"Writer-Boy," Loris said softly, "don't get independent, Writer-Boy. You were big stuff once, she tells me, but the war's over now. You do as you're told, Writer-Boy, and you'll be all right."
Then he hit me. His eyes gave no warning at all-if the man knows his business, they don't. I shouldn't have been watching his eyes, anyway, but I was still full of peacetime trust and good fellowship. In peacetime, people don't haul off and poke in you in the diaphragm for no reason at all, and they don't crack you across the back of the neck as you double up, or kick you in the side as you hit the floor..
"Just a sample, Writer-Boy. Just do as you're told. You'll be all right."
His voice reached me only dimly. I wasn't interested in his conversation. I was concentrating on making it look good. The blow just below the breastbone, while half-paralyzing, made a good excuse for bringing my hands to my midsection as I lay curled up on the floor, writhing in agony with my best Grade A writhe. One hand got the shirt open and the other got a firm grip on the butt of the Woodsman pistol. I heard him move towards the door. The doorknob rattled. I sat up with the gun in my hand and aimed it carefully at the place where his spine joined his skull. He never even looked around. A darning needle will kill in that spot, let alone a.22 bullet. -
I sighed and lowered the pistol, watched the door close behind him, and listened to his footsteps dying away outside. He'd keep. I had enough dead bodies on the premises already. I got up slowly, and glanced at Tina. Her posture was a little peculiar. She'd slipped the glossy, satin-lined mink stole off her shoulders and was holding it, with both hands, as a bullfighter would hold his cape. Obviously she'd been prepared to fling it over my head to blind me, if she thought I was really going to shoot. It occurred to me that she was getting more mileage out of those furs, in more different ways, than the furrier had ever dreamed of.
She shook her head quickly. "Chйri, don't look like that. We need him."
"I don't need him," I said. "I plan to do without him, completely, as soon as it can be conveniently arranged. And I don't need you, either, sweetheart. Goodbye."
She looked at me for a moment. Then she shrugged and threw the minks back around her shoulders. "If that is how you want it," she said. "If you are quite sure that is how you want it."
I looked at her narrowly. "Spell it out, Tina."
"I would think carefully, amigo mio. I would not let my intelligence be warped by the jealous actions of one big fool." She moved her hand casually towards the bathroom door. "There is still that to consider."
Slowly, I put the.22 back under my belt. "I think," I said, "it's about time you told me what this is all about. Who was Barbara Herrera, what was she up to here in Santa Fe, and why did Mac order her killed? How does he get away with killing people in peacetime, anyway?" I grimaced. "When you've finished that little chore, you can go on to tell me why she had to be killed in my studio with my gun…" I broke off. Tina was laughing. I said, "What's so damn funny?"
"You are, Liebchen," she said, reaching out to pat my cheek. "You wiggle so amusingly, like the fish on the hook."
"Go on," I said, when she paused.
She smiled into my eyes. "But it is your studio, my dear, and your gun. And you heard Loris, all the dead girl's belongings are now in your truck. And if I walk out and leave you now, it's your baby."
"Go on," I said.
"I'm afraid you don't appreciate me, chйri," she said. "It was really very nice of me to come back to help you. I would not have done it for anyone else. Loris knows it; that's what makes him wild with jealousy… Of course, you can make things easier for us, if you cooperate." She laughed at me, softly. "Think, Eric! A writer-an unstable person, of course-reports finding a pretty girl, whom he just met at a cocktail party, with whom he was heard to discuss an assignation after the party… this girl he now claims to have discovered shot to death, oh, much to his surprise, in his private writing place. But who will believe his astonishment and horror? The murder gun is his! Come now, come now, Mr. Helm"-her voice deepened and took on a masculine quality-' 'we are all men of the world here! Why don't you just admit that you slipped Miss Herrera the studio key and told her to wait for you, you'd be out-to read her manuscript, of course!-as soon as your wife was asleep… That's what they'll say to you," Tina murmured, still smiling, "if you call the police. And what will you say, my dear?"
There was a little silence. She found cigarettes in her purse. I let her light her own. When she looked at me again, the smile was gone; and when she spoke, her voice was low and intense.
"What will you say, Eric? The war is a long time ago. How long does it take to forget? Thirty years, twenty, or perhaps only fifteen or twelve? There was never any oath of silence, was there; never any stupid oath of loyalty? Mac always said that the person who needed to swear an oath was the person who would break that oath. We fought together at Kronheim, Eric. We loved together. Will you give me to the police now?"
She waited. I didn't speak; it was her show. She drew on her cigarette and blew out the smoke in that proud, surprised way that almost all women use, that looks as if they're forever congratulating themselves on not strangling on the stuff.
She looked at me, and murmured: "I take back the threats, my dear, and apologize for them. For you, there are no threats. I will tell you: I killed this girl, I, Madeleine Loris, Tina, killed her. Under orders, I killed her, because she deserved to die, because her death was thought necessary to prevent another death, perhaps more than one-but I killed her. We guessed, after she talked to you so long, that she might come here to wait for you; we got here first. It was a gamble, and we won. Loris was waiting behind the door. It is the one thing he knows, and he does it well. But she was still alive when he carried her in there. It was I who found your pistol-the only locked drawer in the place, chйn, and what a pitiful little lock!-and it was I who shot her to death, as she had shot others. Do you think she carried a knife and gun for adornment? Do you think we are the only ones who know how to kill?" Tina drew herself up. "But call your police and I will tell them, I will confess my crime. I will not make you pay for it. And I will go to the electric chair, and -I will not talk, because I do not need an oath of silence to keep my lips forever sealed. But I will remember that you, who send me to my death now, were once the only man I ever worked with, whom I wanted to… to play with, afterwards. But I will not hate you. I will only remember that beautiful week in London, so long ago..
Her voice stopped. She drew on her cigarette again, and smiled at me pleasantly. "I'm pretty good, don't you think, baby? I should be in the movies."
I drew a deep breath. "You should be anywhere but in my studio, damn you. Where's a rag so I can mop my eyes, and what do you want me to do?"
I mean, no matter what heart-throbs she'd put into it, what she'd said was quite true. I couldn't very well give her to the police, and I couldn't talk. It didn't leave me much choice.