“Good, so you’ve come. I was hoping to meet you.”
“Dismas, this is Jim Cavanaugh,” Ed said. Cavanaugh’s grip was firm and dry.
“Dismas? The good thief?”
Hardy smiled. “So I’m told.”
“And you’re Catholic, then?”
“Was.”
The priest shrugged as though accustomed to the answer. “Was, is. It’s all a matter of tense, and there’s no time in heaven. Like the good thief, will you rejoin the fold at your final hour?”
Hardy scratched his chin. “Well, I’m not much like the original Dismas. I’ve never stolen so much as a candy bar. But you never can tell. Was he much good at darts?”
“Darts?”
“Darts. I’m a pretty fair hand at the chalk line.”
Cavanaugh grinned broadly, displaying perfect teeth. “I’m afraid the New Testament is a little vague on that point. Get you a drink? Let me guess, Irish whiskey?”
Hardy had been thinking of a beer, but the Irish was okay. Cavanaugh had a knack, he guessed, for making his ideas feel like the best ones. He took the drink, they clicked their glasses, then moved out onto the deck, into the sunshine.
“That was a good move at the grave, Dismas Hardy,” the priest said. “You saved Frannie from a nasty fall.”
Hardy shrugged. “Marine training, mixed in with a little Boy Scouts. You’re the famous Father Cavanaugh?”
Cavanaugh’s eyes clouded briefly. “I don’t know about famous.”
“Anybody who knew Eddie’s heard about you. You were like one of the family.”
The quick flush of pleasure, as quickly controlled. “I am family, Dismas. All but.” He sipped his drink. “I’ve known Erin and Big Ed since high school. Introduced them, in fact, baptized all the children, then married Ed and Frannie, and now with this…”
He stopped, sighed, looked out into nothing over Hardy’s shoulder.
“I’m sorry.”
“The Lord giveth and taketh away, I suppose. That’s my counsel to the grieving, isn’t it?” He smiled crookedly. “But He levies some burdens I don’t understand, never will.”
“I don’t know if the Lord did this one,” Hardy said.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, if Ed killed himself…”
Cavanaugh fixed him with a hard gaze. “Eddie didn’t kill himself.”
Hardy waited.
“I just buried him in consecrated ground, Dismas. If I had any belief at all that he killed himself, I couldn’t have done that. Do you understand?”
“Do you understand what that means, Father? What you’re saying?”
The priest squinted in the sun.
“It means somebody killed him.”
Cavanaugh’s hand went up to his eyes. He didn’t seem to want to believe that either. “Well…” He knocked back the last of his drink. “I just… he couldn’t have killed himself. He didn’t do it. I am as certain of that as I am of you standing here.”
“Why? Do you have any-?”
“Call it a moral conviction, but there’s no doubt.”
“Your glass is empty.” It was Erin Cochran. Hardy noticed that she had put her arm through Cavanaugh’s. “And I am dry myself.”
Cavanaugh went to get her a refill.
“He seems like the perfect priest,” Hardy said.
Erin paused, as though savoring some secret, looking after him. “Jim?” she said. “Oh, he is. He is the perfect priest.”
Frannie sat up, covered with a comforter, and looked around the wall of the den. Moses had just gone to get Dismas-for some reason she had asked to see him, to thank him for catching her, she supposed. She couldn’t exactly remember. Her mind kept flitting from thing to thing. It was weird.
It was probably good that Moses and Mom-she called Erin “Mom”-had decided to lay her down in here. She still felt weak, light-headed. Maybe that was why she kept forgetting things, changing her mind. She felt her forehead, which was still clammy.
Leaning her head back against the pillow, she let her eyes rest on the wall opposite her. There were the family pictures, the whole history of the Cochrans from Dad and Mom’s wedding through her own to Eddie’s. She remembered the pride she’d felt, the sense of belonging to a real family for the first time in her life, when the picture of their engagement-the one that had been in the Chronicle-had found its place on that wall.
It had been the perfect Cochran way. No fanfare. Just one time she came by and was watching TV with Eddie, sneaking in a little petting when they were left alone, and the picture was suddenly there. She looked at herself, next to Ed, smiling so hard her cheeks must have hurt, though she didn’t remember that now. And then, next to it, the wedding picture. How could that be in the same life as this?
Then she thought of the baby picture that she’d envisioned as the next one. The baby. She crossed her hands over her stomach. “Oh, God,” she whispered.
There was a knock on the door. Before she could answer, it opened and Eddie’s sister Jodie looked in.
“Hi,” she said. “You okay?”
Hardy saw the women hugging, crying together, and thought he would wait a little longer before going in to see Frannie. A door farther down the hallway stood open, and he walked into that other room to wait.
It was a strange place, out of context with the rest of the house. Rock posters on the lower end of the taste spectrum covered most available wall space. Shades were pulled down over the two windows, and Hardy had the sense that they were left down most of the time. In one corner a television set was on, the volume turned all the way down, the picture snowy and untuned as though it hadn’t been touched for months.
It bothered him, and he walked over to turn it off.
“What are you doing here?”
It was the younger son, Steven, hands on the doorsill. “This is my room. What are you doing?”
“I was waiting for Frannie and your sister to finish crying, and I saw this TV on. I thought I’d turn it off.”
“I want it on.”
“Great, I’ll leave it on. Good show?”
Steven ignored that, seemed to be studying him. “I know you, don’t I?” Grudgingly, still hostile.
“Yeah, we met. Up at Frannie and Eddie’s one time.”
“That’s it.”
Steven seemed to file it away without interest. Hardy was categorized and put on a shelf in a certain place. After that, it seemed, he didn’t exist.
Steven went and plopped himself on his bed, feet crossed at the ankles, and ran his hand through his spiky hair a couple of times. “You want to get out of the way?”
Hardy pulled a chair from under the writing desk and sat on it backward. “I’m trying to find who killed your brother.”
No response. Steven just looked over at the droning white noise of the television. Hardy stood, strode over and slammed it off.
“Hey!”
“Hey, yourself. I don’t care if you want to rot here in your room, but I’m trying to do a little good for Frannie at least, and if you know something that can help me I’m damn well gonna find out. Is watching your blank TV supposed to impress me with how tough you are? You don’t feel anything about Eddie? About anything, right?”
Hardy watched the kid’s bluff fade. He wasn’t really angry, had just let his voice get louder. Now he sat down again, pulled closer to the bed. “You know, the option is you can help me if you want.”
“I just don’t believe Eddie’s gone.”
Hardy folded his hands, exhaled, looked down. “Yeah,” he said, “that’s the tough part.”
“What do you mean you’re trying to find who killed Eddie? I thought he killed himself.”
“Why do you think that?”
The kid rolled his eyes up. Hardy reached down, grabbed Steven’s ankle and started squeezing. Hardy had a good grip. Steven tried to pull away but couldn’t do it.
Hardy forced a tight grip and spoke in a whisper. “Listen, you little shit, I do not need to take any high-school tough-guy attitude crap from you. Do you understand me?”