Always in the back of her mind had been the knowledge that she could have lovers, but wasn’t supposed to marry or have children prior to the end-time. It was one of the laws Jox had drilled into her head, that she and Strike had to remain unmarried and unmated. At the time she’d thought the winikin was just being a pain. Only later, when the barrier reactivated and Jox revealed that there were other Nightkeeper survivors, did she finally understand. He’d wanted her to stay available for a Nightkeeper mate, should the barrier reactivate and the need arise. Whereas she and Strike had survived because Jox had hidden them in a blood-warded safe room designed for the royals only, the other, younger magi had escaped the massacre because they’d been babies, too young to have been through their first binding ceremonies. That meant the surviving males were all a good dozen or more years younger than she, which might not’ve mattered if she’d stayed in the Nightkeeper milieu. But she hadn’t.
Instead she’d gone out into the world. And at twenty-five, she’d met Dick Catori, a wunderkind economist and sometimes poet who designed stunt kites as a hobby, and had taught her to fly them.
Standing out in a windy Texas field with her back pressed against his front and his clever hands atop hers, showing her how to touch the lines and tease motion from air, she’d fallen hard somewhere between the stall and the five-forty flat spin.
She’d moved in with him a month later, married him six months after that, and hadn’t told Jox or Strike for nearly another year, avoiding the topic during her biannual duty calls. Jox had thrown a fit, Strike had congratulated her, and she’d spoken to them less and less as the years passed, and her new, normal life eventually fell into a pleasing pattern, then a less pleasing one, until one day she woke up and realized she and Dick were sleeping in the same house but living separate lives, and she was too much of a wimp, too afraid of failing at her marriage, her grand act of rebellion, to do anything about it. Then the barrier had come back online and Strike had called the Nightkeepers home. Anna had fought the call for as long as she’d been able, but in the end had been forced to return to the life she didn’t want, at least part-time. Duty compelled her—and a bargain made with a dead man. But how was she supposed to balance the two pieces of her life?
She couldn’t tell Dick about her heritage, because the moment the magic intruded on her normal life it wouldn’t be normal anymore. Besides, things had been so much better between them since she’d taken her stand and called him on his infidelity. They were actually talking—really talking—for the first time in a long time. They were having date nights, and working with a therapist. Things weren’t perfect, but they were improving. There was no way in hell she was jeopardizing their reconciliation.
She didn’t tell Strike any of that, though. She loved her brother, but she didn’t really know him anymore, hadn’t for a long time. So instead of telling him the truth, she glanced at her watch, intending to make up an excuse to kick him off the phone.
Which was when she realized she didn’t need an excuse. She was late for a meeting. Her breath hissed between her teeth. “I’ve got to go. I’m due in my evil boss’s office five minutes ago for Lucius’s thesis defense.”
“How’s he doing?” The question was far from casual.
Knowing that Strike didn’t really give a crap about Lucius’s defense as long as her senior grad student didn’t mention where he’d gotten the scar on his palm, she said, “He doesn’t remember going through the transition ritual, or almost becoming a makol. Red-Boar’s mind block did the trick.”
Lucius had almost been dead meat the prior fall, and he didn’t even know it, didn’t know he was living on probation as far as the Nightkeepers were concerned. Hell, he didn’t have a clue that the Nightkeepers really existed. He liked to think they did, liked to believe in the end-time myths most Mayanists dismissed as sensationalism, but she’d deliberately steered him away from the truth, leaving him mired in fiction.
“Good to hear he doesn’t remember,” Strike said, but he didn’t sound convinced. Back before the equinox battle, when Lucius had unwittingly offered himself up on a platter for demon possession, Red-Boar would’ve sacrificed him, but Strike had made a deal with her: He’d have Red-Boar reverse the makol spell if Anna agreed to rejoin the Nightkeepers, at least during the ceremonial days.
Now, she knew, he regretted having made the deal, and considered Lucius a liability. The younger man had undergone the transition spell once already, and his natural inclinations had called upon the Banol Kax rather than the gods—which perplexed the hell out of Anna, because Lucius didn’t have much in the way of a dark side, but still, it’d happened. And because it had happened once, she knew Strike was worried that it would happen again.
Basically, Lucius was living on her good graces, and the knowledge weighed, especially given the political crap going on in the art history department these days. The department head, Desiree Soo, had never been warm or fuzzy, but she’d grown increasingly critical over the past half year, particularly when it came to the Mayan studies department. Anna couldn’t prove it, but she was pretty sure Desiree had chased off her last intern, Neenee, who’d taken off around Christmas, leaving only a terse e-mail of nonexplanation. Since then, Anna’s lab had had reimbursement requests kicked back from admin over tiny quibbles, room assignments were constantly getting screwed up, and Anna had found herself loaded down with intro-level lectures that were usually handed straight to the TAs. And then there was Lucius’s thesis defense.
Desiree had been acting professionally enough back when Lucius had asked her to chair his thesis committee. Given the way she’d been behaving lately, though, Anna could pretty much guarantee there was going to be a problem.
Sighing, feeling a hundred years old rather than her own thirty-nine, Anna said, “Seriously. I’ve gotta go.”
“I’ll see you tomorrow. Call Jox with your flight info and he’ll meet you at the airport.”
“Will do.” She hung up and headed for the dragon’s lair.
Okay, so it wasn’t literally Desiree’s lair—they were meeting in the conference room across the hall from the department head’s office—but Anna had the distinct feeling she was headed into enemy territory as she stepped through the doors. She was the last one in, which meant the entire committee was arranged on one side of the conference table, all facing a slump-shouldered Lucius.
Desiree was seated in the center of the long side of the conference table, flanked on either side by the lower-ranking committee members. She almost always wore long-sleeved, high-collared shirts in jewel tones that enhanced the red highlights in her hair, accessorizing the outfits with a heavy silver cuff on her right wrist. The cuff was embossed with Egyptian hieroglyphs, and Anna didn’t remember ever seeing her without it. Desiree was long and lean and gorgeous, with high cheekbones, almond-
shaped eyes, and shoulder-length hair that fell pin-straight from an off-center widow’s peak. Her eyes were an unusually pale hazel that might’ve looked dreamy on another woman, but somehow managed to look vaguely reptilian in her face.
Or maybe Anna was projecting on that one. As far as she was concerned, the woman was a bitch, pure and simple.
The other committee members included a stout, bearded Greek mythology expert named—