He'd hardly gone out of sight when Loris appeared at the head of the short flight of stairs that led to the rear of the hotel, whatever might be there. He was yawning. He needed a shave, but with my beard,I was hardly in a position to criticize. I'd forgotten how big he was. He looked tremendously solid, standing there above me, and handsome in a bull-like way. The place was lousy with handsome young men. I felt old as the Sangre de Cristo peaks above the town, ugly as an adobe wall, and mean as a prairie rattlesnake. I'd driven four hundred miles in the truck since yesterday morning and five hundred miles in the Plymouth since last night, but it didn't matter. Weariness just served to anesthetize my conscience, if 1 had one, which wasn't likely. Mac had done his best to amputate it long ago. It was, he said, a handicap in our line of business.
Loris looked down and saw me. He wasn't very good. His eyes widened with recognition, and he glanced quickly towards the phone booths in the corner. Obviously his first impulse was to report this development and ask for advice.
I shook my head minutely, and made a slight gesture toward the street. Then I picked up the magazine I'd been pretending to read for an hour and a half, but I was aware that it took him several seconds to start moving again. He wasn't a lightning brain, by a long shot. I was counting on that.
He came down the steps and walked past me, hesitated, and went on out the front door. I got up casually and followed him. He was kind of shuffling his feet outside, moving off to the left slowly while waiting to see if I was coming. Now that I was here, he didn't want to lose me, even if he didn't quite know what to do with me. I wasn't supposed to be here this early.
He kept going, looking back to see that I was following, moving in the direction of the Santa Fe River, at this time of year a small trickle of water running over sand and rocks between high banks; in places the banks were reinforced by stone floodwalls. I've seen times when it came over the banks and walls and caused considerable local excitement. Along the river was a narrow green park with grass and trees and picnic tables; and the streets of the town went, over the stream on low, arched bridges, like giant culverts. Loris got to the park and headed upstream, cutting across the grass, past the picnic tables, obviously looking for a place where we could have a little privacy. He wanted enough privacy, I guessed, to be able to knock me around a bit, if necessary. It would be what came naturally into his mind.
I followed him, keeping my eyes on his broad back, hating him. I could afford to hate him now. There was no longer any need for calmness and clear thinking. I'd flushed him out of cover, I had him in the open, and I could think of Betsy, and of Beth waiting at home without sleep. I could even think, if I wanted to be petty, of a poke I'd once taken in the solar plexus, of a crack across the neck and a kick in the ribs. I could add up the balance sheet on Mr. Frank Loris and find, not much to my surprise, that there wasn't any really good reason for the guy to keep on living.
He picked the spot as well, as I could have picked it myself, in broad daylight with the town coming awake around us and all the law-abiding citizens hurrying off to their law-abiding jobs. He ducked down the bank, jumped from rock to rock down there, and vanished under a bridge. I slid down after him.
It was medium dark under the bridge. We had a wide street with sidewalks above us, and in the center the light had quite a ways to travel from the half-moonshaped openings at either end. The river made a little trickle of sound to my right as I walked towards him. He'd stopped to wait for me. As I came up, he was saying something. His attitude was impatient and bullying. I suppose he was asking what the hell I was doing there, and telling me what would happen to me or to Betsy if I was trying to pull something..
I didn't hear the words, maybe because of the sound of the river, maybe because I simply wasn't listening. There was nothing he had to say that I had to hear. There were a couple of cars going past overhead. It was as good a time as any. I took out the gun and shot him five times in the chest.
CHAPTER 28
IT could have been done more neatly, but they were small bullets and he was a big man and I wanted to be sure. He looked very surprised-so surprised that he never moved at all in the time it took me to empty half a ten-shot clip. There was a gun of some kind under his armpit; I could see the bulge of it through his coat. He never reached for it. Me was a muscle man. They can seldom be trained to think in terms of weapons. He put down his head and charged, reaching for me with his big hands. I sidestepped and tripped him.
He went down and didn't get up again. The wheezy breath from his punctured lungs wasn't very pleasant to listen to. If he'd been a deer, I'd have put a quick one into his neck to cut it short, but you're not supposed to dispense that kind of mercy to human beings. Anyway, I didn't want the body to display any bullet-holes in the wrong places. Mac would want a reasonable story to give to the newspapers.
Loris collapsed and rolled over on his side. I reached down and took the revolver from under his armpit. It was a huge weapon, just the sort of hand cannon I'd expected him to lug around and then forget completely when he might have some use for it. It was wet with his blood. I carried it to the bridge opening, and stepped back quickly as I heard someone come running and sliding down the rocks towards me.
It was the Boy Scout in the gray suit. He charged in with drawn, short-barreled revolver in his hand. I suppose it took courage, and maybe that's the way you have to do it when you wear a badge and think a citizen's life may be at stake, but it seemed reckless and impractical to me.
"Drop it," I said from the shadows.
He started to turn, but checked himself. "Helm?"
"Drop it," I said. He'd be the kind to get excited and officious at the sight of a body full of bullet-holes.
''But-''
"Mister," I said softly, "drop it. I won't tell you again." I was beginning to shake just a little. Maybe it showed in my voice. The revolver dropped into the sand. I said, "Now step away from it." He did as he was told. I said, "Now turn around."
He turned and looked at me. "What the hell's got into you? I thought I heard shots-" A harsh, rattling sound made him look upstream. Apparently Loris was still alive. The guy in the gray suit looked that way, shocked. "Why," he said, "you crazy fool-"
I asked, "What were your instructions concerning me?"
"I was told to give you all the assistance-"
"Calling me names doesn't assist me much," I said. "You used us to finger the man!" he protested. "To point him out to you, so you could deliberately shoot him down!"
"What did you think I was going to do, kiss him on the cheek?"
He said, stiffly, "I realize how you must feel, Mr. Helm, with your little girl missing, but this kind of private justice-"
I said, "You're the only one talking about justice."
"Anyway, alive he might have led us to-"
"He'd have led us nowhere useful," I said. "He was dumb, but not that dumb. And he couldn't have been made to talk. Men like that have no imagination and no nervous system to work on. But he could, if something went wrong, have got to Betsy and harmed her. It's the only way he'd have led us to her, and we'd have had to wait until the last minute to make sure he was going to the right place. We might not have been able to stop him in time. Given a chance-and you'd have insisted on giving him a chance-he could have been a hard man to stop. I can do better with him out of the way." I glanced upstream. "I suppose you'll want to call an ambulance, since he's still breathing. Tell the doctor to be real careful. We wouldn't want him to live."
The young man in the gray suit looked distressed at my callousness. "Mr. Helm, you simply cannot take the law into your own hands."