"My apologies. I give you fair greeting, my lady," Gareth said calmly.
"I was told I would find you here in your garden." He glanced at the small group still gathered beneath the apple tree. "I have already made the acquaintance of young William.
Will you introduce me to the lady seated beside him and to the other members of your household?"
"Of course," Clare said stiffly. She rattled off the introductions.
Joanna studied Gareth with assessing interest. "Welcome to Desire, my lord."
"Thank you, madam." Gareth inclined his head. "It is good to know that I am welcomed here by some. Rest assured that I shall endeavor to meet as many of my lady's requirements as possible."
Clare flushed and motioned quickly to a reluctant-looking Dalian.
"Welcome to Desire, sir," Dalian muttered. He looked mutinous but he wisely kept a civil tongue.
Gareth raised one brow. "Thank you, master minstrel. I shall look forward to hearing your songs.
I should tell you now that I have very specific preferences in music."
"Have you, sir?" Dalian asked, tight-lipped.
"Aye. I do not care for songs about ladies who are seduced by knights other than their wedded lords."
Dalian bristled. "Lady Clare delights in songs that tell of the love affairs of ladies and their devoted knights, sir. She finds them very exciting."
"Does she, indeed?" Gareth arched a brow.
Clare felt herself grow warm. She knew that she was turning a bright shade of pink. "I am told that such ballads are very popular at the finest courts throughout Christendom."
"Personally, I have seldom found it either necessary or convenient to follow the latest fashion," Gareth said. He gave the small crowd a cool, deliberate look. "I trust you will all excuse your lady and me. We wish to converse in private."
"Of course." Joanna rose to her feet. Then she smiled at Gareth. "We shall see you at supper. Come along, William."
William hopped off the bench. He grinned at Gareth. "Is the Window of Hell very heavy, Sir Gareth?"
"Aye."
"Do you think that I could lift it if I tried?"
Joanna frowned at him. "Certainly not, William. Do not even suggest such a thing. Swords are very dangerous and extremely heavy. You are much too delicate for such weapons."
William looked crestfallen.
Gareth looked down at him. "I do not doubt that you could lift a sword, William."
William beamed.
"Why don't you ask Sir Ulrich if you can examine his sword?" Gareth suggested. "It is just as heavy as the Window of Hell."
"Is it?" William looked intrigued by that information. "I shall go and ask him at once."
Joanna looked horrified. "I do not think that is at all wise."
"You may be at ease, Lady Joanna," Gareth said. "Sir Ulrich has had a great deal of experience with such matters. He will not allow William to hurt himself."
"Are you quite certain it is safe?"
"Aye. Now, if you do not mind, madam, I would like to speak with Lady Clare."
Joanna hesitated, obviously torn. Then good manners took over. "Forgive me, sir. I did not wish to be rude." She hurried off after her son.
Clare bit back her annoyance. Now was probably not the best moment to inform Gareth that Joanna did not want William encouraged in his growing enthusiasm for all things pertaining to knighthood. She tapped her toe impatiently as the others took their leave.
Dalian lingered a moment, giving Clare an urgent, searching glance. He looked frightened but determined.
Clare frowned and quickly shook her head once in a small negative gesture. The last thing she wanted was for Dalian to attempt to be her champion in this awkward situation. The young troubadour stood no chance against the Hellhound of Wyckmere.
When they were alone in the garden, Clare turned to face Gareth. He no longer stank of sweat and steel, but the rose-scented soap he had recently used did not disguise that other essence, the one that smelled so right to her.
She could not help but notice that even though he had discarded hauberk and helm, he did not appear any smaller than he had earlier.
Clare was forced to acknowledge that it was not his physical size, intimidating as that was, which made him seem so large and so very formidable. It was something else, something that had to do with the aura of self-mastery and clear-minded intelligence that radiated from him.
This man would make a very dangerous adversary, Clare thought. Or a very strong, very loyal friend.
But what kind of lover would such a man prove to be?
The question, unbidden and deeply unsettling, had a shattering effect on her.
To cover her strange reaction, Clare sat down quickly on the stone bench. "I trust my servants have made you comfortable, sir."
"Very comfortable." Gareth sniffed a couple of times, as if testing the air. "I seem to smell of roses at the moment, but I expect the odor will soon fade."
Clare set her teeth. She could not tell if he was complaining, jesting, or merely remarking upon the fragrance. "The rose-perfumed soaps are among our most profitable wares, sir. The recipe is my own invention. We sell great quantities to the London merchants who come to the spring fair in Seabern."
He inclined his head. "That knowledge will greatly increase my appreciation of my bath."
"No doubt." She mentally braced herself. "There was something you wished to discuss with me, sir?"
"Aye. Our marriage."
Clare flinched, but she did not fall off the bench. Under the circumstances, she considered that a great accomplishment. "You are very direct about matters, sir."
He looked mildly surprised. "I see no point in being otherwise."
"Nor do I. Very well, sir, let me be blunt. In spite of your efforts to establish yourself in everyone's eyes as the sole suitor for my hand, I must tell you again that your expectations are unrealistic."
"Nay, madam," Gareth said very quietly. "Tis your expectations that are unrealistic. I read the letter you sent to Lord Thurston. It is obvious you hope to marry a phantom, a man who does not exist. I fear you must settle for something less than perfection."
She lifted her chin. "You think that no man can be found who suits my requirements?"
"I believe that we are both old enough and wise enough to know that marriage is a practical matter. It has nothing to do with the passions that the troubadours make so much of in their foolish ballads."
Clare clasped her hands together very tightly. "Kindly do not condescend to lecture me on the subject of marriage, sir. I am only too well aware that in my case it is a matter of duty, not desire. But in truth, when I composed my recipe for a husband, I did not believe that I was asking for so very much."
"Mayhap you will discover enough good points in me to satisfy you, madam."
Clare blinked. "Do you actually believe that?"
"I would ask you to examine closely what I have to offer. I think that I can meet a goodly portion of your requirements."
She surveyed him from head to toe. "You most definitely do not meet my requirements in the matter of size."
"Concerning my size, as I said earlier, there is little I can do about it, but I assure you I do not generally rely upon it to obtain my ends."
Clare gave a ladylike snort of disbelief.
"Tis true. I prefer to use my wits rather than muscle whenever possible."
"Sir, I shall be frank. I want a man of peace for this isle. Desire has never known violence. I intend to keep things that way. I do not want a husband who thrives on the sport of war."
He looked down at her with an expression of surprise. "I have no love of violence or war."
Clare raised her brows. "Are you going to tell me that you have no interest in either? You, who carry a sword with a terrible name? You, who wear a reputation as a destroyer of murderers and thieves?"