Desperate, she had arrived on Clare's doorstep three years earlier to claim a very distant relationship based on the fact that her mother and Clare's had once been close friends. Clare had taken Joanna and William into the household.
Joanna had immediately begun to contribute to the income of Desire by virtue of her brilliant needlework.
Clare had been quick to see the possibilities inherent in Joanna's talent. The revenues from the sale of Clare's dried flower and herb concoctions had increased markedly due to the fact that many were now sold in exquisitely embroidered pouches and bags of Joanna's design.
The demand had grown so great that Joanna had instructed several of the village women in the art of embroidery. Some of the nuns of Saint Hermione's also worked under her supervision to create elegantly made pouches for some of Clare's fragrance blends.
"Eadgar, inform cook that she must resist the temptation to dye all of the food blue or crimson or yellow tonight." Clare stalked along the graveled path, her hands clasped behind her back. "You know how much she likes to color the food for special occasions."
"Aye, madam. She says it impresses guests."
"I see no need to go out of our way to impress Sir Gareth and his men,"
Clare muttered. "And personally, I do not much care for blue or crimson food."
"Yellow is a nice color, though," Joanna mused. "When Abbess Helen visited last fall, she was much struck by being served a banquet done entirely in yellow."
"It is one thing to entertain an abbess. Quite another to be bothered with a bunch of very large knights and their men-at-arms. By Hermione's sainted sandal, I'll not waste the vast quantity of saffron it would take to dye everything on the table yellow tonight. Saffron is very costly."
"You can afford it, Clare," Joanna murmured.
"That is beside the point."
Eadgar cleared his throat. "I shall speak to cook."
Clare continued to pace. The walled garden was usually a source of pleasure and serenity for her. The flower and herb beds had been carefully planted so as to achieve a complex and tantalizing mixture of scents.
Normally a stroll along the paths was a walk through an invisible world of enthralling, compelling fragrance. Clare's finely honed sense of smell delighted in the experience.
At the moment, however, all she could think about was the very unflowerlike, very unsettling, very masculine odor of Sir Gareth, the Hellhound of Wyckmere.
Beneath the earthy smells of sweat, leather, horse, wool, steel, and road dust that had cloaked Gareth, had lain another scent, his own.
During the ride from the village to the hall, Clare had been enveloped in that essence and she knew she would never forget it.
In some mysterious fashion that she could not explain, Gareth had smelled rigfit.
Her nose twitched in memory. There had certainly been nothing sweet-smelling about him, but her reaction had reminded Clare of the feeling she got when she had achieved the right blend of herbs, spices, and flowers for a new perfume recipe. There was a sense of completion, a sense of certainty.
The realization sent a shiver through her. Even Raymond de Coleville, the man she had once loved, had not smelled so right.
"Was the Window of Hell fearfully heavy?" William asked eagerly. "I could see that the Hellhound let you to carry it all the way to the gates of the hall. Sir Ulrich said that was most amazing."
"Did he, indeedr Clare said.
"Sir Ulrich said that the Hellhound has never offered his sword to anyone else in the whole world," William continued, "let alone allowed anyone to carry it in a procession in front of a whole village."
"He did not allow me to carry it," Clare grumbled. "He more or less forced me to do so. He refused to take it from my hands until we reached the hall. I could hardly drop such a valuable blade into the dirt."
Joanna quirked a brow but did not raise her eyes from her needlework.
"Why do you think he simply did not resheath it?"
"He claimed he could not get the thing back into its scabbard with me seated in front of him. And he refused to put me down from the beast. He said it would not be chivalrous. Hah. What arrogrance to discourse on the finer points of courtesy when he was, for all intents and purposes, holding me captive."
Joanna pursed her lips. "I have the distinct impression that his lordship does not lack boldness of any kind."
"Sir Ulrich says that the Hellhound is a very great knight who has destroyed scores of robbers and murderers in the south," William said.
"Sir Ulrich says he showed you great honor by allowing you to carry the Window of Hell."
"It was an honor I could have done without," Clare said.
She knew full well why Gareth had politely refused to take back his sword until they had arrived at the very steps of her hall. He had wanted to make certain that everyone along the way, from shepherd to laundress, witnessed the spectacle of the lady of Desire clutching the Hellhound's great sword.
No, the Hellhound had shown her no great honor, she thought. It had all been a very calculated gesture on his part.
"If you ask me, I do not believe he showed you any great honor, my lady," Dalian declared with passionate intensity. "On the contrary. He mocked you."
Clare glanced at her new minstrel. He was a gaunt young man of barely sixteen years who was easily startled by unexpected sounds or a raised voice. If one chanced to come upon him unawares, he jumped or froze in the manner of a panic-stricken hare.
The only time he seemed to find any inner calm was when he sang his ballads.
His thin features had begun to fill out slightly since he had arrived on Desire. But Clare could still see too many traces of the anxious, hunted look that had been in his eyes that first day when he had appeared at the hall.
Dalian had told her that he was seeking a position as a minstrel in the household. Clare had taken one look at him and had known that whatever lay in the young man's past was not pleasant. She had taken him in on the spot.
Clare scowled as she considered Dalian's impassioned remark. "I do not think he was mocking me, precisely."
"Well, I do," Dalian muttered. "He is likely a cruel and murderous man.
They do not call him the Hellhound of Wyckmere for naught."
Clare whirled around, exasperated. "We must not read too much into a silly nickname."
"I don't think it's silly," William said with great relish. "Sir Ulrich says he got that name because of all the outlaws he's killed."
Clare groaned. "I'm sure his exploits have been greatly exaggerated."
"Do not alarm yourself, Clare," Joanna said. "I comprehend how uneasy you are at the prospect of this marriage. But I feel certain that Lord Thurston would not have sent you a candidate who did not meet the majority of your requirements."
"I'm beginning to wonder about that," Clare said.
She halted her pacing abruptly as a very large shadow fell across the graveled path directly in front of her.
As if conjured up by a sorcerer, Gareth appeared. He had come soundlessly around the corner of the high hedge, giving no warning of his presence until he was directly in front of her.
She glowered at him. It did not seem right that such a large man could move so quietly. "By Saint Hermione's little finger, sir, you gave me a start. You might have said something before you popped out from behind the bushes in such a sudden manner."
"My apologies. I give you fair greeting, my lady," Gareth said calmly.
"I was told I would find you here in your garden." He glanced at the small group still gathered beneath the apple tree. "I have already made the acquaintance of young William.
Will you introduce me to the lady seated beside him and to the other members of your household?"
"Of course," Clare said stiffly. She rattled off the introductions.
Joanna studied Gareth with assessing interest. "Welcome to Desire, my lord."