Breakfast in the Steading was a catch-as-can affair with people coming and going, serving themselves as they had time. She filled a tray with bowls of porridge for her family along with two mugs of coffee. Coffee was something that she and her sister-in-law had little of before their rescue. Her folk tended to drink hard cider, beer or ale at all hours of the day but the dwarves seemed to live on the dark, bitter brew. They drank alcoholic beverages too, but tended to do so only in the evenings after the day's work was done. She had to admit she was developing a taste for the beverage herself.
They got the children settled around one of the tables that ran in a line down the center of the Great Hall and watched over them as they broke their fast. She felt a stab of grief as she watched the children eat, knowing that within days they would be parted for she knew not how long.
As they ate dwarves stopped by their table to greet them and inquire after the children's welfare. She had been startled by this at first but Engvyr had explained that a married couple among their folk might expect to have children only every twenty years or so, a function of their long lives she suspected. As a result they doted on them and each dwarven child in their community was viewed as the responsibility of all. Now that they were living among them the dwarves unthinkingly extended that attitude to the human children as well.
Engvyr and Taarven entered the hall together, deep in conversation. They too were staying in the Great Hall but they had already been up and about their business before she woke. Engvyr was in uniform and from his condition she suspected that he had been riding, perhaps a quick patrol around the area. Taarven simply wore a shirt and tunic over his uniform trousers and boots, not yet fit for duty.
Strangely, she knew Taarven better than his partner at this point. She had sat with the dwarves when they gathered at the hearth in the evening while Engvyr was away. Taarven wasn't garrulous, but he possessed a ready wit and wasn't reticent about speaking when he had something to say. She thought that maybe he and Ynghilda were sweet on each other.
She studied Engvyr from across the room as she rode herd on the children and ate her own breakfast. He was like most dwarves in height, a foot shorter than she, and she was by no means tall for one of her folk. But dwarves were broad-shouldered and thick-chested, and their height made their short arms and legs look thick. Their heads, hands and feet were human-sized or nearly so. The overall effect was as if a human had been compressed.
When she was binding Taarven's leg after the fight at the Eyrie she had been impressed by the muscular solidity of him. She had helped him to his feet and had been surprised to discover that he weighed as much as a human man half-again his height. From the restrained power of his grip she knew that he was immensely strong as well.
Engvyr was slighter of build than his partner but still compactly powerful. He had a large nose almost like a beak, craggy brows and prominent cheekbones. His jaw was broad and angular and a neatly trimmed line of blonde beard ran along his jawline to join with his full mustache. His features looked almost as if they had been hewn from stone. There was a stern strength about his countenance, tempered by the glint of humor in his blue eyes. Though he was not handsome in the way of her own folk she found that she liked his face very much.
Over the following days she worked and helped Saewynn care for the children. It was odd working for Ynghilda. She had no set duties but simply did as she was asked, or just pitched in when she saw a need and that seemed to be all that was expected of her. In the evenings she sat near the fire, or sometimes to one side in quiet conversation with Engvyr. She was occasionally asked to serve drinks and sometimes did so of her own accord but she was never treated as being less than anyone else present.
At the end of her first week Ynghilda had called her into her office. She had thought she was to be assigned some new task but was surprised when instead she was invited to sit and offered coffee. Ynghilda had told her that she was doing very well and then went over the terms of her employment. They discussed her rights, obligations and how much she was to be paid. Ynghilda had written all of this down as Deandra agreed to it. She had thought that she was working for her family's keep but apparently not. At the end, Ynghilda signed the document that she had drawn up and Deandra countersigned it. When that was accomplished she was handed a small bag of coins, hardly a princely sum after a modest fee for her keep had been deducted but more than she had expected.
In a human household of this size they would have had servants to perform menial tasks, each with their own assigned duties. These people were nearly invisible in such a place, beneath the notice of their betters. These servants worked in exchange for a roof over their heads and food in their bellies. If they received any coin it was as a gift on the holidays. But in this household none of the dwarves treated those that served them as anything less than an equal.
She might almost have been happy but for the dread of the impending separation from her children. She knew that it was the best thing for them, but her heart fell at she thought of it.
Engvyr had been riding out regularly since his return and once Taarven was able to join him they were sometimes gone for days at a time. There were more raids as well, but the Rangers and Militia were seldom in the right place at the right time to intervene.
Finally the delegation from her husband's family arrived and it was as awful as she'd feared it would be. They treated her with a cold wariness that bordered on hostility, but they did not extend that attitude to her children. She thanked the Lord and Lady for that much at least.
When they departed they took no leave of Deandra, and even Saewynn's good-byes were subdued under their disapproving eyes. She went through the rest of the day in a daze, as she felt a great, aching gulf within her. The dwarves were quietly sympathetic but asked no questions and offered no comment for which she was grateful.
Engvyr and Taarven returned from patrol that night. After dinner Engvyr pulled her aside and held her for hours while she sobbed broken-heartedly. He offered no empty reassurances or platitudes, simply listened and held her until at last she fell into the deep sleep of emotional exhaustion.
When she woke in the morning still in his arms on the bench, she found that someone had tucked a blanket around them and propped a pillow behind Engvyr's back. No one spoke of this later and she was again grateful for the dwarves' sympathy and discretion.
She took some solace in her work but inside she felt wounded and incomplete. She resisted the urge to drown her sorrow in drink, or the greater temptation to take Engvyr to her bed and drown herself in him. Whatever was building between them, she would not cheapen it by using it as a drug to try to fill the emptiness inside her. In the days and weeks that followed she found her balance and life returned to a semblance of normality.
The Midsummer festival arrived on the longest day of the year. The great hall was decorated with garlands of wildflowers, bright ribbons and banners. Deandra was kept busy with preparations for the feast. Chickens, ducks and geese had to be plucked and stuffed for roasting. Great piles of turnips and potatoes must be peeled, pies baked and sauces simmered. A great roasting-pit was prepared for the centerpiece of the feast.
This was normally an ox but this year on their rounds Taarven and Engvyr had encountered what was surely the grandfather of all boars. They had been returning on the day before the feast when the great beast had walked onto the trail ahead of them, almost as if presenting itself. Engvyr had felled it with a single shot from his long-rifle. They had to send a wagon to fetch the carcass and it took a half-dozen dwarves to get it loaded.