“I shall be extremely cross any minute now if you don’t hurry up and get on with it.”
“Yes. Right. Well, you know I take the tray with all the shaving things on at the end of the play. There was something odd about it on the first night.”
“Yes?”
“That’s it, I’m afraid. I told you it was vague.”
“Very vague indeed.”
“I knew you’d be cross.”
“I am not cross,” said Barnaby with an ogrish grin. “All the usual things were there, I take it?”
“Yes. Soap in wooden dish. China bowl with hot water. Shaving brush. Closed razor. Towel.”
“Placed any differently?” David shook his head. “Different soap, perhaps?”
“No. It’s never used actually, so we’ve kept the same piece, Imperial Leather, all the way through rehearsals.” “In that case, David,” said Barnaby rather tersely, “I’m at a bit of a loss to see what was so odd about it.”
“I know. That’s why I hesitated to tell you. But when I picked the tray up from the props table, I definitely got that feeling.”
“Perhaps then it was something on the table?” asked Barnaby, his interest quickening. “In the wrong position. Or maybe something that shouldn’t have been there at all?” David shook his head. “No. It was to do with the tray.”
“Well”—Barnaby got to his feet dismissively—“keep mulling it over. It could be important. Ring me if anything clicks.”
Colin thrust out his hand, and the strength of his gratitude for Barnaby’s white lies could be felt in the firm grip. “I’m very, very sorry, Tom, to have been so much bother.”
They left then, and Barnaby stood at his office door and watched them, David striding forward looking straight ahead, Colin loping alongside in a cloud of relief so dense it was almost tangible. As they went through the exit, Colin, careful not to sound incredulous, said, “But why Deidre?”
And Barnaby heard David reply, “Because she needs me more than anyone else ever will. And because I love her.”
Deidre walked up the drive toward the Walker Memorial Hospital for Psychiatric Disorders, the dog trotting at her heels. On being informed by Barnaby that he was being kept in one of the police kennels until she claimed him, Deidre had called there on her way to the hospital to put the record straight. The nice blond policewoman was in reception and asked how Deidre was feeling. Deidre asked in her turn after the constable who rescued her father, then the policewoman lifted the counter flap, said, “Through here,” and disappeared. Deidre, murmuring “The trouble is, you see,” followed.
The kennels were really large cages and held three dogs. Two lay mopingly on the earthen floor, the third leaped to its paws and moved eagerly forward. Deidre, repeating “The trouble is, you see,” looked down at the questing black nose and soft muzzle pressed against the wire mesh. The tail was wagging so fast it was just a brown blur. Policewoman Brierley was unfastening the padlock. Now was the time to explain. Afterward, trying to understand why she hadn’t, Deidre decided it was all the dog’s fault.
If he had whined or complained or yapped or reacted in any other way but the way that he had, she was sure her heart could have been hardened. But what she couldn’t handle was his simple confidence. There was no doubt at all in his eyes. Here she was at last, and off they would be going. And didn’t she owe him something? reasoned Deidre, recalling the terrible night when he had been her father’s only companion.
“Got his lead?”
“Oh … no … I came straight from the Barnabys’. I haven’t been home yet.”
“Shouldn’t really take him without a lead.” She was replacing the lock. Deidre looked at the dog. His expression of dawning dismay was terrible to behold.
“It’ll be all right,” she said hurriedly. “He’s very well-trained. He’s a good dog.”
PW Brierley shrugged. “Okay. If you say so …” and opened the cage. The dog ran out, jumped up at Deidre, and started licking her hands. She signed a form for his release and they left the station together and entered the High Street. The cobbler’s had some brightly colored leads and collars, and Deidre chose one of scarlet leather with a little bell. As she bent down to put it on, the man behind the counter said, “D’you want a disc for him? In case he gets lost? Do one while you wait.”
“Oh, yes—please.” Already, barely minutes into dog ownership, Deidre could not bear the thought of him getting lost. She gave her address and telephone number.
“And his name?”
“His name?” She thought frantically as the man stood with the drill buzzing ready. All sorts of common or garden dog’s names came to mind, none of them suitable. He was certainly no Fido or Rover. Nor even a Gyp or Bob. Then she remembered the day center where she had first seen him and the name came. “Sunny,” she cried. “He’s called Sunny.” The man engraved “Sunny,” added the other details, and Deidre fixed the disc to the collar.
Now, arriving at the main hospital entrance, she wondered what to do with him. “You can’t go inside,” she said. “You’ll have to wait.” He listened closely. She tied his lead around an iron foot-scraper and said, “Sit.” To her surprise, he immediately lowered his ginger rump to the floor and sat. She patted him, said, “Good dog,” and went indoors.
She was immediately engulfed in a series of labyrinthine corridors and started walking with a heavy heart. When she had been told, on ringing the general hospital to inquire when she could visit, that her father had been transferred to “the Walker,” she had been horrified. The brooding soot-encrusted Victorian pile of bricks had always been known locally as the fruit-and-nut house, and, as a child, she had luridly imagined it inhabited by chained people in white robes, raving and shrieking, like poor Mrs. Rochester in Jane Eyre.
The reality was different. So quiet. As Deidre continued on past several pairs of swing doors looking for the Alice Kennedy-Baker ward you could have believed the place to be deserted. Thick, shiny linoleum the color of cooked veal muffled every footfall. The walls were dirty yellow, the paint cracked and peeling, and the radiators, though giving out powerful blasts of heat, were scabbed with rust.
But all these things, though depressing, were nothing compared to the deadening pall of despair that permeated the atmosphere. Deidre felt it choking her lungs like noisome fog. It smelled of stale old vegetables and stale old people. Of urine and fish and, most profusely, of the sickly synthetic lavender that had been aerosoled everywhere in a futile attempt at aping normal domesticity. A nurse, crackling by in white and sugar-bag blue, asked her if she was lost, then pointed her in the right direction.
The Kennedy-Baker ward appeared to be empty but for a West Indian nurse sitting at a small table in the center by a telephone. She got up as Deidre entered and said the patients were in the sun lounge. She explained why Deidre had not been consulted over the decision to transfer her father. Apparently there was no question of permission being sought. He was being admitted to the Walker for his own safety and that of others. If Deidre wished to speak to the doctor in charge of his case, an appointment could be made.
“Your father’s feeling very well, though, dear,” she added as she led Deidre to the sun lounge, a bulbous growth on the far end of the ward. “Quite tip-top.”
The lounge had a gray-stained haircord carpet, assorted shabby chairs, and an ill-conceived and poorly executed oil painting of its benefactress in true electric blue gazing munificently down at the assembled company. There were five people in the room; three elderly women, a young man, and Mr. Tibbs, who was sitting by the window wearing unfamiliar pajamas and a violently patterned dressing gown surely designed to stimulate rather than to soothe.