has given you quarters next to her. May I escort you there?"
"I don't need-" But she did need his help. She had no idea where Lani's cabin was, and she had no desire to prowl all over the ship searching for it. "Yes."
He gestured politely. "This way."
She fell into step with him. Since Bradford appeared willing to oblige, she might as well continue to make use of him. "I need a bath," she said haltingly. "Will you see to it?"
"It will be my pleasure." He smiled. "I love to have women indebted to me. You can never tell in what form a favor will be returned."
"Never mind," she said curtly. "I'll arrange it myself."
His smile faded. "I was joking. You don't have to be afraid of me. I'm not your enemy."
"You lie. You're his uncle. His father's brother. Are you saying your loyalty is not to him?"
"Oh, yes, I'm loyal to Jared. Completely. But that doesn't mean you're my enemy. It's much too fatiguing to carry all that antagonism around. I'd much rather be friends."
"Friends?" She looked at him in amazement. "We can't be friends."
"Why not? It's a long voyage, and you'll be much more comfortable if you have a friend."
"I already have a friend. I have Lani."
"Then take pity on me," he coaxed. "I have no one but Jared, and I've no doubt he'll be moody and restless as a caged tiger on this trip. Since you're to blame, you should at least bear me company on occasion."
"I'm not to blame. I'm not the one who came to the island and tried to-"
"Granted," he interrupted. "But you're the one who is causing Jared all this disturbance of spirit. So you must accept part of the responsibility.''
"Disturbance?"
"I was trying to put it discreetly. But I suppose there's no proper word for what Jared is feeling now." He paused. "Lust."
She could feel heat sting her cheeks. "No, that's not in the least proper."
"I make it a practice never to interfere, but I thought I'd warn you. I admire courage, and you deserve to be given one weapon in the fray."
"Fray?"
"Engagement, battle." He shrugged. "Whatever it is between you and Jared."
"There's nothing between me and your nephew."
"There will be." He sadly shook his head. "You shouldn't have tied him. I think he was trying to fight it before you did that. He goes wild when he's bound. He remembers-" He stopped.
"What?"
"Nothing."
"What does he remember?"
He chuckled. "What a persistent chit you are. That's a very sensitive subject, and I have no intention of betraying Jared in that fashion." He stopped before a door. "This is your cabin. I'll have a tub brought and water heated. Will you and your Lani join me for dinner at two?"
"No."
"How sad." He bowed. "When the hour approaches, I'll send someone to see if you've changed your mind."
"I won't change my mind."
His expression sobered. "You'd do much better to bend a little. You and Jared are very much alike. Stubborn, driven, unable to compromise. But he has more weapons than you, and you'll be hurt if you confront him directly." When she didn't answer, he said with a sigh, "I don't think I'm reaching you."
"You are not."
Cassie and Bradford turned to see Lani standing in the doorway of the next cabin. "So why don't you be on your way?" she continued. "There must be a bottle awaiting you somewhere."
"Always. How kind of you to remind me." He bowed again. "Talk to your Lani, mademoiselle. She appears to be a woman of some experience and infinite insight." He bowed again and moved leisurely down the deck.
Lani dismissed him without another glance. "You look terrible." Her gaze raked Cassie from head to toe. "How is your shoulder?"
"Fine." She opened the door of the cabin. "I don't have much time. I have to get back to Kapu. He's calm now, but I'm not sure how long-"
"Who is with him?"
"Danemount."
"Then you have time. He appeared to have a way with the stallion." She smiled. "Besides, it should give you great satisfaction to use an enemy as stable boy." She followed Cassie into the cabin and undid the button at the throat of her cloak. "You've set yourself a hard task; there may not be many such triumphs. Enjoy them while you can."
She was tired of all these dire warnings. "Why are you talking like this? You sound like Lord Bradford."
"Did you expect me to lie and tell you that Danemount will let you use him to get to your father without exacting a price? We both know that's not true."
"He has me as hostage."
Lani lifted her brows. "You believe that's why he permitted you to come? You're either a fool or you think I am. He wishes to bed you." She added shrewdly, "And I'd wager he's already approached you on the subject."
She did not deny it. "I won't do it." She moved to her chest and threw open the lid. She didn't look at Lani as she pulled out clean undergarments and gown. "And he's mad to think I will."
Lani went still. "And does he think that?"
Cassie nodded. "I told you he was a madman. Mad and arrogant and without-"
"He's not mad." Lani was gazing at her thoughtfully. "I'd judge he's a man of great experience and perception. Which means he must have reason to think you might be persuaded. What do you feel for him?"
"What do I feel? He wants to kill my father."
"But you find him desirable?"
"Of course I don't."
"Because it would be a betrayal to Charles?" Lani suggested. "You feel lust and it makes you ashamed?"
"I don't feel-" She stopped, biting her lower lip. She had never lied to Lani. She would not start now. "I don't want to feel like this," she whispered. "It's not him. You said it was my time for mating. What I feel has nothing to do with him."
"Then stop feeling shame."
She said haltingly, "He says passion is mindless, but it should not be so. Not for me. I should be able to restrain it."