"What did he come here for?" Serra demanded, her voice cold.
The king scowled; Lucia realized he didn't like being interrogated in his own throne room. But, possibly out of respect for his lost son, he didn't take the princess to task.
"The Jedi had news that the rebels may have uncovered a cache of ancient talismans-objects imbued with the power of the dark side. The Cerean was sent to investigate these claims and, if true, bring the talismans back to the Jedi Temple on Coruscant where they could do no harm."
Lucia could see the logic behind the king's decision to grant the Jedi leave for their mission on Doan. The last thing the nobility wanted was for their enemies to gain possession of potentially devastating weapons. If the reports were true, the best way to nullify the threat would be to have the Jedi deal with it. Unfortunately, the death of the Cerean was not part of the plan.
"You think the Jedi will blame you for Medd's death," the princess noted, her sharp mind putting all the pieces together. "You knew he was making contact with the rebels; it will look like you hired the assassin to follow him to their hideout."
The king gave a solemn nod.
"Gelba's death has dealt a great blow to our enemy, but others will surely rise to take her place. Terrorists breed like insects, and our war with them is far from over.
"So far the Senate has not interfered in our efforts to cleanse our world of these criminals. But if they believe I used the Jedi to further my personal desire for vengeance, they will not sit idly by."
The king rose from his throne, standing up to his full height. He towered over Serra where she stood on the steps below the dais.
"But this assassin was not acting on my orders!" he pronounced in a voice that echoed off the throne room walls. "This was done without my knowledge or consent:a clear violation of Doan law that may cost us everything!"
"Is that why you brought me here, Sire?" Serra asked, refusing to be cowed by his anger. "To accuse me of betraying you?"
There was a long silence as they stared at each other before the king spoke again.
"When my son first declared his intention to marry you, I opposed the union," he replied. He was speaking casually now, almost as if they were chatting over a meal. But Lucia could see his eyes were fixed on the princess, studying her intently. "Yes, Sire," Serra answered, giving away no hint of emotion. "He told me as much."
"You have secrets," the king continued. "All my efforts to learn about your parents or your family turned up nothing. Your past is well hidden."
"My past is of no consequence, Sire. Your son accepted that."
"I have watched you these past three years," the king admitted. "I could see that you loved my son. I could see you were devastated by his death."
Serra didn't say anything, but Lucia could see moist tears beginning to form in her eyes as she thought back on memories of her husband.
"Over the years I have come to appreciate those qualities my son saw in you. Your strength. Your intelligence. Your loyalty to our House.
"But now my son is dead, and I cannot help but wonder where your true loyalties lie."
"I swore an oath to serve the Crown when I married Gerran," Serra told him, her voice firm despite the tears in her eyes. "Even though he is gone, I would not dishonor his memory by abandoning my duties."
"I believe you," the king said after several seconds, his voice suddenly weary. "Though this brings me no closer to finding out who was behind the attack."
Silently, Lucia let out the breath she hadn't even been aware she was holding.
The king sat back down on his throne, his expression troubled by doubt and lingering grief over his son. Serra stepped forward and knelt by her father-in-law, close enough to put a comforting hand on his arm, ignoring his guards as they took a menacing step forward.
"Your son was beloved by all the nobles of Doan," she said. "And the rebels are universally despised. Anyone could have hired the assassin, with no knowledge whatsoever that the Jedi would be there. The Cerean's death was an unfortunate accident, not some sinister plot."
"I fear the Jedi may not be so easily convinced," the king replied.
"Then let me speak to them," Serra offered. "Send me to Coruscant. I will make them understand that you had no part in this."
"I have seen you in the halls these past months," the king told her. "I know the pain you still carryover my son's loss. I cannot ask you to do this while you are still mourning his death."
"That is why I must be the one to go," Serra countered. "The Jedi will be more willing to show compassion to a grieving widow. Let me do this for you, Sire. It's what Gerran would have wanted."
The king considered her offer briefly before nodding.
Serra rose and took her leave with a bow. Lucia fell into step behind her as she left the throne room, only pausing at the doors long enough to collect her weapons.
Only when they were back in the privacy of the princess's chamber with the door closed carefully behind them did either of them dare to speak.
"Take this somewhere and burn it," Serra spat as she ripped the mourning veil from her head and cast it down to the floor. "I never want to see it again."
"I have something to confess," Lucia said as she scooped the discarded garment up from the floor.
Serra turned to look at her, but Lucia couldn't read the expression on her face.
"I'm the one who hired the assassin that killed Gelba," she said, speaking quickly to get the words out.
She wanted to say so much more. She wanted to explain that she had known nothing about the Jedi being on Doan. She needed Serra to understand that she had done it only for her sake.
Lucia had always sensed a darkness in the healer, a shadow on her spirit. With Gerran's death that shadow had grown. She had seen her friend slipping into bleak despair as the weeks turned to months, listlessly wandering the halls of the castle in her black mourning garb like some tormented ghost.
All she wanted was to try to ease the princess's suffering. She thought that maybe if those responsible for Gerran's death were made to pay, Serra could find closure, could move on and come out from the shadow that had fallen over her.
She wanted to say all this, but she couldn't. She was just a soldier; she wasn't any good with words.
Serra stepped forward and wrapped her arms around her in a long, gentle hug.
"When the king spoke of someone hiring an assassin to avenge Gerran's death, I thought it might be you," she whispered. "Thank you."
And Lucia knew she didn't have to tell the princess all the things she wanted to say. Her friend already knew.
"I think you should tell the king," Lucia said when the princess finally broke off her embrace.
"He'd have you arrested," Serra said with a firm shake of her head. "Or at the very least dismissed from your post. I can't have that. I need you at my side when I go to Coruscant."
"You still plan to speak with the Jedi?" she asked, mildly surprised. "What are you going to tell them?"
"Medd's death was an accident. The king was not involved. That is all they need to know."
Lucia had her doubts, but she knew the princess well enough to realize that arguing the point would be a waste of time. Serra had no intention of turning her in to either the king or the Jedi, But she couldn't just let it go at that.
"I never meant to cause any trouble for you. Or the king. I'm sorry."
"Don't ever apologize for this!" Serra shot back. "Gelba and her followers got exactly what they deserved. My only regret is that I wasn't there to see it myself."
The venom in her words-the raw anger and hatred-caught Lucia off guard. Instinctively, she took a step back, recoiling from her friend. But then Serra smiled, and the awkward moment was gone.