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Suddenly he was aware of a familiar figure approaching him across the square.

'Hullo! said Paul.

'Hullol' said Otto Silenus. He was carrying on his shoulder a shapeless knapsack of canvas.

'Why don't you give that to one of the boys? They'll take it for a few drachmas.

'I have no money. Will you pay him?

'Yes

'All right! Then that will be best. I suppose you are staying with Margot?

'I'm staying at her house. She's in England.

'That's a pity. I hoped I should find her here. Still I will stay for a little, I think. Will there be room for me?

'I suppose so. I'm all alone here.

'I have changed my mind. I think, after all, I will marry Margot.

'I'm afraid it's too late.

'Too late?

'Yes, she married someone else.

'I never thought of that. Oh well, it doesn't matter really. Whom did she marry? That sensible Maltravers?

'Yes, he's changed his name now. He's called Viscount Metroland.

'What a funny name!

They walked up the hill together. 'I've just been to Greece to see the buildings there, said Professor Silenus.

'Did you like them?

'They are unspeakably ugly. But there were some nice goats. I thought they sent you to prison.

'Yes, they did, but I got out.

'Yes, you must have, I suppose. Wasn't it nice?

'Not terribly.

'Funny! I thought it would suit you so well. You never can tell with people, can you, what's going to suit them?

Margot's servants did not seem surprised at the arrival of another guest.

'I think I shall stay here a long time, said Professor Silenus after dinner. 'I have no money left. Are you going soon?

'Yes, I'm going back to Oxford again to learn theology.

'That will be a good thing. You used not to have a moustache, used you? he asked after a time.

'No, said Paul. 'I'm just growing one now. I don't want people to recognize me when I go back to England.

'I think it's uglier, said Professor Silenus. 'Well, I must go to bed.

'Have you slept any better lately?

'Twice since I saw you. It's about my average. Good night.

Ten minutes later he came back on to the terrace, wearing silk pyjamas and a tattered old canvas dressing-gown.

'Can you lend me a nail file? he asked.

'There's one on my dressing‑table.

'Thank you. But he did not go. Instead he walked to the parapet and leant out, looking across the sea. 'It's a good thing for you to be a clergyman, he said at last. 'People get ideas about a thing they call life. It sets them all wrong. I think it's poets that are responsible chiefly. Shall I tell you about life?

'Yes, do, said Paul politely.

'Well, it's like the big wheel at Luna Park. Havc you seen the big wheel?

'No, I'm afraid not.

'You pay five francs and go into a room with tiers of seats all round, and in the centre the floor is made of a great disc of polished wood that revolves quickly. At first you sit down and watch the others. They are all trying to sit in the wheel, and they keep getting flung off, and that makes them laugh, and you laugh too. It's great fun.

'I don't think that sounds very much like life, said Paul rather sadly.

'Oh, but it is, though. You see, the nearer you can get to the hub of the wheel the slower it is moving and the easier it is to stay on. There's generally someone in the centre who stands up and sometimes does a sort of dance. Often he's paid by the management, though, or, at any rate, he's allowed in free. Of course at the very centre there's a point completely at rest, if one could only find it: I'm not sure I am not very near that point myself. Of course the professional men get in the way. Lots of people just enjoy scrambling on and being whisked off and scrambling on again. How they all shriek and giggle! Then there are others, like Margot, who sit as far out as they can and hold on for dear life and enjoy that. But the whole point about the wheel is that you needn't get on it at all, if you don't want to. People get hold of ideas about life, and that makes them think they've got to join in the game, even if they don't enjoy it. It doesn't suit everyone.

'People don't see that when they say «life» they mean two different things. They can mean simply existence, with its physiological implications of growth and organic change. They can't escape that ‑ even by death, but because that's inevitable they think the other idea of life is too ‑ the scrambling and excitement and bumps and the effort to get to the middle, and when we do get to the middle, it's just as if we never started. It's so odd.

'Now you're a person who was clearly meant to stay in the seats and sit still and if you get bored watch the others. Somehow you got on to the wheel, and you got thrown off again at once with a hard bump. It's all right for Margot, who can cling on, and for me, at the centre, but you're static. Instead of this absurd division into sexes they ought to class people as static and dynamic. There's a real distinction there, though I can't tell you how it comes. I think we're probably two quite different species spiritually.

'I used that idea of the wheel in a cinema film once. I think it rather sounds like it, don't you? What was it I came back for?

'A nail file.

'Oh yes, of course. I know of no more utterly boring and futile occupation than generalizing about life. Did you take in what I was saying?

'Yes, I think so.

'I think I shall have my meals alone in future. Will you tell the servants? It makes me feel quite ill to talk so much. Good night.

'Good night, said Paul.

* * *

Some months later Paul returned to Scone College after the absence of little more than a year. His death, though depriving him of his certificates, left him his knowledge. He sat successfully for smalls and Matriculation and entered his old college once more, wearing a commoner's gown and a heavy cavalry moustache. This and his natural diffidence formed a complete disguise. Nobody recognized him. After much doubt and deliberation he retained the name of Pennyfeather, explaining to the Chaplain that he had, he believed, had a distant cousin at Scone a short time ago.

'He came to a very sad end, said the Chaplain, 'a wild young man.

'He was a very distant cousin, said Paul hastily.

'Yes, yes, I am sure he was. There is no resemblance between you. He was a thoroughly degenerate type, I am afraid.

Paul's scout also remembered the name.

'There used to be another Mr Pennyfeather on this staircase once, he said, 'a very queer gentleman indeed. Would you believe it, sir, he used to take off all his clothes and go out and dance in the quad at night. Nice quiet gentleman, too, he was, except for his dancing. He must have been a little queer in his head, I suppose. I don't know what became of him. They say he died in prison. Then he procceded to tell Paul about an Annamese student who had attempted to buy one of the Senior Tutor's daughters.

On the second Sunday of term the Chaplain asked Paul to breakfast. 'It's a sad thing, he said, 'the way that the 'Varsity breakfast ‑ «brekker» we used to call it in my day ‑ is dying out. People haven't time for it. Always off to lectures at nine o'clock, except on Sundays. Have another kidney, won't you?