His brain jumped again. What had Eddie said about his boss- Polk at Army Distributing? Something about him and his wife and the business. Was it just that they were in some kind of trouble, or was that only what Big Ed remembered?
Across the cemetery, through the trees, a black limo was pulling slowly up the hill, leading another group of cars to another hole in the ground.
No, he was sure Eddie hadn’t said what it was. Big Ed kicked at the ground, then stood up. Goddamn, he thought. I should have listened to him, not argued with him. Maybe I’d have some idea now about the why of it all.
They’d laid the sod over Eddie’s grave. It was a good job, he noticed, all but seamless. As he’d done countless other times working at the Park, he walked the sod’s edge, pressing it into its bed. He wanted the grass over this grave to grow.
Nobody home.
No surprise there.
He put his books on the table adjacent to the front door and walked back to his bedroom.
Probably out do-gooding somewhere. Making Frannie feel better by taking her to lunch or a museum or a park. Never mind it’s my last day of finals, never mind how I might feel about Eddie being gone. Never mind anything about ol’ Steven.
And Eddie was gone. He was dead. Eddie dead. Say it say it say it.
She hadn’t made the bed again. Well, that experiment had certainly worked. Sure, Mom told him it was his job, but funny, it hadn’t been Eddie’s, or Mick’s. Or if it had been, they hadn’t done it and Mom had covered. But she didn’t cover for him. Not one time. And every day he left the bed unmade, hoping she’d come in, as he’d seen her do every day with his brothers in their room. She’d cluck disapprovingly-but then make the beds.
He turned on the television. Game shows. Give me a break. He couldn’t believe all the smiling and crapola for a couple of questions that he’d known every answer to since he was about six.
He and Eddie, testing each other on dumb things, but loving it:
What island is Tokyo on?
Name the Pharaoh who believed in one god. What was that god’s name?
Who was Alben Barkley?
What kind of books did Yogi Berra read on the road?
Yeah. Well, that was over.
He punched the remote and killed the sound. Watch a game show without sound someday if you want to see what they’re really all about.
So, he thought, summer vacation!
He pulled the window blinds up and looked out onto his backyard, with its orderly flowers and its fence that he and his dad would patch for the hundredth time in the next few weeks.
Back to the bed, into the drawer there next to it. Snap the switchblade-open and shut. And there was that guy’s card. What does the dart mean?
He closed the switchblade and laid it on his stomach, then crossed hands behind his head on the pillow. You think that guy Hardy was really doing something about Eddie? What could he do? Eddie was in the ground, so what could it matter?
He blinked hard, wiping a hand over a leaking eye. Standing up abruptly, switchblade in pocket, card in pocket, he went to the window again and stared at the fence. Pop was going to have to fix it himself. That wasn’t his summer.
He looked back at the unmade bed and nodded. That told him everything he needed to know. What a joke hanging around waiting for something to change. It was all right here to see if you opened your eyes.
It might be hot now, but he wouldn’t be tonight, so he grabbed a jacket and carried it outside over his shoulder. Uncle Jim crossed his mind-maybe he ought to go and talk to him? Sometimes he said a few things that made sense. Not always, but once in a while.
But he’d already walked two blocks down to 19th, which was the opposite direction anyway, and it would be just too much trouble-one last little fling at trying to salvage what he knew couldn’t be.
Time to grow up, Stevie.
He stood at the corner of Taraval and 19th, watching the traffic line up, waiting for the light, southbound. He stuck out his thumb.
Chapter Fourteen
ANOTHER BEAUTIFUL day. This was getting weird, Hardy thought as he opened the window in his bedroom to let in the fragrant air.
Eddie Cochran and Jane Fowler were playing tag around in his mind.
If someone had told him he would make love to his ex-wife ever again in his lifetime, he would have bet the ranch against it.
So here he is last night, wandering this house from office at the back to living room up front, wondering how it could have happened. And at how he felt now.
That, he supposed, was the thing. How can someone who he’d been with so intimately seem like an entirely différent person? Had she changed that much? Had he? Or had they both just forgotten?
They’d met at a party her father had thrown for her graduation from Columbia, to celebrate her return to San Francisco. Hardy had been hired for the night as a rent-a-cop, moonlighting, finishing out his last few months on the force before starting law school.
There had been some good years, he admitted. Diz in law school, thinking he was coasting after Vietnam and police work, married to the beautiful daughter of a judge.
Yes, he remembered, thank you. The memories had kept him up until dawn, which was why, when he’d finally slept, it had been until noon.
Now sitting at the kitchen table, sipping espresso, when the telephone on the kitchen wall rang, he bolted up, knocking over his coffee cup. He hoped it was Jane, forgetting that his number was unlisted and he had, intentionally, not given it to her.
“I don’t know,” Glitsky was saying. “The more I think about it, the more it bothers me.”
“It bothered me the first time.”
“That’s ’cause you’re a genius, Diz. Me, I’m just a street cop.”
“So you are looking into it?” The pause was a little too long. “Hey, Abe. Yo!”
“Yeah, I’m here.” Glitsky let out a long breath. “I had a talk with Griffin this morning.”
“A rare pleasure.”
“All too.”
“And what did the talk encompass?”
Hardy could imagine Glitsky’s face, angles sharpened by intensity. “I don’t know, Diz. The more I think about it, the harder time I have with it. It’s like I’m being set up.”
“For what?”
“Remember the politics we talked about?”
“Is Griffin part of that?”
“We’re both up for lieutenant.” As though that might mean something to Hardy.
“So?”
“So it’s Griffin’s case, no matter how I feel about it.”
“But he’s wrong.”
“He’s not necessarily wrong. You don’t get to homicide being wrong a lot.”
Hardy waited.
“Maybe he wants me to make a wave, then wipe out on it.”
Hardy’s kitchen window faced across the Avenues in the direction of downtown. The top of the Pyramid and a couple of other skyscrapers floated over Pacific Heights like mirages, shimmering silver against the deep-blue sky. “So why are you calling me?” he finally asked.
“You got something at stake here. I don’t.”
“I got zip,” Hardy said. “This is mostly a favor I’m doing for Moses.” Even as he said it, it didn’t ring very true.
“Okay, but I’ll be damned if I’m going to get officially involved, be wrong, and look like a horse’s ass.”
Hardy played reasonable. “Abe, don’t you think the whole might of the force would have a better chance of finding something than me by myself?”
Glitsky snorted. “I’m a professional investigator. I’ll be around to bounce things off.”
“Okay.” Hardy took a breath. “How ”bout this-I found out why Cruz might have lied.“
He ran it down, though it, too, seemed somehow flimsier in the daylight. Glitsky evidently shared that feeling. “People lie, especially to cops. You know that. Doesn’t mean they kill.”
“I never said it did.”
Glitsky sighed again, loudly into Hardy’s ear. “You know Griffin’s report wasn’t completely worthless, don’t you?”