When the train settled into Penn Station, he asked her if they might have lunch sometime.
You’re the sexiest man I’ve ever met.
That’s what Lucinda whispered to him on the train.
SEVEN
Okay,” Winston said, “okay. Seven players who hit forty or more home runs with eleven letters in their last name.”
“Yastrzemski,” Charles answered, immediately going for the local boy made good, the BoSox star who’d been raised on a Long Island potato farm.
“Okay,” Winston said. “That’s one.”
Winston Boyko. Mailroom employee. Baseball fan. General raconteur.
He’d been stepping into Charles’s office ever since he’d spied Charles in his faded Yankees T-shirt.
Charles had asked him if he wanted anything, and he’d said, Yes, the starting lineup of the 1978 Yankees, including DH.
Charles had gotten every one with the exception of Jim Spencer — first baseman — and that, more or less, had started a friendship. Of sorts.
Charles couldn’t tell you where Winston lived or what his middle name was, or even if he had a girlfriend or wife. It was a let’s-talk-baseball-trivia kind of friendship, a relationship conducted in the ten minutes a day Winston delivered the mail — once in the morning, once in the afternoon.
Right now, it was morning and Winston was grinning because Charles was having trouble coming up with any additions to the great Yaz.
Killebrew — sorry, nine letters.
Petrocelli — good guess, only ten.
“How about you give me till this afternoon?” Charles asked.
“You mean so you can look it up on-line and then pretend you didn’t?”
“Yes.”
“Okay,” Winston said, “sure.”
Winston wasn’t your average mailroom employee. For one thing, he was white. For another thing, he was easily smart enough to be writing copy.
Charles had wondered on more than one occasion why he’d ended up delivering office mail — but he’d never asked him. They weren’t that kind of buddies.
On the other hand, you never knew. Wasn’t Winston looking at him with a hint of genuine concern?
“You okay, chief?” he asked him.
“Sure. I’m fine.”
Only he wasn’t fine. He’d been handed a pain reliever account from Eliot, his boss and betrayer. By note, too—“Till something better comes along,” he’d written at the bottom of the page. Only when was that going to be?
And he was thinking about what he was going to be doing for lunch today. Who he’d be having lunch with. The woman with the luminous eyes.
And Charles thought: I have never cheated on Deanna.
Not once.
Not that he hadn’t been tempted here and there. Sorely tempted, sometimes experiencing actual physical symptoms not unlike the warning signs of a heart attack — a faint sweat, a dull ache in the chest, a slight nausea. It’s just that whenever he contemplated going further, he experienced the very same symptoms.
Only worse.
The problem was that he looked at infidelity pretty much the way he imagined Deanna did—not as a fling, but as a betrayal. And betrayal was the kind of word he associated with Benedict Arnold and the 1919 Black Sox. The kind of act that gets you either banned or executed. Besides, he was sure that he loved his wife. That he loved at least the constant unalterable presence of her.
Then again, this was before life betrayed him. Before he started dreaming about life in a more Charles-friendly universe.
“You look kind of sick,” Winston said. “I’m worried it might be contagious.”
“It’s not.” You couldn't catch what he had, could you?
“That’s what Dick Lembergh said.”
“Dick Lembergh? Who’s that?”
“Nobodynow. He’s dead.”
“Thank you. That’s comforting,” Charles said.
“I’ll give you a hint,” Winston said.
“Ahint? ”
“About the other six players. Three of them were American Leaguers.”
“Why didn’t you say three of them were National Leaguers?”
“Hey, you're good. ”
Winston might not have a blue-collar mind, but he had a workingman’s body. That is, he looked like he could beat you up if he ever felt like it. He had a tattoo on his upper arm — AB, it said.
A mistake I made, he'd once told Charles.
Getting the tattoo?
Nah. Dating that girl — Amanda Barnes. I like the tat.
“By the way,” he said now, straightening up to leave, “I’m not a hundred percent sure if it’s seven players with eleven letters in their last names or eleven players with seven letters in their last names. A guy told it to me in a bar around two in the morning, so it’s anybody’s guess.”
They met at an Italian restaurant on 56th and Eighth where it was reputed that Frank Sinatra used to eat on occasion.
Lucinda was dressed for success — if success was making Charles’s eyes water with adoration and arousal. A silk V-neck blouse that didn’t hang, drape, or cover — it clung.
Of course, it could have simply been nerves he was feeling. It was like having lunch with a supplier, neither one exactly sure what to expect.
So Charles asked her what any friendly business acquaintance might ask another. What her husband did.
“Play golf,” said Lucinda of the lovely eyes.
“For a living?”
“I hope not.”
“How long have you been . . . ?”
“Married? Long enough to have to think about it. And you?”
“Eighteen years,” Charles said. He didn’t have to think about it — didn’t particularly want to think about it, either. On the other hand, wasn’t talking about their spouses a sign that nothing untoward was going on here, that everything was pretty much innocent?
“Eighteen years ago I was in grade school,” Lucinda said.
He’d wondered how old she was — around thirty, he guessed.
“So,” Lucinda asked him, “any new backstabbings to report?”
“Well, I have a new account.”
“Yes?”
“An aspirin. Recommended by doctors two to one over other aspirins.”
“That’s great.”
“Except doctors don’t recommend aspirin anymore. But if they did . . .”
“So what are you going to . . . ?”
“I don’t know. It’s a headache.”
Lucinda laughed. Lucinda had thin wrists and tapered fingers that she used to brush her thick dark hair out of her eyes — one eye, actually. He thought of Veronica Lake in This Gun for Hire.
“How did you get into . . . ?”
“Advertising? Nobody knows how they get into advertising. It’s a mystery. Suddenly, you just are.”
“Kind of like marriage, huh?”
“Marriage? I don’t follow.”
“Well, believe it or not, I can’t remember actually wanting to get married. I don’t even remember saying yes. I must’ve, though.”
She twisted her diamond ring as if to make sure it was actually there — that she was, in fact, married. Maybe it was Charles’s charm that was making her forget?
“Your husband. Did you meet him in Texas?” Charles asked.
“No. I smoked pot in Texas. And hung out in backseats.”
“Oh, right — I forgot — you were a juvenile delinquent.”