Isabella had said her last farewells to her daughter and Emanuel; the Infanta of Spain, now the Queen of Portugal, had set out with her husband and her retinue on the way to Lisbon.
How tired she was! She was becoming too old for long journeys, and taking leave of her daughter depressed her. She was extremely worried by the news of Juana which filtered through from Flanders. And now Juan was unwell.
The first of the messages arrived. Margaret was with child. The news filled her with joy; but the rest of the message said that Juan was unwell. The health of her children was a continual anxiety to her, and the two elder ones had always been delicate. Isabella’s cough had caused her mother a great deal of misgiving; Juan had been almost too frail and fair for a young man. Perhaps she had been so concerned about Juana’s mental condition that she had worried less about the physical health of the two elder children than she otherwise would have done. Maria and Catalina were much stronger; perhaps because they had been born in more settled times.
The second letter came almost immediately after the first. It appeared that Juan’s condition was more serious than they had at first thought.
‘I will go to him,’ she said. ‘I should be at his side at such a time.’
While she was giving orders to the servants to make ready for the journey to Salamanca another messenger arrived.
She was bewildered as she read the letter he brought. Ferdinand … dead! This could not be. Ferdinand was full of strength and vitality. It was Juan who was ill. She could not imagine Ferdinand anything but alive.
‘Hasten,’ she cried. ‘There is not a moment to lose. I must go with all speed to Salamanca to see what is really happening there.’
Ferdinand! Her heart was filled with strangely mingling feelings. There were so many memories of a marriage which had lasted for nearly thirty years.
She was bewildered and found it difficult to collect her thoughts.
Was it possible that there had been some mistake? Should she read Juan for Ferdinand?
She was sick with anxiety. If Juan were dead she would no longer wish to live. He was her darling whom she wished to keep by her side for as long as she lived. He was her only son, her beloved Angel. He could not be dead. It would be too cruel.
She read the message again. It clearly said the King.
Juan … Ferdinand. If she had lost her husband she would be sad indeed. She was devoted to him. If that great love which she had borne in the beginning had become a little battered by the years, he was still her husband and she could not imagine life without him.
But if Juan were spared to her she could rebuild her life. She would have her children, whose affairs would be entirely hers to manage as she would. She was experienced enough to rule alone.
‘Not Juan …’ she whispered.
And then Ferdinand strode into the room.
She stared at him as though he were a ghost. Then she ran to him and clasped his hands, pressing them in her own as though she wished to reassure herself that they were flesh and blood.
‘It is I,’ said Ferdinand.
‘But this …’ she stammered. ‘Someone has played a cruel trick. This says …’
‘Isabella, my dearest wife, tell me you are glad to know that paper lied.’
‘I am so happy to see you well.’
‘It is as I hoped. Oh, Isabella, fortunate we are indeed to be alive and together. We have had our differences, but what should we be without each other?’
She put her head against his chest and he embraced her. There were tears in his eyes.
‘Isabella,’ he continued. ‘Now that you are happy to see me restored to you I have some sad news which I must break to you.’
She drew away from him. Her face had grown deathly pale and her eyes were wide and looked black with fear.
‘Our son is dead,’ he said.
Isabella did not speak. She shook her head from side to side.
‘It is true, Isabella. He died of a malignant fever. The physicians could do nothing for him.’
‘Then why … why … was I not told?’
‘I thought to protect you. I have tried to prepare you for this shock. My dearest Isabella, I know how you suffer. Do I not suffer with you?’
‘My son,’ she whispered. ‘My angel.’
‘Our son,’ he answered. ‘But there will be a child.’
She did not seem to hear. She was thinking of that hot day in Seville when he had been born. She remembered holding him in her arms and the feeling of wild exultation which had come to her. Her son. The heir of Ferdinand and Isabella. She had been deeply concerned about the state of her country then; anarchy was in full spate, and there was the chaos which had followed on the disastrous reigns preceding her own; she had been setting up the Santa Hermandad in every town and village. And in her arms had lain that blessed child, so that at that time in spite of all her trials, she had been the happiest woman in Spain.
She could not believe that he was dead.
‘Isabella,’ said Ferdinand gently, ‘you have forgotten. There is to be a child.’
‘I have lost my son,’ she said slowly. ‘I have lost my angel child.’
‘There will be grandsons to take his place.’
‘No one will ever take his place.’
‘Isabella, you and I have no time for looking backwards. We must look forward. This tragedy has overcome us. We must be brave. We must say: This was the will of God. But God is merciful. He has taken our son, but not before he has left his fertile seed behind him.’
Isabella did not answer. She swayed a little and Ferdinand put his arm about her.
‘You should rest for a while,’ he said. ‘This shock has been too much for you.’
‘Rest!’ she retorted. ‘There is little rest left for me. He was my only son and I shall never see him smile again.’
She was fighting the impulse to rail against this cruel fate.
Is it not enough that two daughters have gone from me, and even my little Catalina will not long remain? she was demanding. Why should I suffer so? Juan was the one I thought to keep with me for ever.
Perhaps she should send for her confessor. Perhaps she was in need of prayer.
She sought to control herself. This cruel day had to be faced; life had to go on.
She lifted her face to Ferdinand and he saw that the wildness had gone from it.
She said in a clear voice which was as firm as ever: ‘The Lord hath given, and the Lord hath taken away. Blessed be His Name.’
Chapter VI
JUANA AND PHILIP
All Spain was in mourning for the Prince of the Asturias. Sable banners were hung up in all the important towns. The streets of Salamanca were silent save for the tolling of bells.
The King and Queen had returned to Madrid. They shut themselves in their private apartments in the Alcazar and gave way to their grief.
Throughout the land the extraordinary qualities of the Prince were talked of in hushed voices.
‘Spain,’ said its people, ‘has suffered one of the greatest losses she has ever been called upon to bear since she fell into the hands of the barbarians.’
But gradually the gloom lifted as the news spread. Before he died his child was conceived, and his widow, the young Archduchess from Flanders, carried this child in her womb.
When the child is born, it was said, Spain will smile again.
Catalina and Maria sat with their sister-in-law while they worked on their embroidery.
Margaret was more subdued than she had been before the death of Juan; she seemed even more gentle.
Catalina encouraged her to talk, but not of her life with Juan – that would be too painful. To talk of Flanders might also be an uneasy subject, for something was happening in Flanders, between Juana and her husband Philip, which was not pleasing to the Sovereigns. So the best subject was Margaret’s life in France, of which neither Catalina nor Maria ever tired of hearing. As for Margaret, recalling it seemed to bring her some peace, for if she could project herself back into a past, in which she had never even heard of Juan, she could escape her anguish for a while and know some comfort.