"You should get out," he told her.
"What?"
"You should get out. Pack your bags, get some kind of an escort and get the hell out."
It was a cold, callous statement. But what could she say in reply? He had stumbled upon
them and he had saved her, but it had happened almost by accident. He didn't owe her a thing. She already owed him.
"I can't get out. My father died for this land. I owe it to him to keep it for him."
"To keep it for what? Your father is dead, and if you stay you'll probably wind up that way, too."
"That's all you can say?"
"What do you want me to say? I can't change this war, and I can't change the truth. Trust me. I would if I could."
For the first time she heard the bitterness in his voice. She wondered briefly about his past, but then she saw that he was rising, and panic filled her. He couldn't be about to ride away.
She stood. "You're not leaving?"
He shook his head. "I saw a few cigars in your father's study. Mind if I take one out back?"
Kristin shook her head, speechless. He wasn't leaving. Not yet.
She heard his footsteps as he walked through the dining room, heard them soften as he walked over the braided rug by the stairs. A moment later she heard the back door open and close.
"Kristin, are you all right?"
Kristin saw that Shannon was watching her, grave concern in her eyes.
"You're all pale," she said.
Kristin smiled, biting her lower lip and shaking her head. She squeezed Shannon's hand. "Help Delilah with the chores, won't you?"
Shannon nodded. Kristin turned around and followed the path the stranger had taken out of the house.
He was out back, puffing on one of her father's fine Havana cigars, leaning against the corral and watching as a yearling raced along beside its mother.
He heard Kristin and turned his fathomless gray gaze on her as she approached. He waited, his eyes hooded and curious.
Kristin wasn't at all sure how to say what she had to say. She folded her hands behind her back and walked over to him with what she hoped was an easy smile. Once she had thought she had the power to charm the male of the species. Once. She had been able to laugh and tease and flirt, and at any dance she had been breathless and busy, in unending demand.
Those days seemed so long ago now. Now she felt very young, and totally unsure of herself.
She had charmed boys, she realized. This was a man.
Still, she came over to him, leaning against the wooden gate of the corral.
"It's a good ranch," she told him.
He stared at her relentlessly, she thought. He didn't let a woman use her wiles. He didn't let her smile or flirt or tease.
"It's a good ranch," he agreed.
"Did I tell you just how much we appreciate your timely arrival here?"
"Yes, you did." He hiked himself up suddenly and sat on the gate, staring down at her. "Spit it out, Miss McCahy," he demanded, his eyes hard. "You've got something to say. Say it."
"My, my, you are a discerning man," she murmured.
"Cut the simpering belle act, Kristin. It isn't your style."
She flashed him an angry glance and started to turn away.
"Stop, turn around and tell me what you want!" he ordered her. He was a man accustomed to giving commands, she realized. And he was a man accustomed to his commands being obeyed.
Well, she wasn't going to obey him. She had paused, but she straightened her shoulders now and started to walk away.
She heard his boots strike the dirt softly, but she didn't realize he had pursued her until she felt his strong hands on her shoulders, whirling her around to face him. "What do you want, Miss McCahy?" he demanded.
She felt his hands, felt his presence. It was masculine and powerful. He smelled of leather and fine Madeira and her father's fine Havana cigar. He towered over her, and she wanted to turn away, and she wanted to touch the hard planes of his face and open his shirt and see the dark mat of hair that she knew must cover his chest.
"I want you to stay."
He stared at her, his eyes wary, guarded. "I'll stay until you can get some kind of an escort out of here." '
"No." Her mouth had gone very dry. She couldn't speak. She wet her lips. She felt his eyes on her mouth. "I — I want you to stay on until — until I can do something about Zeke."
"Someone needs to kill Zeke."
"Exactly."
There was a long, long pause. He released her shoulders, looking her up and down. "I see," he said. "You want me to go after Zeke and kill him for you."
Kristin didn't say anything.
"I don't kill in cold blood," he told her.
She wanted to lower her eyes. She had to force herself to keep meeting his demanding gaze.
"I — I can't leave this ranch. I can give you a job —"
"I don't want a job."
"I —" She paused, then plunged on desperately. "I can make it worth your while."
He arched a brow. Something brought a smile to his lips, and suddenly his face was arrestingly handsome. He was younger than she had thought at first, too. But then he was talking again.
"You — you're going to make it worth my while."
She nodded, wishing she could hit him, wishing he would quit staring at her so, as if she were an unproved racehorse.
"Come here," he said.
"What?"
"Come here."
"I —I am here."
"Closer."
He touched her. His hands on her shoulders, he dragged her to him. She felt the steely hardness of his body, felt its heat and vibrancy. Through his pants and through all her clothing she felt the male part of him, vital and pulsing, against the juncture of her thighs. She still stared at him, wide-eyed, speechless, her breasts crushed hard against his chest as he held her.
He smiled crudely. Then his lips touched hers.
Curiously, the touch was very, very light. She thought she might pass out from the feel of it, so startling, so appealing. His lips were molded to hers…
Then hunger soared, and his tongue pressed between her teeth, delving deep, filling her mouth. She was engulfed as his mouth moved over hers, his lips taking hers, his tongue an instrument that explored her body boldly and intimately. Her breasts seemed to swell and she felt her nipples harden and peak almost painfully against his chest. He savaged her mouth, moving his tongue as indecently as he might have moved another part of his hard body…
Something inside her exploded deliciously. Heat coursed through her, filling her. She could not meet the power of his kiss, but she had no desire to fight it. It was shameful, maybe more shameful than what had happened to her this morning.
Because she wanted it.
She savored the stream of liquid sensations that thrilled throughout her body. Her knees shook, and the coil deep inside her abdomen that was so much a part of her womanhood seemed to spiral to a peak, higher and higher. She wanted to touch him. To bring her fingers against him, exploring. To touch him as his tongue so insinuatingly invaded all the wet crevices of her mouth…
Then he released her. He released her so suddenly that she nearly fell, and he had to hold her again to steady her.
He stared down at her. Her lips were wet and swollen, and her eyes were glazed. He was furiously angry with himself.
"Worthwhile?" he asked.
Kristin's mind was reeling. What did he mean?
"You don't even know how to kiss," he told her.
"What?" she whispered, too stunned to recognize the anger rising inside her.
"I'm sorry," he said. His voice was softer now.
"Damn you!" Kristin said. "I'll make a bargain with you! If you'll just stay —"
"Stop it!" he said harshly. "I'm sorry. I just don't have the time or the patience for a silly little virgin."